love story

wanted to blog about my love story and what's happening recently ...but then fail to do so cause wanted to observe more...since I'm that kind of person once I'm in love I wanna tell the whole world I'm in love with him and no one gonna mess with me and HE's MINE ,it's so obvious when I'm in love with someone ...cause everyone will get bored about me "HIM AGAIN" the topic will always be the same *YAWN*

I know you might get bored of what I'm gonna say next although is not gonna be about HIM,some of you might wonder who the hell is the HIM? HIM stands for He is mine !! but no worry I'm not gonna mention about him. What I'm gonna post next is about my own love story what I been through and what I think all the time and most of you might been through as well ...

looking back now just this moment okay cause it gonna be so funny ;) the past always makes me laugh and makes me stronger now so don't bother think of don't look back,you must look back and laugh "OMG THAT'S ME?" the yesterday make you a better person :)

trust me it gonna be so funny ! LMAo I should start my story instead of laugh my ass off alone here !
5 years ago I'm just a 13 years old girl :) my first love started after my birthday ...you might wonder in such a young age having a boyfriend O.o so everyday we chat through MSN or maybe send e-mail to each other (I can tell you that's sweet enough cause our msg it's super duper long) we rarely meet each other 3~4 times a month so you can imagine how much I miss him ! DUH forget about it that's 5 years ago !

so we can talk on the phone almost 2 hours non stop and the phone bill gonna be super expensive and his parents don't bother as long as we happy ! HAPPY yeah ! -.- since I'm just 13 parents probably they won't allow until now they don't even know I got a boyfriend before ! HAHAHAHAHAH but my sis do know after few years and she keep take that as a joke until now ! -.- I tell you why she treat me that way...

after 9 months we broke up ....(he sent me a short msg "I had a girlfriend ,but not you sorry")

awwwwwwww D: so sad ! I cried almost a year ,gone mad,cry over and over again ! see girls are all silly crying over and over again with the same damn thing !

I made up a silly lie so people around might stop asking me why and how did we end our relationship ..and yes this is super funny I told my friend HE'S DEATH cause of LEUKEMIA (I can't believe everyone believe me)!!! OMG I can't stop laughing whenever I think back -.-

I think this is the best way for others to stop asking cause my tears can't stop dropping whenever I hear someone mention his name ...even just a name I cried like hell for god sake that is so stupid !
I can't get over all the time it's kinda tough time for me and during school life I seldom talk for quite a long time.


so after 2nd year in high school,I fell in love with a boy (it take times for me to get interest in him ) he's my classmate...why did I fall for him? cause he treat me so good ,I can do whatever I can in front of him ,there's nothing to worry whenever I'm with him,he had lot of fun so one day I though that he might have the same feeling as I though so I bake the very first chocolate cake for him and bought other 2 cheese cake (since he loves to eat) with a card full of writing ! *LOVE LETTER*  ♥♥♥♥♥

so the next day I gave him the cake (it's the last year of 2nd year high school)
after gave him the cakes and card I RAN LIKE HELL !!! -.- that was silly enough if you can imagine

then the next day he sent me a msg he said he treat me as a best friend and blablabla i forgot what else!

so after few months he had a new girlfriend and I was like WHY SHE NOT ME? (it's a common feeling)
then started to wonder why why why why and why !!! so it remain a year -.- can you imagine how torture for me ?

so after a year I saw this guy...and I fall for him ....LOL silly things repeat so yeah I bake chocolate cake for his birthday and a Nike football shirt ! HAHAHAHHAHAHA why chocolate cake again? cause boys love chocolate cake as I observe ...

everyday I tried so hard to chat with him so I might get to know more about him...
so after I plan to confess but I fail ...AGAIN :( I didn't even get the chance to tell him I like you or maybe I love you? here comes the sad thing he told me he had a new girlfriend -.- I was like WHY SHE NOT ME !

so here comes the 3rd guy again appear in my life ...he cares too much and he always makes me cry (touching) tears of happiness not sadness ...so I though that he likes me too (see!! girls think too much) so every morning he'll wake me up and force me into sleep everynight ...he companied me all the time in school whenever I needed him...so yeah I confess to him that I like him and another sad story begin he says he treat me as sister !!! I was like why on earth do you have to treat me that good and now telling me sister????
then few months later he got a new girlfriend T____T WHY SHE NOT ME AGAIN over again :(

then I give up telling my crush that I'm actually in love with them cause always end up they got a new girlfriend !

so it's so hurt to see the one you love ,loving the other person ,NOT YOU!
it's even worst that your crush share their sweet moment with their other half...

you might think all the time why them not me? I'm the one who always be there for you waiting you or blablaba...

the lyric of the song might sing out the feeling you fail to speak out ,so you'll continue listen to the same damn song over again 

it's normal cause it's not easy to move on :)

even if your crush don't reply your msg you'll go crazy and depressingly crying over silly thingy

so I was quite upset for myself cause I always failed in my relationship I don't know why always end up being cheated ...I had my second relationship during high school but just short term in two weeks time being cheated and some kind of bet !! He took me as a game so he can prove to his friend he made it and makes me feel like I'm super CHEAP ! fuckyou !

then end up I always fail no matter how hard I tried ...my crush will always end up with other girls but NOT ME it's like super common for me now no big deal cause i don't take it serious anymore I won't even drop a tears cause it's really stupid for me ...

