okay you gonna have your patient to read this all cause it will be a long post and complicated cause I mixed everything since I got no time to blog the past few days cause I got no mood to blog everything and I'm kinda busy watching all those korea and taiwan drama so forgive me I might abandon my bloggie for awhile but at least I'm here blogging now ,so shut up and open your eyes and see ! =) thankkyouu
so yea as usual I'm still single ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA all my friend keep FORCING me to get a boyfriend FASTER -.- I was like I'm not a toy I can't just simply get a boyfriend so forget about it :) so currently I was busying with my online game "Red cliff" in chinese we called 赤壁 =) been age abandon the game ! and I'm addicted ONCE AGAIN since my college start Jun so probably gonna take time playing that game so time pass faster and yes time passes very fast ! it's like I'm still in my national service life yesterday! what I'm talking about? nevermind :) just get over it !
I'm addicted to Arvil Lavigne's new song called "SMILE" at first I was like Zzz....is that Arvil cause her new album seems very weird and most of her song doesn't seems like ARVIL at all you know what I mean? but whatever I still love her as usual :) You're our Princess ,ROCK BABY !!
oh yea I love this :
You stole my heart and you're the one to blame
did I tell you I'm bored in the office? so yea me and my mama using my own picture and edit ! and you know how's the result? it's funny and weird and yet I'm so freaking pretty !!
see how fake is this??what I've done to my face? No fucking surgery but I just simply edit :) make my nose taller and smaller,eyes bigger,skin fairer,face smaller,hair changed,fake eyes lashes ,pink lips stick :) DONE !
awwwwwww :) pretty face ! pimple free
another picture :)
so don't trust girls picture from internet cause we might edit our picture into another person even the fat one can be thin as a chopstick you got it?! even the small eyes can be big eyes, as what chinese people call "shui wang wang de yan jing" 水汪汪的眼睛 BIG BIG EYE O_O owhhhh!

see the difference now? I got small eye,flat nose,chubby face,tan skin,bad skin cause full of pimples and yet I claim myself beautiful cause God gave me a life to live :) and yes I do appreciate but sometimes I don't and you know as a child in a age of 18th like me always cause lot of problem in this family and gave lot of problem all the time,there's tons of thing I wanted to achieve and wanted everything to be mine in this world cause human are freaking greedy ,but I'm glad I got teeth to show off my awesome beautiful smile :) cause each and everyone of us are beautiful :) I use to show black face since I got tan skin so make no different I'm still having my black face ! HAHAHAHHAHA so if you got teeth do smile more =D say CHEESE
I've done something good on Monday night :) currently I've join this event ,helping those disabled kid to swim and donation :) I never tried this before and I wanted to try long time ago just don't know what to do,so yeah my sis found this event and actually organize by
https://www.facebook.com/iloveswimin12 ...me and my sis joined every monday and friday night cause afternoon we got work to do so we join during the night :)
You could choose either to sponsor RM30
To support 1 disabled person to Swim
OR
Sponsor yourself to swim for 2 hours.
(Max 4 hours / person)
OR
Contributions:
you could come and join the fun, play together, take nice pictures, publicity for the center, donate food & useful stuff and best of all would be bringing someone like YOU who could help and teach these kids and adults how to swim!
Starting from 13th May - 1st July. Every Mon, Thu & Fri. As long as not raining. the schedule is on
Current schedule (For those who would like to join / take pictures):
Mon - 07:30pm - 09:30pm
Thu - 09:00am - 11:00am
Fri - 09:00am - 11:00am
Fri - 06:00pm - 08:00pm
(p/s: I'm actually copy and paste from my sis's blog cause I got no idea what to blog since she'd posted earlier than I do)
while waiting for the kid so I swim myself first for body health !HAHAHHAHA I can't swim pretty well but at least I can swim better than my sis ! ROLF
finally the kid is here :) see their happy faces? IT'S PRICELESS you know?these people show me nothing but happiness, they are happy being who they are, nothing could stop them from doing things they like or have the rights to find their own happiness...there's Nigel on the right (Tan skin) guy :) he spent his quality time with all this beautiful people..... if you do have some time will you ever drop by and help ?
I'll like to join more these event to help the kid to have more fun and I do have lot of fun with them :) experience something different and appreciate what you have and learn to live happily with simple ways,we don't need everything to make us happy but we need happiness to make us be everything !
do view my sis's blog cause she blog everything in detail since Imma lazy girl and she'd blog everything and it made me lost the mood of blogging about this and I'll blog more after Friday cause on friday I'm gonna meet another 4 kids :) im not a pro photographer but I'll try my best to take more beautiful picture :) there's a guy sponser
40 SUNWAY LAGOON tickets for the disabled kid to enjoy the fun :) thankyou so much for doing this and I believe the kid will have lot of fun and they do appreciate a lot and cherish every moment !
too bad I couldn't join on saturday ,cause everyone knows every SATURDAY i'll work till mid night -.- I wanna join so badly ,not because of going sunway lagoon for the fun but to help those kid to have more fun D:
gosh sis told me there's an event for adoption puppy so I'm gonna control my sis or else she gonna adopt all the puppy for god sake D= did I told you she's crazy???
see the way she hug Fluffy is exactly how she hug fluffy sleep every night ! and how much she love the dog ~
just simply view her blog cause my sis do blog beautiful and meaningful thing :) it might helps you as well!!
http://mary-aslifegoesby.blogspot.com/2011/05/sponsor-disabled-friend-to-swim-today.html
I'm a lucky girl ,I always know and I really do appreciate :) I met awesome people ,I love them as much as they love me :) at least I knw someone always there for me :D at least at the moment I feel like dying there's always someone there for me :) I'm not gonna talk about family ...and you know FAMILY come first in my mind so I'll tell you about what's come 2nd !!
be excited cause your photo gonna appear so so soon :) TEEHEEE !!
first she's Sabrina :) I think you knew her due to my previous post and why am I here to blog about her? Did I mention how we know each other? TAAAA-DAAA we knew each other through an application called "PLURK" I think it quite famous so you might know it !
so one day a girl call SABRINA added me in plurk so yeah she started to chat with each other by leaving comment :)
the very first comment she left for me during my math's exam I nearly K.O and she's here to comfort me and gave me support and yet I called her Salerina !! stupid me simply change people's name -.- cause I saw her name " SaI3rina " so I though of salerina -.- forgive me please xD

