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i’m always a mess. i can never keep my own secrets. i laugh too hard at stupid things. my favorite songs can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. i hate thinking about reality and i’m heartsick for all the things that i can’t get back. its hard for me to define myself. i guess i’m just a cliche — the girl who loved too hard and didnt get anything in return. i dont want to be the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought.I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I`m always late. I hate school. I don`t like being wrong. I hate being ignored. I cry. I`m shy. I have enemies. I can`t sing. I laugh way too loud. I can`t look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I`m not perfect.I'm not perfect and no one seems to be perfect! People said I’ve changed so much. Well here’s the honest truth, I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that you can’t always be happy; I accepted reality. ♥ brought to you by Liz

Saturday, December 3, 2011

HELLO DECEMBER ❤



Sometimes I'm not ignoring you
Just waiting for you to start the conversation

Sometimes
Really want to tell you something
But I am afraid I might annoyed you

Sometimes
Would like to indulge myself
make myself a little more crazily insane

Sometimes
I really want you to understand me
Even if I say nothing

Sometimes
Always a kind of feeling wanted to cry
No idea :x

Sometimes
I care not what you say
But those you did not say


sometimes you are just that annoying when Im asking you question you can actually change topic easily so I'll make sure Im using different method to keep you answer my question :)
you know how much I wanted to torture you,whack you,smack you,slap you,pinch you and etc...
YOUR GIRLFRIEND ME IS JUST THAT VIOLENCE ! RAWR ❤


past few weeks I brought boyfie to DPC for a walk and never expected that we had walk more than 4 rounds talking all the time observing people around us ...
few days ago he brought me to Bukit Jalil hills to have a walk end up by the time we reached the very TOP oh hell yea IM HUNGRY AGAIN ! LMAO -.-
I can actually feel our heart beat ! ROLF
climb stairs wahhhh O.O
okie not a bad experience and I'll make sure I eat a lot next time ! :) okie just kidding

im feeling so much better after everything done :)
erm I mean solve everything? still I don't see anything solve ...LOL
okie it's all about the trust now :)
PROMISE kay? ❤

friends whom know me will know what I'm doing and what I'm asking for
I don't regret things I've done I only regret things I dare not ask or meant to be done
some people just don't understand why people are doing this,there's always a reason for it
I learn to control not to do stupid decision when Im pissed off or promise something stupid when I'm over hyper
or else something really stupid might happen and stupid things will NEVER STOP O.o

Im easy go person,I can forgive and forget easily unless you can't accept how on earth I can smile with you easily after a small misunderstanding
when I have the big big happy heart trying to talk or greet you ,if you cant see it or feel it that's your business don't freaking judge me unless Im some kind of invisible ghost till you can't see me :)
I don't freaking take advantage on people cause I believe karma the bitch what goes around comes around and get all those SHIT return
I'm seriously in deep helpless moment I seriously wanna solve my own problem so I'm just being friendly asking what's going on yet things don't goes well as I expected D:

there's wrong between us
nobody right
we hurting each other with words
we got no idea what we're talking about
we're not ready for everything,as in? no idea =(

that moment I seriously nearly gave up and everything nearly end just with a goodbye
people around might said why am I fooling myself this way
how can I ever tolerate that much? am I stupid or what?
that moment I met many people,I complaint a lot like seriously a lot
but somehow people around me got no idea what I'm crapping :x
end up I smiled and turn away ,but late night ......................
I keep myself busy everynight by hang out with my bunch of guy friends cause with their stupid words mean a lot to me I can always laugh laugh laugh and laugh
of course not forgetting my girls they made me laugh a lot too :)
I just simply appreciate how they treat me ❤

but I've voice out all the truths ....

somehow it's OVER :) 
I'm glad
but do get my words k it's OVER doesn't mean that our relationship over
I mean PROBLEMS ! TROLLLLL




HAPPY DECEMBER PEEPS ❤
happy that we are back for good :)



有些事,明知是錯的,也要去堅持,因為不甘心;有些人,明知是愛的,也要去放棄,因為沒結局;有時候,明知沒路了,卻還在前行,因為習慣了,人生啊

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