Dear boy, how about you start the conversation first so I don't feel like I'm annoying you? Sincerely, Liz.It's not the waiting that's hard to do. It's the feeling of being scared, that you will not have the one that you're longing for.I love him but I can't show it, want him but he can't know it, need him but I know it’ll never be, if only he needed me.Don’t forget the day that we met. It changed history.. at least for me. ♥

I met this guy few weeks ago ,at first I'm not interest with him at all but after few days I met him again I started to fall for him after chat so much but I know that something goes wrong and I shouldn't like him. Cause it always end up the same thing :) although friends told me not to give up but I know he wasn't reserve for me :) he might hurts you cause he knew he will never be the one who complete it so yeah just let it go ...there's always someone waiting for you out there ...it's just the matter of TIME

Kong fu panda 2

 It's second of June O.o time flies super FAST as ROCKET maybe I'm still in holiday mood since I had a super long break! Been through many places, met new people, had something new in my life. so since long time never meet my wifey and yeah she date me to have a movie and one of my lost girlfriend she dated me too on the same date so i might as well just put them together since we're same ex-classmate / ex-schoolmate ...Though of booking the ticket with my credit card but then I don't like to use credit card-.- nightmare !!
so I though that it won't be that pack but sorry to say I forgotten is HOLIDAY now :( so yeah there's lot of people queue-ing at the cinema ! wifey and girlfriend were hungry so lucky just waited 10 minute I guess? wanted to buy 4.50pm but then left front row and we don't wanna get our neck BREAK so we changed to watch 3D instead of the normal one :( kinda rush cause it's already 3.05pm and went for lunch at CHILIS :)

why is 3D getting so expensive it use to be Rm16 and now it's freaking Rm18 O.o next time no more 3D please as if there's more interest effect then I'll go for 3D ! 

 here's our lunch Chicken Spagetti

SOUTHWESTERN QUESADILLAS is delicious :) sis intro me this and yes finally get to try it :) and each of us ordered ice lemon tea since it's bottomless :) done our lunch on 3.45pm so it's consider fast :D then it's time for movie baby ;) get a large pop corn but then never finish it :( wasted x(

Kong fu panda 2 is awesome :) more kong fu scene ,funny ,touching part which make everyone burst into laughter in the cinema ...lot of parent brought their children for movie and it's quite noisy in the cinema cause kids make so much noise !! plan to have eyebrow trading but then the lady told me the aunty having one week  leave ! who the hell gonna fix my eyebrow??  no more shape lah !!

I love camwhore whenever I go,whenever I am,whoever I with,whatever I get to :)

you know what? cause time ain't gonna turn back once you miss the time there's no turning back so yeah I love keeping all those memory ,even there's no timeline appear in the photo I still get to remember what's happen on that day !

(although I know some of my friend can't stand me by holding the camera whole day,yet I DON'T CARE)

even if you claim yourself not beautiful ,it's not a wrong thing for taking picture of yourself,people might judge you with your look,gossip or making story/fun about your life, but they don't know what you been through ,so why on earth you need to worry about?? and who the hell they are in your life? they mean nothing to you and there's nothing they can get by judging you so FUCK THEM NO TIME just live your own life !

topic of the day ,friend told me now a days college became some place of so call "COMPARE" 0.o

sounds weird right what's that? girls love to show off their branded and gossip about others ...SO WHAT? you earn your own money ? so what? you work for it? so what as if you got all the branded ? is not that you get an award for having all those branded why not compare yourself you're rich enough for doing all that by yourself ! are you a director or something else? no ? STUDY lah college is not a place for you to compare branded with others !Parents work their ass off so they can give you GOOD life not asking you to have competition !  It's not that you get more so-call-friend ,it's like you're using money to buy friend ,HAHAHAHHA that kind of friendship suck to the max ! you don't even know what gonna happen next ,after you gossip you might not know they gonna gossip about you as well ...

a true friend is someone who remain the same behind your back !

soooooooooo sleepy -.- bye !

end of May

insomnia ,hate myself for being awake all the time especially middle of the night ,once I switch off the lappy ,I can't stop using my own phone to online ,checking this and that but it's actually checking the same damn thing !! Home ,profile,profile ,home ,home ,notification,home,profile,home etc etc etc no ending -.- I'm exhausted seriously but brain was super duper hyper Idk why :(
gonna start my college life next week and I'm kinda excited don't know what gonna happen next !

