I'm ready

baby Fluffy with it's new shirt "F1 dog show"

LMAO 

he runs like a F1 so I bought it for him :)

it's clothes expensive than humans .___." wtf?!

caoz lost my mood :(

❤

put your put your hands up

Santa can you hear me?

I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing

Tell me my true love is near

He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree

I'll be waiting here.

Santa thats my only wish this year

picture taken on Christmas day :)

I went alone 1U

saw nothing but whole streets of hot guyss but poor thing no hot chick !

there's gangs here and there :)

*wink wink*

you know what I mean?

bought lot of cash there but get nothing I was like WTF?

Picture taken by today ;)

my epic face !!

HAHAHAHAHHAHA so round !!

saw ghost behind me???

my sis was keep holding the mic :(

rampas all my song 

seriously today I've lost my voice I don't know why :(

I can't sing well today and I hate it 

never mind :)

went medical check up but the doctor said if I got no sickness no need to come for medical check up

I was like I wanted to screw all the nurses there for not telling early

I've waited so long like an idiot seriously !

fark you jinjang clinic lousy one :(

guess what? I left 5 days then gonna fly to Miri ,Sarawak soon

I'm so gonna miss everyone especially my bed :(

从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美　

痛苦 寂寞 还有一些疲惫

不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间　

宁愿 孤独 懒得再去想谁

两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰　

挣脱 过去 然后忘记一切

没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变　

谁会 抓住 我的无力双臂

怎么会哭　

谁错谁对 为谁抱歉

不会再哭　

谁错谁对 为谁憔悴

走入零度空间 等到一切分裂　

就算爱的危险 我们一起面对

来不及的防备 没听过的誓言　

要我怎么学会 多了爱的明天

走出零度空间 终于一切分裂　

就算爱的很累 我却不会后悔

放下所有防备 一切都无所谓　

逃出黑暗世界 开始新的明天　

新的明天

Christmas eve

For me,there's nothing special about Christmas

every year was just the same

sitting alone at home

Sis always went out and dump me alone

dad always busy working

mom always busy going to Church

me?

always busy pick up the phone call from customer T____T

I want a normal Christmas celebration 

family gather and have dinner together

even there's no turkey,can replace by chicken

enjoy our meal,laugh and talk

full of laughter

I don't like to go out these time

every where is PACK and JAM

I don't wanna be stupid stuck into the traffic jam

there's block everywhere as well

what to do? Malaysia BOLEH,thanks to those cops who keep eating our money,tax collection !!

Christmas is just about GIFT

I don't even wanna company my dad have his dinner just now

I just left him alone 

mom never really cook a nice dinner as well

she just reheat few days ago dinner -.-"

what a gift

I rather cook maggie seriously

why am I being so stubborn and selfish?

cause I am D:

I hate myself being abandon alone at home and I show my stupid character

I'm here alone with no one as usual

parents just know giving money and ask me to get what I want

they never really ask what I need in Christmas

all busy on their own

how selfish?!

I also wanna be selfish when the day comes

I serious about it and I swear I'm so gonna do the same damn thing to them

cause for me

Christmas is just about NOTHING !!

alive

BLEKK ;p

I'm still alive

why?

I drove to The Legend Hotel ALONE babii konon !

to visit my long lost bro and try his cooking skills

so far so good :)

sorry to say my taste is abit high xD

I'm a daughter of CHEF =)

i hate my phone camera 

suxx to the max 

I miss my camera,sis took it :(

I so lazy to blog ! BLABLABLABLA !!!

I miss KDU prom :( never mind xD Next time ! :D

leave out all the rest

RAWR❤❤❤

I know it's been awhile I've abandon my bloggie =)

been really busy recently :)

working ,rush here and there

hardly get to online

most of the time watching movie and FACEBOOK,twitter,plurk

most of my friend went to dye their hair

of course me the MIANG one will follow as well =)

first time FAIL !

what la -.-" Vi Wei laugh me :( FAIL la u LIZZZZ

I'm using liesel bubble :) Milk tea brown

at least look better now :)

but wasn't satisfy cause I want blonde hair like Kim Kardasian xD

there's so much to talk about

but I don't want to

I'll leave it to myself

tak kan people don't want to know then it's like forcing others to listen

soooooooooo not good =)

I'll probably will be free after March 13th

will be back from NS that day :D

so yeah sorry to those who date me out and I can't make it

I don't feel like going out with friends recently :) I fell in love by shopping alone !

