back to december

I guess I'm having great time with my boyfie walking at the beach although beach wasn't beautiful enough but sunset is always the beautiful thing you ever seen :)

Im feeling so fresh without any make up or lens on :)

some how I love enjoy with boyfie :) isn't he the sweetest boyfie ever? 

ilovehimthatmuch :D

went to costume party :)

everyone dressed up gorgeously and awesomely with mask 

2011 gonna be end so so soon

hmmmm 

I guess Im having an awesome 2011 :)

things I've done?

• been Miri,Sarawak National service for freaking 2 & half months
• sat flights more than 10 times
• been HK,Guang Zhou,Shen Zhen,Macau,Taiwan
• college life started
• made new friends
• met someone special in my life and now he's the one I love :)
• one day trip with HIM

experience many something NEW 

one great thing that I manage to wish him happy 11.11.2011 at 11:11pm ;)

nothing special it's just some mini memories :)

gonna get sis,papa,mama Christmas gift soon ;)

HELLO DECEMBER ❤

Sometimes I'm not ignoring you
Just waiting for you to start the conversation

Sometimes
Really want to tell you something
But I am afraid I might annoyed you

Sometimes
Would like to indulge myself
make myself a little more crazily insane

Sometimes
I really want you to understand me
Even if I say nothing

Sometimes
Always a kind of feeling wanted to cry
No idea :x

Sometimes
I care not what you say
But those you did not say

sometimes you are just that annoying when Im asking you question you can actually change topic easily so I'll make sure Im using different method to keep you answer my question :)

you know how much I wanted to torture you,whack you,smack you,slap you,pinch you and etc...

YOUR GIRLFRIEND ME IS JUST THAT VIOLENCE ! RAWR ❤

past few weeks I brought boyfie to DPC for a walk and never expected that we had walk more than 4 rounds talking all the time observing people around us ...

few days ago he brought me to Bukit Jalil hills to have a walk end up by the time we reached the very TOP oh hell yea IM HUNGRY AGAIN ! LMAO -.-

I can actually feel our heart beat ! ROLF

climb stairs wahhhh O.O

okie not a bad experience and I'll make sure I eat a lot next time ! :) okie just kidding

im feeling so much better after everything done :)

erm I mean solve everything? still I don't see anything solve ...LOL

okie it's all about the trust now :)

PROMISE kay? ❤

friends whom know me will know what I'm doing and what I'm asking for

I don't regret things I've done I only regret things I dare not ask or meant to be done

some people just don't understand why people are doing this,there's always a reason for it

I learn to control not to do stupid decision when Im pissed off or promise something stupid when I'm over hyper

or else something really stupid might happen and stupid things will NEVER STOP O.o

Im easy go person,I can forgive and forget easily unless you can't accept how on earth I can smile with you easily after a small misunderstanding

when I have the big big happy heart trying to talk or greet you ,if you cant see it or feel it that's your business don't freaking judge me unless Im some kind of invisible ghost till you can't see me :)

I don't freaking take advantage on people cause I believe karma the bitch what goes around comes around and get all those SHIT return

I'm seriously in deep helpless moment I seriously wanna solve my own problem so I'm just being friendly asking what's going on yet things don't goes well as I expected D:

there's wrong between us

nobody right

we hurting each other with words

we got no idea what we're talking about

we're not ready for everything,as in? no idea =(

that moment I seriously nearly gave up and everything nearly end just with a goodbye

people around might said why am I fooling myself this way

how can I ever tolerate that much? am I stupid or what?

that moment I met many people,I complaint a lot like seriously a lot

but somehow people around me got no idea what I'm crapping :x

end up I smiled and turn away ,but late night ......................

I keep myself busy everynight by hang out with my bunch of guy friends cause with their stupid words mean a lot to me I can always laugh laugh laugh and laugh

of course not forgetting my girls they made me laugh a lot too :)

I just simply appreciate how they treat me ❤

but I've voice out all the truths ....

somehow it's OVER :) 

I'm glad

but do get my words k it's OVER doesn't mean that our relationship over

I mean PROBLEMS ! TROLLLLL

HAPPY DECEMBER PEEPS ❤

happy that we are back for good :)