I went gua sha treatment yesterday (Monday) and guess what sis brought dad and mom along so 3 of us get to do the treatment ,I'm the first one who started and at the beginning I've started to scream like hell cause uncle use the wood to adjust my neck bone and my back bone YOU KNOW THAT'S REALLY HURT AND PAIN !! so don't play too much computer cause it actually affect your back bone ! my right side back bone was totally crooked ! so you can imagine how I suffer in pain ! Play more computer lah !!

then next legs I cried like mad and scream like hell seriously don't know I'm actually crying or laughing cause some part really ticklish !! uncle said my whole body swollen -.- thanks I'll take that as compliment ! LOL

after scrap the right leg you can actually see the different it's slightly smaller than the left legs ..sorry no photo ! HAHAHHAHA then arms part I cried like mad as well -.- super duper pain ...uncle said i over hyper active in sport so ask me don't play too much sport such as basketball,volleyball and badminton those stimulus movement cause the more you do the more your circulation JAM ! that's why I have legs like elephant !! cause it's swollen !! Happy that after the treatment I look slightly thinner xD especially my legs =D seriously no joke !!

until today my arms still hurt as you can see the picture above it still red !!

you know how much I suffer the pain? all the toxic stuck all over my body even my breast !! GOSH I TELL YOU THAT FUCKING HURT when he tried to press my breast part I din't even get to scream out cause TOO PAIN .....nearly fainted ,but if it continue stuck there it gonna be BREAST CANCER !!

thank God I'm still alive the treatment although nearly kill me for suffering the pain ...it really good for healthy and I look more fairer HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

daddy paid for my new spec Viktor & Rolf ...

big face like mine need big glasses so yeah choose a bigger one compare to the previous one :D it's actually two tone colour ...ME LIKEY :D heart it much much :)

moody off now ! caozzz will blog soon :)

awkward moment

Hello,knock knock who's there? Liz is here now 8D it's so awkward that I always forget what I wanna blog about,when I was outing ,tons of thing to blog but when I stick my ass to the chair I forgot what to blog -.-" I hate those feeling cause it made me blog less D:

wanted to blog about friendship thingy but then my mind goes blank now :s so I'll just simply post whatever I remember !

it's so awkward that my sister is reading my blog -.- she use to nag me "WHAT THE USE OF BLOGGING?WHY IS EVERYONE BLOGGING?" and now I should ask her why is she blogging -.- she said "I WANNA BE FAMOUS,*YEAH* " as you know she always make me speechless all the time ...

today I companied my sis for "GUA SHA" treatment ,as you people who don't even know what is gua sha

Gua Sha (Chinese: 刮痧 guā shā), literally "to scrape away fever" in Chinese (more loosely, "to scrape away disease by allowing the disease to escape as sandy-looking objects through the skin"), is an ancient medical treatment.

it's amazing that even my sister the panda eyes can be HEAL like for god sake her panda eye disappear !! awesome right? it really did help a lot by scape away those toxic ,I even learn something new...you can't over exercise cause it cause our blood circulation jam :( then toxic all over your body !

after finish the treatment ,uncle looked at me and said I'm not fat !! (HAHAHAH happiest moment ever) cause my body is full of toxic -.- I was like should I be happy or??? that's the reason why my body full of pimplesssssss ....sounds scary right ? muahahahahhaha !!!

I can even feel the pain since my body is so swollen ! uncle said my leg swollen,hands swollen so the conclusion is my whole body is swollen !! as if people call me fat I'll punch them till swollen and laugh "HAHAHAHA now you're the same as me SWOLLEN" (copy right from my sister Mary Ann aka Marian ben dan) and  you know what it gonna be super duper fucking PAIN !!! after watching my sis scream like a death pig for almost 2 hours so you can probably imagine how I scream ,maybe even worst?! Don't think just wait the day to come T^T

so as if you're interest to know more :) stay tune for my sister new update,I know it won't be fast but please wait patiently ,as if you can't wait then nothing else to say but CAN'T YOU JUST WAIT????

after finish the treatment ,hell yeah mont kiara coffee bean AGAIN !! been there x2 or x3 a week @@ no worry the next time will be Starbucks at tropicana city =) seriously addicted to the green tea ice blended and I know I couldn't take too much cause my body full of toxic but yeah I'll try to control :)

did you notice I'm sitting at the same place again and again and over again??? never mind

get it? if you feel like no one cares about you,think again !Look into the mirror because the person you see,needs you more than anyone else !!

I was kinda obsess with myself  sometimes I know it sounds really narcissism,but if I don't love myself more then who the hell will gonna love me more? even my sis love the stupid dog more !!

both of them exactly the same so you can either take away my sis or the stupid dog,cause I can't handle my own sis and the stupid dog gave me more problem ,we even quarrel this afternoon -.- sound stupid but the dog really like he's talking to me then keep barking like no one cares !!

I use to hate myself so much and it's really common for teenager life ,it always appear in our mind why do we born into this world and why the hell did our parents born us? etc etc etc ...I believe there's more ,then here comes the friend appear to comfort you and tried their best to make you feel better. it's stupid that you told your friend leave me alone and you don't even understand me. try to ask yourself did you really understand your own? complicated right? most of the teenagers have this kind of thinking HAHAHHAHA I been through this stupid situation all the time during my secondary school life (opps I'm officially gonna start my college life)

we use to be stupid ,we learn from our mistake and mistake make us grow to a better person. Agree?

