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i’m always a mess. i can never keep my own secrets. i laugh too hard at stupid things. my favorite songs can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. i hate thinking about reality and i’m heartsick for all the things that i can’t get back. its hard for me to define myself. i guess i’m just a cliche — the girl who loved too hard and didnt get anything in return. i dont want to be the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought.I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I`m always late. I hate school. I don`t like being wrong. I hate being ignored. I cry. I`m shy. I have enemies. I can`t sing. I laugh way too loud. I can`t look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I`m not perfect.I'm not perfect and no one seems to be perfect! People said I’ve changed so much. Well here’s the honest truth, I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that you can’t always be happy; I accepted reality. ♥ brought to you by Liz

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

random


kinda busy recently
busy outing ...erhem excuse me don't envy ..muahaha okay that's not the main point
remember I said I went out with my wifey to segi college then continue to Pavilion
 we had out tea time :D
TAAAA-DAAA picture =)











 celebrated mama's birthday yesterday 29th March :)
went Tenji again
before Tenji we went 1U :) It's been awhile never step into 1U =(
miss you so so muchie 1U
rolf

picture of the day...
Went Karaoke with my babesss
then after done our singing section then I rush home =="
then company parents to Sungai wang for money changing ...finally get to change Taiwan money =)
excited man
I'm leaving Malaysia on Friday afternoon
the day after tomorrow :)
will be back on 21th April
Disney land here I come =))


sorry for my laziness and I got not enough time to blog
quite busy about outing
I saw the shoes from sole what in 1U
fucking in love with it
Rm529 can anyone donate?
Im so gonna fucking buy you if I ever see you again after 21th April !!!
Lacoste brand T^T
please say that you love me and wait for me till I come back baby !!!

bye bye 
tomorrow start packing and and and grocery shopping :)

Thursday, March 24, 2011

one by one =)

BOOOOOOOO :p
guess what?
finally get all my cards !
yesh yesh yesh that's what I'm waiting for :)
it's not that I spend a lot ,duh !
I just apply my Hong Leong ATM card :)
erhem excuse me Liz is there anything to be proud about?
actually NOTHING =)
just happy to get a ATM card for convenience :D
at the same time dad apply CREDIT CARD for me as well
yesh yesh :D
errr actually I don't really like credit card -.-"
super troublesome thingy ,when the bills come then OMG -.-
forget about it ,in case I need it I'll swipe it xD

okay ...
early afternoon around 12pm dad called me in a serious way
he asked me to come into his office and look at him
I though he's gonna scold me for waking up late
suppose to wake up on 9am for working 
so yeah I get up 11am =)
I'm a spoiled kid !

then he looked at me and say "LET'S CELEBRATE TONIGHT" 
I get a shocked 0.0
er celebrate?
yeah celebrate you got 2 As' in your SPM =="
SURPRISE !
rolf ...

HAHAHAHAHHAHA
happy baby girl ~!!! woooooooots

so guess what
dad brought us to Pavilion
hmmm not consider brought me lah cz i'm the one driving and sis sat beside me =="
dad and mom drove another car so means two cars going
sis got 2nd round at night with her friends ,I hate her =="
always yam cha until 12am only back home 
spoiled kid as well xD
HAHAHAHA
so what I'm playing jealous !!!



Dinner at TONY ROMA'S steak house
okay ...
I don't know maybe it's because my family do food business
so we kinda choosy especially for food :)
doesn't taste good enough
so yeah don't blame me if the food looks good
DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK WITH IT'S COVER yeah sayang sekalian =)


my ice lemon tea *bottomless* =)


eating bread =) becareful there's knife with me ! HOHOHO~


yeah daddy & mummy eating happily :D



look delicious right?
sorry to say the Rib eye FAILED !!


that girl with her new Ferrari T-shirt under Puma company 






so yeah we are the TAN family :D


view at out door of Pavilion =D


The end of the story xD
I'm kinda lazy blogging today =)
going Pavilion again with my wifey tomorrow :)
b4 Pavilion going for KL's Segi college ...
blaaaaaaaaaaaaa :S
how can Pavilion parking ticket be so expensive T^T
gonna broke soon if I keep going Pavilion =="
BOYAHHHHHH peeps :D

should or shouldn't

feel free to see those pretty photo?
I secretly took it from TUMBLR
yeah babyy tumblr collect lots of awesome pretty picture :D
I don't mind you can grab anything picture you want :D














boyahhh shall post again later morning :)
it's 1.16am now !
yoooooooooooo! midnight ghost =p

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

13 years

 awwww
I claim this picture SWEET =)
super duper sweet I don't know why :S


okay it's been 13 years studied
everything stopped last year
been through many things
things happened and life still goes on right?
started to study since 5 years old
until last year I'm 17th years old :)
kinder garden,primary,secondary school life ends
doesn't mean everything end!
I'm kinda excited about the college life =)
although I'm not ready for my working life
I hate to pick up the client calls
annoying for me ...that's the reason why my parents & my sis always scold me *helpless*
not doing anything but interneting :)
now a days customer being very ANNOYING & CHEAP can't afford then get the hell out of the phone call
want this want that for free ! you think what? catering donation isn't it? GET LOST !
our company not doing charity ....

okay out of topic once again -.-" sobbbz

ahaaaa wanted to take picture with all my friends but all refuse only some accept T^T I'm so touched !
thanks guys !
you know I miss you guys to the max and yet don't wanna take picture with me...why my face problem izit?
should be proud cause I'm darker now & everyone around fairer than me -.-"

 meet my long lost buddy ! gosh he uses to be shorter than me -.-" hate him now for being that tall !!!
I knew him since standard 3 =) primary school time yeah ~!
 okay this guy I knew him thru ma buddy (above that guy with cap) they were same class
so yeah I knew him till now :) same ...he's a dancer :D



what should I say after I get my result?
AWESOME ! I dreamed that I got 1A ...poor little thingy T^T
guess what?
2As',4Cs',2Ds',1E
excuse me? what the hell is E? *the subject which everyone hate to remember & full of BULLSHIT
numbers aren't my friends ...so yeah I hate numbers =)
I get 2 Ds' for numbers !