有些事，明知是錯的，也要去堅持，因為不甘心；有些人，明知是愛的，也要去放棄，因為沒結局；有時候，明知沒路了，卻還在前行，因為習慣了，人生啊

簡單的我

我自認我的表情多得數不清

我的真笑假笑一眼看得清

每個人都來自不同的背景

我不曾嫌棄你的一切,因為能活著就是世上最幸福的事

人類難免會嫌棄很多東西，但仔細想想，把自己跟別人做比較不是很悲嗎？

我們並不完美，但一對相愛的，能夠撐到最後那就叫完美

我曾不想逼你做任何你不愛做的事，因為我懂得什麼叫空間，什麼叫禮讓，包容，尊重

我不可能365天24小時看著，死守著你

人會累的

世上那麼多人，但我還是選擇了你，我們選擇了彼此

從在一起的那一刻，我選擇相信你，信任是個很脆弱的東西，就像一張紙，皺了就回不到完美的那一刻了，難道用燙兜燙回平嗎？信任能這樣嗎？很白痴的想法

不是分輕重 

我曾以為你在我的眼中，從來都不曾失敗過

我不需要你撐起著天空，只要你的雙手包圍我

我需要你給的並不多，只要我需要你的每一刻你都能陪著我

你能不能仔細的了解我的脆弱 ，傾聽我沉默？

我的手心太冷你會牽著我，你認為夠嗎？

我需要你給的並不多一點溫柔和你的幽默

你給怎樣的生活 一起走，眼前再多的誘惑，你依然愛我，你做到嗎？

你是否認證的想想過我的感受？

如果女孩問你問題，請告訴她真相。

機會是她問你，因為她已經知道答案。

一個人需要隐藏多少秘密，才能巧妙的度過一生。

因為揭穿了你的謊言，你下不了台嗎？

我不曾介意一切，你介意了嗎？

你曾認證的認錯嗎？

不是每句對不起都換來個沒關係

歷史重演，你的抱歉不再值得了，我對你的信任一次次的被你摔破

我的容忍程度比我想像中的厲害，已超出了別人的想像

把曾說過，人要懂得舍才會得

人要懂得虧才會賺

別人說話時請認證聆聽，你說話是別人也會尊重你認證的把話聽完

我就是如此的煩人，在我停止煩你的時刻，我不再回頭了。

一切不是理所當然的，我可以不計代價不顧回報的，但現實總是讓人寒了心。

其實你明明知道，最卑賤不過感情，最涼不過是人心

煩你是因為關心你，關心你所以才煩你

因為愛你所以才擔心你

別人法你脾氣時，幹你屁事啊？你生氣個屁，我不是出氣筒，我也是有脾氣的，久而久之脾氣消了

請睜開你的眼睛，你在煩惱，痛苦，寂寞，傷心，你轉個身，我都在你左右，是盲的都感受到我一直都在你左右，有眼睛看到的我隨時隨刻都在安慰你，陪伴著你

而我呢？我沒權利發脾氣嗎？我沒權利生氣嗎？

我最需要你的時候，你卻鬆開手，默默走開，你給了我一百個不能接受的理由

因為生氣所以要你疼，要你了解，請包容我，別鬆開你的手

但就因為我發脾氣，你怕我會抓你出氣，罵你，你會生氣，所以選擇轉生就走

問題出現了，是時候解決，不是時候逃避，要逃我自己不會逃嗎？需要問你一大堆問題

你有壓力，我也有

每個人的心裡都有數不清的痛，每個人都有那自己過不了的關

如果問題容易逃避，世上的人都是開心果了

每個人的喜怒哀樂表達的不一樣

我能給的就是我的笑容

因為有了你，生活多了個笑容

我曾認為我的笑是因你而笑

但仔細想想，慢慢不再因為你而笑了

請別用你那層屬於我的心想念我，同時腦袋想著別的事

那是你自己說你做過最爛頭的事

你自己知道就好

我已經變得沒關係了 :)

我曾以為這首歌聽了讓人很幸福

正當你知道事實後

已不再是了:)

单纯就是幸福 ♥

有的时候，我恨不得想把你打扁一顿！但又不舍得，别人想打你，我又却想打死那个人，因为只有我才能这样做，这就是爱♥

看来我的宽容，包容，礼让已超出我的想象

我的微笑证明一切

但你不曾真正了解一件事

我爱你 ♥

♥ First month =)

remember what I always told you?