I might be silly or maybe childish sometimes cause that's me being silly all the time but please don't take advantage or make fool on me. Fool me once shame on you but fool me twice shame on me !

you must learn where you should stand ...don't take friendship as granted ,nobody owe you remember !

I use to think why is everyone out there enjoying their life with friends,so where is my friend and WHO IS MY FRIEND? did you think of that too? You might know their names but not their story so don't bother thinking so much or try to play guessing about other people's life...you might see their happiness face appear @ Twitter ,facebook,blogger and etc etc and you started to feel interest to know more and you've actually abandon your own life by stalking other people life,so what's the use of that?

you've misses your own awesome life ,by the second you're envying peoples life you lost the second of your own happiness by thinking  why is she/he so fucking rich and how they got all those stuff and blablabla ...

you might as well just think of yourself how should you get a better life instead of thinking other people's life =)

people comes and go just appreciate that moment ,even if you facing the tough time don't worry it won't last either . as long as you don't give yourself life still move on you'll still meeting new people and facing different problem or perhaps the same damn thing? 

we might think our friendship had fade or far apart ,do try to think for other's situation,you can't have them for 24/7 ...we have our own life unless you don't live a life ,get a bridge and get a life !

we save our precious or maybe something special to share with our friends,you know after primary life then secondary life then college life you keep meeting different people, the topic are totally different ,you can't keep repeating the same damn thing with different people or gossip the same damn thing to others,friends spend their precious time to have good time with you not gossip other people's life ...nobody love to know they being gossip by others cause it really hurt and not everyone can accept ...because the first person spread it to another person the story might changed ,in the end the story changed into a totally different thing !

spread people's ugliness won't make you prettier / beautiful either !

as if it makes you happy for spreading it ,so sorry to tell you got a problem or maybe if you're dare enough you might as well just spread it by publish at the newspaper =) cause everyone reading newspaper in the world and is the fastest way to spread it out :D

my parents always told me work your ass off work harder earn your own cash and spend it all ! wooooots awesome papa mama ...LOL as if you don't know how to earn so you might don't even know how to spend cause you got no monneh baby !!

I had an awesome sister who earn a lot and spend money like WATER as like tomorrow gonna be end of the world -.-

BRILLIANT *applause* 

one thing you gonna know ,money can't buy you happiness,friendship,love and everything but when you got NO money you're nothing that's the reality of the world...

so be smart be the healthy person who had fuckload of cash and ever lasting happiness ! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH !!!

hmmmm personality ?

someone asked me what do you look in a guy?

I never answer his question in a correct way cause I was quite blur that time.

what do I look in a guy?

first the golden heart cause it simply reflected by his attitude :) it's simple

second I look into his smile :D I love boy with good smile =)

Quote of the day :)

The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything

THINK ! ❤

beautiful right? not cheap you know ! and not as delicious as you expect you know ! ROLF that company confirm no business as if I tell you the brand D: but so far I forgotten the name of the company ! HAHAHAHAH

forget about it -.-

just done rebonding again ...my hair are all DEAD to the maximum ,dry as grass ...

my new MU T-shirt bought from MACAU :D

not showing off but SHARING IS CARING ,as if you're going MACAU do visit VENATION HOTEL as if you notice my previous MACAU TRIP POST I mention about it before :D

MU shop is a MUST !!! 

glory glory man united 

fuck my hair got two tone as you can see ,I know you're not blind so is really different tone !!

gonna redye next week ,sounds like I'm so fucking rich after rebonding then redye ! 

I save money so I could spend whenever I want so leave me alone it's my MONNEHH :)

yesh after redye my hair Im totally broke and guess what I got fuckload of debt need to pay back my sister D:

spend too much money recently ...

what to do? play to the maximum before college life start and I know I'm the latest who start college compare with my friend and lucky there's JUN intake :D gonna meet lot of new people and challenging things gonna happen

guess what guess what? 

I attended the event as what I mention I'm gonna do on friday :D

meeting those special kid helping them and enjoy the fun :)

DO-RE-ME =)

 I was busy pulling the little one and helped him to enjoy the water :)

there's Nigel helping Daniel and Kam :) He's always there helping them :) 

I willing to help the little one but I'll leave the older one to the guys cause as you know I don't want them to misunderstand ,by helping I don't want him to take advantage to do something which BOYS usually will do so I kept swim away from the older one and help the little one since he keep calling me and I pretended I can't hear and continue swim my own,so at first sis don't know what's going on and keep complaint "I BRING YOU HERE TO HELP NOT FOR YOU TO SWIM ALONE" ,you don't need to speak it out loud cause it really makes me disappointed and I seriously don't like the way the uncle said to me altho I know he's joking but some how it simply hurt my feeling , that uncle said " Im smart enough to swim alone without helping the kid" heart broken =( I WAS THERE TO HELP OKAY ! as if you're a girl and playing with the little one and the other older guy keep asking you to pull him and swim will you do that?! Is not that older don't need help,since he's a human being as well,they do have feeling and they do want to be LOVED and and and ...EVEN THEY ARE DIFFERENT FROM US THEY STILL NEED LOVE ! so sorry for doing that but girls seriously need to be more careful -.- not mean to break your heart but WHATEVER !I know I damn mean -.-" cause he tried to do that to my sis too ask my sis company her to walk HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH see !!! at that moment he tried to pull my sis hand but unfortunately sis get to escape and gave an awesome reason for helping the little one ...ROLF we girls are SMART baby !