I prefer words :)
I love words more than numbers :)
but yeah I love counting my own cash !!! -.-" *out of topic


FUCKING annoying that all those teacher wasn't responsible at all @@
me and my wifey been running bottom to top -top to bottom!
stair's gate been locking here and there then have to change way again and again and AGAIN !
fuck yeah just tell where the hell we can get the cert -.-"
*for your information that wasn't my cert I'm just helping my wifey to find those teacher

annoying form4s' students never see before SENIOR isn't it? or never see before HUMAN BEING in your life !!!
keep looking & talking nonsense =="
I even heard phewwwwiiittt !!! fuck your life weih concentrate & study lah !
I don't think students like you want some kind of suck result like mine...so yeah get your ass stick to the chair & STUDY !


oh yeah we were like so glad finally found the last teacher -.-"
we ran the whole school teacher keep pushing us to other teachers so yeah finally found the last one
GREAT answer they gave us ,we don't need to run !
what we have to do is to search the website & PRINT IT OUT YOURSELF !
BRAVO ! teacher should tell early !!! FML for running here & there ...


okay everything DONE seriously DONE !
drove to desa park city once again for lunch
I'm hungry like a hungry ghost,goshhhhhh
no parking -.-"
then stick my ass to the chair ordered our food
yeah while waiting
we had a short talk,all about "prepare for 2nd batch national service"
HAHA! told them what to prepare what to bring and what to do =)
no worries just GO ~! no regret for you
MIRI,SARAWAK the best xD

after finish lunch,ohhhhhhhh =O there's so many of them xD

forgive me for my lameness :D who cares?
 spot my wifey :D the one with yellow bag =)
some sitting on the stairs
hoho~ nobody wanna take picture with me so I secretly snap one photo of them while talking
they say they gonna take picture with me someday but definitely not today
all of them mood spoiled cause of the result
and maybe they want to be good looking in photo,so yeah they need to be in a better outfit :)

I wonder why I type a lot of words today ,
oh yeah I talked a lot !
maybe it's because I listen to music while blogging :)
MUSIC IS MY PASSION
listening to those awesome songs make my day brighter xD

booyahhhhhh peepss ;)))

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

SPM result?


hmmmm
guess what?
guess what kind of mood I'm having now?


YESH tomorrow will be the day !
they day that decided my future =="
aiisehhh ... ROLF

5 credit please =="
English "A" please
B.Melayu "PASS" please !

gosh tonight will having nightmare :D

bye peeps :)

lameness







HAHAHAHAH !!!
forgive me for my lameness ~!!!
I'm officially an office girl now =="
wearing normal T-shirt with my basketball short
LOL what a weird outfit for office ...
BOOOOOOO ~!

BOOOYAHHHH peeps ....

maafkan aku ...


awwwwwwww Fluffy Tan looks so emo/down
naughty dog !!! grrrrrrrrr


opsssssss too bright 
I'm not that fair actually :)


1st we went to QQ for dinner,somewhere metro kepong 
7 girls and the only boy =="
what a happiness boy ,ROLF
after dinner we went DPC
for your information DPC = Desa Park City
for those who don't even know it =)

blablabla
we went there for a short walk and heart-to-heart talk/chat
hmmmm it's my fault to drive too fast?
I doubt that ...cause when we reached there the boy haven't reach =="
we played guessing ...he pushes the car? did he just drove 20 km/h??
HAHAHAHAH
I know I know we DAMN bad =))




Taaa-daaa sorry to say phone camera quality not good enough  =((

front roll from left : Keat Yong ( the only boy) , Xinyi ( sister ) the peace pose ^^(Y) , Adeline (sister)
back roll from left : Jeniece (my violin duet partner) , Ying Shye ( my wifey ) , Liz (me), Xin Ying ( sister )

as we talked more
the more we went excited and nearly let keat fall into the lake ==" paiseh luu...
LOL

it's been awhile ever since after SPM :(
but at last we're back again 
I appreciate a lot and it means a lot to me 
you know what I mean?
before this we been through a lot it's like so DAMN much !
good moment and sad moment
last we forgive and forget =)


today was a happy/sad day?
horrible things happened which hard to accept
okay it's actually unacceptable !
I wish I had M16 so I can just simply kill both of them
I hope there's no law even just 5 minute...
BANG !!! 
die and no peace for them ...
seriously I wanna kill both of them !
asshole born to be asshole as they always meant to be asshole for the rest of their life !
HAVE NO MERCY !


sorry to my sister ==" again and again 
I can't speak out the words S-O-R-R-Y
I'm the type of person...
facing my family was the biggest problem ever...
I can never say sorry out loud

but I will never say SORRY to others even friends face to face
heardest thing for me like DUHH !
and I will never feel sorry as well
that's why people hates me !
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
even I'm wrong ...you know the feeling?
yeah I guess you know how I feel ...
I'll feel sorry when I'm really feel sorry ==" fuck my answer , ROLF

by the way only my family and I knows myself very well ...
but some how,some of my girls know me well too =)


DUH I love my girls :)
you girls love me too?


stay tune =)
I love my family more but I love myself MOST ! 

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