NOT TO PLAY WITH YOUR FOOD!

but some how this made me speechless that moment ...

happy 1st month annivesary babyboy ♥

time flies :3 

sometimes you make feel like killing you !

you even make me feel like bang wall !

but some how I choose to continue LOVE YOU ♥

P/S: I love you HBBHB ♥

nothing else but you ♥

Im not an expert at relationship , I dont know how to handle every fight we're going to have, & I will never be a perfect person,we're both still young & we still have a lot more to learn. But I willing to take the chances,to risk it all and learn everything there is to learn just so I can keep us together. I wont give up on you :) I PROMISE ♥

I've never been in a relationship for century ! *exaggerated* HAHAHAHAHA & now finally I'm in ♥

wonder why I love him so much? AHAHAHAH NO IDEA -.- no reason,IT JUST HAPPEN like this WOAHHHHH O.o friends around me been asking do you believe in faith? I doubt that sometimes...  no idea,if its mean to be happen just let it be,the more you want something to be happen it always end up NOTHING but a disappointment ... I use to be the one trying so hard to get attention from the boy I like but always end up same damn thing happen ,just a waste of time. But never regret what you've done cause yesterday made you someone stronger :) I bet most of you understand the feelings ,all day long just to wait them reply even just a short msg could make your day,with a simple "HI" can make you go hyper whole day it's more stronger than a caffeine !

every single human  being in this world dream to have a perfect relationship but somehow there's no perfect relationship without argument or misunderstanding,after you've overcome the problems,you'll realize your relationship goes stronger :)

I cant promise the whole world, but I can try to give you a happy life.

I cant promise you I'll never yell but I can try to be patient most of the time.

I cant promise you I'll never make mistake but I can try to correct my faults.

I cant promise you that I'll catch you whenever you fall but I can try to always be close to you so I can always help you back up .

I cant promise that our love will last forever like in storybooks but I can promise that no matter what I'll never forget the memories I made with you ♥

I cant promise everything but everything that I can ever do is to be with you whenever you need me :)

I love you for who you are and who I am whenever Im with you :)

you always complain Im such a pig & everyone knows Im such a big eater & you're afraid that I might get hungry all the time

I hate you for having such a pretty eyes ! awwwwww *playing jealous* how can a boy can have such a pretty eyes -.- I wonder !! hmmppp...

whenever people ask what I love about my boyfriend ...duh non of your business ! x) something that you can't see & something that you don't understand =) try to ask yourself if you're in a relationship ... what you like about your bf/gf ? If there's a reason to prove it you will never finish describe a person in words....A relationship needs two amazing people; one who can trust and another who can understand ♥

the spaces between my fingers,are right where yours fit perfectly

♥

P/S: 123 : 432

I LOVE YOU

♥something you can't see

I guess Im being a lazy blogger now a days

the reason I blog daily its because I cant really voice out everything and there's no one willing to listen

its not like no one willing to listen just that everyone busy with their own stuff

I couldn't match their times but some how Im glad that I found someone who will always there for me listen to my craps and bullshit all the time without complain yet giving me the kind of comfy feeling by being myself & do whatever I want in front of them without thinking other stuff :D I found my comfortable zone by voice out everything,isn't that awesome? :D

picture prove everything =)

picture of a gift? duh as if you're blind ......*oppsy sorry im so mean* okay I din't receive any gift for so long but I do gave someone these gift :D in a special day ♥

woahhhh it's been awhile never dress like a girl ! AHAHAHAHAH Im so lazy ok a t-shirt & a short will do :D

thanks to my both lovely sistarsss companied me & made my day =)

and of course the others who gave me idea & willing to listen to my crap like EVERYDAY!

pity your ears -.- sorry my bad ok :) as you know I can never be quiet in a day unless IM DOWN isn't it so obvious? O.o

everything went smooth that day =) super duper happy :D

awwwwww ♥♥♥

I spent whole day with him celebrated his birthday :3

but the only disappointed was I never prepare him a cake ! wtf a birthday without a cake -.-

okay I should do something after I settle down all my assignment !

you have my word k =)

next event was PAPA & MAMA's wedding anniversary 26th years :D

weeeeeeee ♥♥♥

PARTY PEOPLE !

finally he met my family :)

woooootsss mom laughed me for few days -.- Idk why ...

next event was CHARITY event ;) well done friends we all done a good job I guess xD

I was enjoying that day but at the same time I've down something embarrassing and stupid

recently we went BANK NEGARA to visit the ART instead of MONEY !

okay I know Im epic fail & everyone couldn't stop laughing with my stupidness & lameness SO WHAT?!

muahahahah I know right they still love me for who I am :D

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JIANG JIANG JIANG JIANG !

awwwwwwwww ♥♥♥

something that I never aspect but everyone aspect-ed -.-

somehow ermmmmmmmmmm....