they went back earlier today,so after done packing and sent them Im hungry MUMMY ,so went to take dinner then drove to MONT KIARA again -.- ever since sis in love sitting in coffee bean and stick to her book and yes we always sit at the same place ...LOL we sat there more than 2 hours most the time it's like my 2nd home now but today coffee bean is crowded and NOISY cause some random aunties crap a lot and gossip a lot about their colleague ! Even in your working life you're still gonna gossip others ,dear aunties GET A LIFE ! ( not that I'm being busy body cause I'm actually covered my ears with my earphone listen to music but then I can still hear them crapping around ! did I mention I crap more? =x

picture of the day =D

so if you think you're not pretty ,look at those who aren't the same as us

you'll think you're lucky to have everything !

you have legs,hands,ears,eyes,nose,mouth and everything function perfectly you still claim you're not beautiful ?

we're not born to be perfect,God want us to accept ourself  to be perfect cause we're BORN to be perfect for our own,we don't need others prove to you for you're perfect,in fact we prove to others we're perfect by strong enough to face everything ,I know it's tough 

THINK ABOUT IT

if you think you can't SO what about him?

Nick Vujicic

he's an awesome guy and he gave loads of speech ! He gave us the motivation to move on

THINK ! he got no arms and legs and yet he can do everything he want to do

he can even do better than I do

shameful right? we're perfect with arms and legs yet some COWS in these world living like a death man waiting people to take the scope of rice STUCK into their mouth !

(no offence but I'm just trying to tell the truth cause I'm fucking racist to those lazy person )

piglet is so adorable =) 

get my point now???? :) if you're smart enough you'll probably know what I'm trying to say ! woootsss

"If I fail, I try again, and again, and again. If YOU fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much worse than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to FINISH. Are you going to finish strong?" 

— Nick Vujicic

as what my sis always repeat ,we don't have to be thin to feel prettier !!!  (you know chopstick?) ,as long as you still have the shape ...LOL there's still SHAPE !!! as if you got perfect body shape and what about your inner? O.o DUH ! as if your inner look terrible,automatically your outer ain't gonna look pretty :) so HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA proud that you got the shape ! WEEEEEEEEEEEE =)

see I still got the shape at least I got my healthy body HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

so everytime I look at them ,they gave me motivation and continue MOVE ON BABY =)
I can ,you can,everyone can ...why not?

Saw this quote from twitter ;

When people hurt you, think of them like a sand paper. They may scratch and hurt you but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless.

when they trying to tear you down and said you can't just turn back and say WATCH ME ! :)


night night xoxo ❤❤❤

wait for next update about friendship =)

Imma freaking BITCH ;)

 okay you gonna have your patient to read this all cause it will be a long post and complicated cause I mixed everything since I got no time to blog the past few days cause I got no mood to blog everything and I'm kinda busy watching all those korea and taiwan drama so forgive me I might abandon my bloggie for awhile but at least I'm here blogging now ,so shut up and open your eyes and see ! =) thankkyouu

so yea as usual I'm still single ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA all my friend keep FORCING me to get a boyfriend FASTER -.- I was like I'm not a toy I can't just simply get a boyfriend so forget about it :) so currently I was busying with my online game "Red cliff" in chinese we called 赤壁 =) been age abandon the game ! and I'm addicted ONCE AGAIN since my college start Jun so probably gonna take time playing that game so time pass faster and yes time passes very fast ! it's like I'm still in my national service life yesterday! what I'm talking about? nevermind :) just get over it !

I'm addicted to Arvil Lavigne's new song called "SMILE" at first I was like Zzz....is that Arvil cause her new album seems very weird and most of her song doesn't seems like ARVIL at all you know what I mean? but whatever I still love her as usual :) You're our Princess ,ROCK BABY !!
oh yea I love this :

You stole my heart and you're the one to blame

did I tell you I'm bored in the office? so yea me and my mama using my own picture and edit ! and you know how's the result? it's funny and weird and yet I'm so freaking pretty !!

see how fake is this??what I've done to my face? No fucking surgery but I just simply edit :) make my nose taller and smaller,eyes bigger,skin fairer,face smaller,hair changed,fake eyes lashes ,pink lips stick :) DONE !

awwwwwww :) pretty face ! pimple free 

another picture :)

so don't trust girls picture from internet cause we might edit our picture into another person even the fat one can be thin as a chopstick you got it?! even the small eyes can be big eyes, as what chinese people call "shui wang wang de yan jing" 水汪汪的眼睛 BIG BIG EYE O_O owhhhh!