this is call FATE !! and now she appear in my life and thanks for being my friend ~ wanted to date her out all the time but always failed due to my national service then my vacation so yeah finally get to meet her the very first time :) and why do I even mention about her? what's so special about her? actually nothing special just that I love this girl friend :) when I'm down ,emo,sad she's always there to leave me a message to comfort me and gave me support ! I'm not asking friends to be there for me always or see each other everyday,chit chat all the time ,but this girl appear in my plurk all the time !! She's the awesome friend I had I feel love all the time she leave comment cause I knew at least there's some there for me when I'm feel like dying ,she gave me the motivation and encourage me to go for my national service and remind me to bring SUN BLOCK ! lol =)
I don't ask anything from friend but just simple care is good enough for me ! She always read my blog and I'm always there reading her blog too !! :D
looking forward for our next outing babe !! ♥
2nd gosh this girl I tell you I love her to the maximum weihhh !!! you know why? we been friends for 12 years this year? but we lost contact during secondary school life but we still manage to back together ! LOL sound so lessbian -.- you know what I mean right? we knew each other from standard 1 :) weeeeeeeeeeee ~ cute right? I remembered
I always bullied her all the time it's like every second,every minute,every hour,every day,every week,every month and every year in 365 days !! HHAHAHA so you can see how much I love her ! During my tough time she's the only one listen to my crap ,all the nonsense and bullshit !! wooooooots she's the best and she never complaint but she do complaint about those bitches back step about her even though those bimboS don't even know her -.- as you know now a days lot of bimbo appear :D awesome right? just get lost bimbo get your brain clear !! I pray to GOD please let bimbo GROW PLEASE ~~~ I sound like a bitch and yes I AM :D when the world left me alone she's there for me and yes UNTIL NOW I STILL LOVE TO BULLY HER ! cause that's part of my life ,entertainment :) see the photographer boy ?reflection from the mirror ,he's our ex-classmate too and he don't even understand our conversation and he said it's like we always meet each other ! NO we don't see each other often but our brain is CONNECTED it's like a bluetooth ... she's the one who always tried to take TOP away from me and claim TOP is her husband -.- ask me stop my imagination cause reality TOP was HERS I was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA girlfriend TOP is MINE !!! she's the one I can talk everything without thinking other stuff ,no stress at all ...lastly girl friend I LUBBA YOU !! ♥♥♥

everybody knows she's my wifey ♥♥♥ Knew her 6 years and yes I always love her ♥ muawwww okay I sound so lessbo now but I'm not ! I love girl friend more and no love for boy friend ! HAHAHAHAAHHA I always blog about her so yea if you notice I blog about her before ! we have lot of similar thing :)
I miss the girls :) need to catch up more update about them ,REENA,VI leng leng ku ♥,Joyce and Shanon is at Melbourne now :)
outing please !! miss you girls lahhhh
leng leng wo xiang ni lahhh ♥
altho no outing or chit chat all the time but I still reading all your blogs for updates !
of course never forget about BONG BONG ♥♥♥ bila balik KL? stay strong kay buy something for me at Singapore sayang !!
and yes I never expect I get such a big group of bestiest during my national service life :)
I miss conny chai !! we use to sleep together,bath together,eat together,talk together,cry together ,as long do everything together ! she take good care of me all the time and thanks to her parents treat me nice food all the time and they are friendly to me too :)
see there's more awesome people in my life and this blog gonna be so so long as if I'm continue writing about them :) just do catch up my blog and you'll know how awesome they are ! I might not be a perfect friend but at least I'm there for you when you need me ...you're part of my life,even though I have problem I don't beg you or interrupt your life just to listen to my crap ! I'm a complicated person but I claim myself simple cause I wanted to be simple as A,B,C but not as simple as you can read my mind and yes I don't read mind as well :)
and yes I'm a person who crap a lot of bullshit ,I can smile in a sudden like some kind of mental problem person and get pissed in a sudden or up set the next moment ! When I'm in a problem I'll probably will meet this few person ,cause no matter what I have YOU in my life and I'm thankful about that ! xoxo
see it's really complicated by reading my blog you'll get to know me cause I mixed everything inside and you know MY MEMORY IS LIMITED !!
byeeee :) lots of love for you kay