SECRET ! xD

我看到了别人所看不到的一面♥♥♥

ILY

very first....♥

PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR ♥♥♥ 

recently I just realize I've stop blogging did anyone realize that too? 

I use to think oh I can vent out my feeling through internet but some how internet wont give me any response or any advice ,like DUH !

I ♥ ♥ ♥  my girlfriendsss super duper muchie & my guyfriends !

they made my life perfect when Im down down down !

awwwwwwwwwww :3

and of course my super duper annoying sister will make my life turn up side down from imperfect to PERFECT :D

& & & of course I LOVE HIM TOO ♥ ♥ ♥  

=)

iPhone blogging

Hey peeps I got ntg better to do and im nt in a mood to study my micro :( imma lazy blogger now :( will try update more k :D

Since I'm able to update anytime anywhere now sounds awesome :)

I'm a happy girl since I was born :)

Love is around me all the time ♥

I don't come from a rich family but I do came from a family which RICH OF LOVE ♥♥♥

♥♥♥

Isn't he adorable? :))

stay tune !

a moment like this♥

was having fun in college all the time

time for me to release everything out,you must be wonder how weird for me to release out -.-

people tend to complaint about college life yet I'm having fun in college although there's time I'm facing difficulty and challenging thingy

what did I done in college? -.- 

I ignore people that I don't wanna know,people whom I don't even know

But I do make new friends,since it's my second semester I'm making new friends

under process.........

processing....

LMAO

it's fun to stand right in front of everyone presenting stupid stuff such as Malaysian studies why did the government want us to study Malaysian's studies...

Since lecturer said there's no right or wrong so here comes my stupid idea ZZzzz since every talking POLITIC !

hell yeah fuck o0o I'm suck in political thingy

so here's my answer -.- please promise not to scold me saying nonsense since they said THERE'S NO RIGHT OR WRONG !

okay first government FORCE US to study stupid Malaysian studies in case we don't know about MALAYSIAN since MALAYSIA always put the best imagine they cover up all those SHIT they have done ALL LIES ,so we're actually studying LIES,unlike the Europe country they shown everything even the BADS one :) ok then , Government force us to study so we count have the "MALAYSIAN'S STUDIES" subject appear ON OUR CERT ! HAHAHAHAHAH if we fail we might not get to graduate "stupid nonsense I crapped about" then we have to retake retake retake and retake ! God SAKE NO GRADUATION ! HAHAHHAA

the end -.- so not funny ....

LOL but my course-mate are making fun of it -.-

then out of sudden someone mention because "Lee Chong Wei" is from Malaysian -.- 

water split-ed out from my mouth,sorry 2 brothers for causing both of you WET "owhh both of you so wet"

HAHAHAHAHA

both of them said FUCK,my hair ! another one said FUCK my shirt -.- opppsy sorry my bad

Was kinda fun having 2 hours break :)

having fun in the library -.- wrong place to have fun all the time

picca time !! ♥♥♥

My course-mate Christina♥♥♥ :)

she's a super duper hyper friendly friend 

everyone calling her Donkey !

why?

once upon a time,lecturer was asking her name,she thought that lecturer asking her answer (during tutorial class) she answer DONKEY !! LMAO

My Mr.Yeepang ♥

my camera-freak kaki boy-friend!

when he got nothing to do he'll come find me "LIZ ! Let's take photo"

then many pose will be appear

He's the first boy who msg me middle of the night 3am asking should we wear formal the next day? (who the hell will ask you to wear formal for the first day?) being PRANK ! poor boy

isn't it adorable ? awww ♥ I love the last one he's having bunny head ! =X

my lovely LULU ♥

I like to call her lulu cause it's cute for her ! 

sorry no offence I'm just being superb friendly ! HAHHAHAAH

to be continue tomorrow....♥
should I bring Cammy along tmr? considering :)