see the difference now? I got small eye,flat nose,chubby face,tan skin,bad skin cause full of pimples and yet I claim myself beautiful cause God gave me a life to live :) and yes I do appreciate but sometimes I don't and you know as a child in a age of 18th like me always cause lot of problem in this family and gave lot of problem all the time,there's tons of thing I wanted to achieve and wanted everything to be mine in this world cause human are freaking greedy ,but I'm glad I got teeth to show off my awesome beautiful  smile :) cause each and everyone of us are beautiful :) I use to show black face since I got tan skin so make no different I'm still having my black face ! HAHAHAHHAHA so if you got teeth do smile more =D say CHEESE

 I've done something good on Monday night :) currently I've join this event ,helping those disabled kid to swim and donation :) I never tried this before and I wanted to try long time ago just don't know what to do,so yeah my sis found this event and actually organize by https://www.facebook.com/iloveswimin12 ...me and my sis joined every monday and friday night cause afternoon we got work to do so we join during the night :)

You could choose either to sponsor RM30

To support 1 disabled person to Swim 

OR 

Sponsor yourself to swim for 2 hours.

(Max 4 hours / person)

OR 

Contributions:

you could come and join the fun, play together, take nice pictures, publicity for the center, donate food & useful stuff and best of all would be bringing someone like YOU who could help and teach these kids and adults how to swim! 

Starting from 13th May - 1st July. Every Mon, Thu & Fri. As long as not raining. the schedule is on

Current schedule (For those who would like to join / take pictures):
Mon - 07:30pm - 09:30pm
Thu - 09:00am - 11:00am
Fri - 09:00am - 11:00am
Fri - 06:00pm - 08:00pm

Click on Sponsor a disabled friend to Swim Today! for more details on how you can get involve in this meaningful events. 

(p/s: I'm actually copy and paste from my sis's blog cause I got no idea what to blog since she'd posted earlier than I do)

while waiting for the kid so I swim myself first for body health !HAHAHHAHA I can't swim pretty well but at least I can swim better than my sis ! ROLF

finally the kid is here :) see their happy faces? IT'S PRICELESS you know?these people show me nothing but happiness, they are happy being who they are, nothing could stop them from doing things they like or have the rights to find their own happiness...there's Nigel on the right (Tan skin) guy :) he spent his quality time with all this beautiful people..... if you do have some time will you ever drop by and help ?

I'll like to join more these event to help the kid to have more fun and I do have lot of fun with them :) experience something different and appreciate what you have and learn to live happily with simple ways,we don't need everything to make us happy but we need happiness to make us be everything !
do view my sis's blog cause she blog everything in detail since Imma lazy girl and she'd blog everything and it made me lost the mood of blogging about this and I'll blog more after Friday cause on friday I'm gonna meet another 4 kids :) im not a pro photographer but I'll try my best to take more beautiful picture :) there's a guy sponser 40 SUNWAY LAGOON tickets for the disabled kid to enjoy the fun :) thankyou so much for doing this and I believe the kid will have lot of fun and they do appreciate a lot and cherish every moment !
too bad I couldn't join on saturday ,cause everyone knows every SATURDAY i'll work till mid night -.- I wanna join so badly ,not because of going sunway lagoon for the fun but to help those kid to have more fun D:
gosh sis told me there's an event for adoption puppy so I'm gonna control my sis or else she gonna adopt all the puppy for god sake D= did I told you she's crazy???

see the way she hug Fluffy is exactly how she hug fluffy sleep every night ! and how much she love the dog ~
just simply view her blog cause my sis do blog beautiful and meaningful thing :) it might helps you as well!!

http://mary-aslifegoesby.blogspot.com/2011/05/sponsor-disabled-friend-to-swim-today.html

I'm a lucky girl ,I always know and I really do appreciate :) I met awesome people ,I love them as much as they love me :) at least I knw someone always there for me :D at least at the moment I feel like dying there's always someone there for me :) I'm not gonna talk about family ...and you know FAMILY come first in my mind so I'll tell you about what's come 2nd !!
be excited cause your photo gonna appear so so soon :) TEEHEEE !!

first she's Sabrina :) I think you knew her due to my previous post and why am I here to blog about her? Did I mention how we know each other? TAAAA-DAAA we knew each other through an application called "PLURK" I think it quite famous so you might know it !

mean while why don't I promote plurk as well since I never mention about it before thoo ,do add me http://www.plurk.com/xoxoliz

so one day a girl call SABRINA added me in plurk so yeah she started to chat with each other by leaving comment :)

the very first comment she left for me during my math's exam I nearly K.O and she's here to comfort me and gave me support and yet I called her Salerina !! stupid me simply change people's name -.- cause I saw her name " SaI3rina " so I though of salerina -.-  forgive me please xD

 this is call FATE !! and now she appear in my life and thanks for being my friend ~  wanted to date her out all the time but always failed due to my national service then my vacation so yeah finally get to meet her the very first time :) and why do I even mention about her? what's so special about her? actually nothing special just that I love this girl friend :) when I'm down ,emo,sad she's always there to leave me a message to comfort me and gave me support ! I'm not asking friends to be there for me always or see each other everyday,chit chat all the time ,but this girl appear in my plurk all the time !! She's the awesome friend I had I feel love all the time she leave comment cause I knew at least there's some there for me when I'm feel like dying ,she gave me the motivation and encourage me to go for my national service and remind me to bring SUN BLOCK ! lol =)
I don't ask anything from friend but just simple care is good enough for me ! She always read my blog and I'm always there reading her blog too !! :D
looking forward for our next outing babe !! ♥

 2nd gosh this girl I tell you I love her to the maximum weihhh !!! you know why? we been friends for 12 years this year? but we lost contact during secondary school life but we still manage to back together ! LOL sound so lessbian -.- you know what I mean right? we knew each other from standard 1 :) weeeeeeeeeeee ~ cute right? I remembered I always bullied her all the time it's like every second,every minute,every hour,every day,every week,every month and every year in 365 days !! HHAHAHA so you can see how much I love her ! During my tough time she's the only one listen to my crap ,all the nonsense and bullshit !! wooooooots she's the best and she never complaint but she do complaint about those bitches back step about her even though those bimboS don't even know her -.- as you know now a days lot of bimbo appear :D awesome right? just get lost bimbo get your brain clear !! I pray to GOD please let bimbo GROW PLEASE ~~~ I sound like a bitch and yes I AM :D when the world left me alone she's there for me and yes UNTIL NOW I STILL LOVE TO BULLY HER ! cause that's part of my life ,entertainment :) see the photographer boy ?reflection from the mirror ,he's our ex-classmate too and he don't even understand our conversation and he said it's like we always meet each other ! NO we don't see each other often but our brain is CONNECTED it's like a bluetooth ... she's the one who always tried to take TOP away from me and claim TOP is her husband -.- ask me stop my imagination cause reality TOP was HERS I was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA girlfriend TOP is MINE !!! she's the one I can talk everything without thinking other stuff ,no stress at all ...lastly girl friend I LUBBA YOU !! ♥♥♥

everybody knows she's my wifey ♥♥♥ Knew her 6 years and yes I always love her ♥ muawwww okay I sound so lessbo now but I'm not ! I love girl friend more and no love for boy friend ! HAHAHAHAAHHA I always blog about her so yea if you notice I blog about her before ! we have lot of similar thing :)

I miss the girls :) need to catch up more update about them ,REENA,VI leng leng ku ♥,Joyce and Shanon is at Melbourne now :)

outing please !! miss you girls lahhhh

leng leng wo xiang ni lahhh ♥

altho no outing or chit chat all the time but I still reading all your blogs for updates !

of course never forget about BONG BONG ♥♥♥ bila balik KL? stay strong kay buy something for me at Singapore sayang !! 

and yes I never expect I get such a big group of bestiest during my national service life :)

I miss conny chai !! we use to sleep together,bath together,eat together,talk together,cry together ,as long do everything together ! she take good care of me all the time and thanks to her parents treat me nice food all the time and they are friendly to me too :)

 see there's more awesome people in my life and this blog gonna be so so long as if I'm continue writing about them :) just do catch up my blog and you'll know how awesome they are ! I might not be a perfect friend but at least I'm there for you when you need me ...you're part of my life,even though I have problem I don't beg you or interrupt your life just to listen to my crap ! I'm a complicated person but I claim myself simple cause I wanted to be simple as A,B,C but not as simple as you can read my mind and yes I don't read mind as well :)
and yes I'm a person who crap a lot of bullshit ,I can smile in a sudden like some kind of mental problem person and get pissed in a sudden or up set the next moment ! When I'm in a problem I'll probably will meet this few person ,cause no matter what I have YOU in my life and I'm thankful about that ! xoxo



see it's really complicated by reading my blog you'll get to know me cause I mixed everything inside and you know MY MEMORY IS LIMITED !!

byeeee :) lots of love for you kay

random update

on 19th May me and my sister plan to swim and since I fail to swim the past few days due to some problem and YES finally that day I get to throw myself into the pool and enjoy the water .... hmmm sounds weird ,okay never mind just forget about it :)

okay the place is located at :

for more information :
Contact No : (03) - 7725 5199
Fax No : (03) -             7726 5199      
E-mail : info@theclub.com.my

Opening Hours : 
7:00 am - 10:00 pm daily. 

Address:
The Club,
1 Club Drive, Bukit Utama,
Bandar Utama, 47800,
Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

during weekdays it cost you RM8.00++ and weekend cost you RM15.00++ if I'm not mistaken so we probably going on weekdays of course :) they have good environment as well :) they do have more facilities of course not just swimming pool :) we do enjoy swimming all the time

just done swimming and my body started to pain cause it's been age I didn't swim and this means I'm lack of exercise ,I'll try to lose weight if I can ,okay forget about the IF ,so is a must cause I gain lot of weight ever since I'm back from my vacation cause I do EAT A LOT. What's the point of living? of course FOOD ! back to the topic! LOL

I hate my hair colour ,I want a BALANCE hair colour please -.- ain't gonna dyne myself again look so weird...gonna get a brown hair soon :) excited cause college gonna start soon and I need to look tiny and smart ! *ERHEMM*

I enjoyed a lot and waiting for the sandwiches :) after swimming we do feel HUNGRY :( since mama gonna cook on 8pm so we'll just get something to fill in our tummy in case gastric ! MAHUAANNN arhh

520 :)

today is the day 20th May ,consider a special day? But I don't feel any special :) thank you friends who sent me I love you msg :) 

did you guys know 520 (we er ling) in chinese means I love you?

cause it simply sounds like I love you so it's consider a special day to others/couple perhaps?

whatever cause non of my business 

by the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER !

happy birthday to the others too and non of my business tho ! HAHAHAHAHA I know I'm damn bad right?

muackk love you guys no worries kay x)

LOL ,my bro -.- hmmmm he do call me sister and we do still keep in touch in a while SOMETIMES?

he'll find me when he need me -.- so don't bother about it...when he's in pain or whatelse hurt he'll find me the-so-call-sister ...so I always there to comfort him all the time and after he's fine he'll just leave me alone and forget about it and FORGET ABOUT ME :(

and I hate this kind of feeling but who cares -.- I don't give a damn now =)

so live your life forgive and forget but I'm still there for him...cause there's something called brother and sister :)

I miss those moment we play as crazy as we can ,he use to hit me until bruising! OUCH it really hurt and you call that brother?!!

do take care of yourself bro :) jiejie ai ni oh~!! HAHAHAHAHAH fucking GAY MAN !

I were suppose to done typing those envelope but end yet company mom to 1U for her hair cut at ORGANIC :( waited damn long -.- I was like WTF and you knew I hate to wait cause I got no patient to wait. and mom don't even let me leave her alone there NOT EVEN ONE STEP -.- okay I sat there for an hour just to wait her and I look like some kind of freaking retarded person waiting and waiting looking here and there but lucky didn't open my mouth or else I look more like the real retarded person ! they should have more helper instead of the same person keep walking here and there it's like he's so fucking BUSY !!

while waiting mama outside ZARA I bought myself a greentea ice blended from coffee bean ,I took a sit outside ZARA and yeah there's a good looking guy sitting next to me and he's on the phone for quite long time,I think he's having friend problem and he kept ask his friend don't get too close with the other guy then he started to explain about that "fella" he claim a bad friend. ( for your information ,is not like I'm busy body wanna listen to his crap but he does SPEAK OUT LOUD ) as I'm not deaf so I just listen and learn lesson xD okay since you don't like that fella and you tried to explain the your friend about that fella,you might as well just leave them alone,they got the right to choose who they wanna be friend with,as if that fella really that horrible ,your friend might learn his OWN lesson or maybe ignore him instead of listen what you trying to say cause is just a waste of time, those kind of friend isn't worth for you to keep ! =)

so yeah I've learn my lesson LONG TIME AGO ! wooootssss

and when he walked off he still on the phone talking -.- can't you be more like a man instead of so fucking wordy or grandma?! ewwwwwwwww  altho you do have good looking face but FAILED !!

NIGHT

daddy brought us to a restaurant nearby our house

dad's friend treat us DINNER AGAIN -.- and how many time in a week he need to treat our family dinner?

and everytime after finish eating I'm suffer in pain cause TOO FULL

look at his granddaughter how adorable :) 

a good poser? she's very shy the 1st time I met her and slowly she started to stick with my sister all the time :)

why not me? cause I'm lazy to entertain her,is not that I don't like kid,I just said I'M SO LAZY !!

for god sake I really need someone to crap on D: I want someone who can accept all my crap and lean on time to time !! HELLO STRANGER ~ what's my point of crapping with stranger? 

1.  they aren't any mutual friend with the others
2.  they know everything but they can't share with any other of my mutual friend
3.  you can crap whatever you want without using your brain ass !
4.  at least you know there's someone willing to listen to your crap and freaking interest with it
5. I KNOW I SOUND FUCKING LAME and stupid but why not?

wish to have this kind of friend tho :( HELLO NEW FRIEND OUT THERE !

I know you're reading my blog and why don't leave a footstep COMMENT before you leave and let's be friend :) I'm a person who CRAP ALOT hello ~~~~

I wanna meet more new friend :)

night night and lots of lots of huggsss and love :)

not allow dirty minded people please I'm not here to share my LOVE for you -.- you know what I mean? Not those love okay ! keep your mind clean please =) I need a good friend not a disgusting friend :)

you know there's lot of dangerous person too love to explode their "lovely" to everyone and that is WAYYYYYYY TOO MUCH ! NO SHOW SHOW PLEASE :) we aren't interest watching those :) keep that to others who need it okay =D byee