I just simply need some space to do my own things ...

sometimes seriously I don't need someone to be there for me

but there's always a reason why :)

after all I've change a lot

I've change till some hates me and some love me more =)

I don't care what they think and I'm so fucking in love with my life now

I have everything and I don't need anything else

I don't fucking stick to others just some benefit or anything

They got nothing that I want !

so new life begin

seriously can't wait for college life to start

don't even know going to which college,FML

still thinking ...

long way to go

parents keep pushing me about those working things

I'm so not ready but still gonna learn

I need to be more strict , errrr how to say ...

strict and alert during working time

customer now a days is very hard to handle !!!

I use to think and care so much what others think of me

what's wrong?

HAHAHHAA stupid me :)

I've learn to handle

and we don't live to impress others ,DUH !

after all no one really cares about you other than your family

so ,I'm the fucking selfish girl who think of myself

sorry and forgive my selfishness for loving myself too much :D

I rather be hate from others than to hate others,hating people is the most suffer thing

for what? 

get nothing !! No money and NOTHING !

so , don't take such stupid risk for fun,and there's nothing fun as well :)

instead of waiting why don't work harder to get what you want?

  

Taa DAA ! new hair

upper part look more sharp than the lower part

the lower part was dark brown and upper part light brow and I was like WTF?

but never mind :)

enough

satisfy

gonna dye again after came back from NS

so gonna meet new friends and so on

M16 here I come !!!

*PIANG PIANG PIANG*

Teeheee Christmass is almost here :D

substitute

I wasn't in a good mood recently 

I angry and cry more than I smiled seriously

I don't know why the feeling is so weird it's kinda hard for me to handle it

but life still goes on

I'm not like the other person who jump off the building cause can't solve the little matter

poor thing,I never feel pity at all

people have different kind of thinking and there's no one to judge

so I pick one of my picture - smiling face to replace my smile on my face

I do laugh today but not in a happy mood

*yawn*  :O

bored

like a G6

was suppose to blog a lot

seriously like A LOT !

tons of thing to say

but I lost the mood of blogging :( gosh people please slap me hardly *piak*

I miss my sister so badly

she went hospital , *choi* not she's the one who admitted into the hospital

her boyfriend just done operation

long story to say don't bother about it

long to blog if I want to

I chat with my mom in the room while dad was bathing

hmmmmm feelin good :)

receive invitation :D

invited our family to visit their event !

HAHAHHAHAHAH 

at the Garden Mall :D hopefully daddy gonna bring us there lah :D

wanted to see new item and some other stuff

I'm not a giler LV fans but some how I just simply love their quality =)

we use to go Starhills outlet 

cause KLCC outlet all the workers sibehh LC I tell you !!

It's like we owe them money,after buying their stuff they started to smile

walao damn realistic 

so we always prefer Starhills outlet,went into the VIP room :D

got orange juice to drink and they show us how LV actually made

awesome right?with a huge computer screen with touch screen * I sounds like a village kid man*

but at the same time

I receive National Service letter D:

my mom was like super happy and ran into my room to give me

I was like WHAT THE FUCK!?

can you believe there's 12 letter inside?

I need to fill up all the letter except the report of sickness

permission to use M16?

I'm so looking forward to touch the M16 mann like seriously kampung kid lah me sampatt daoo din't see before mahhh

LOL they provide bas ticket and flight ticket?

since I'm flying to Miri,Sarawak :D

Meeting new friends and start something new =)

so gonna come back during CNY as I post at my previous post

they gonna buy my flight seriously !

 I forgot what I should blog seriously

I'm old enough to think too much :(

was in my mind this afternoon and brillianto lah forgot everything

should really fix my hair

control my mouth *for not eating too much*

anything else?

 toodles people :)

addicted to Disney cartoon songs especially "If I never knew"

stressful

went ikea today

satisfy !

Teehe I'll blog more kay?

bye

Exam is stressful you know?

Commerce you can kiss my ass baby !!

shopping

Sunday is a family day

hang out with family is a MUST !!

so we head up to OU ;)

I drove my family there =)

Im a scary driver all the time,but Im steady no worry

Ou decoration was so cute

I went forever 21

kinda regret for buying the 2 dress cause no discount and SUPER expensive

what to do? I'm rich :p

hello I'm using my saving money kay?

this is cute but I din't buy it

why why why?

the skirt was so long !!

TEEHEE so glad that I didn't buy it mann

my facebook new profile picture ;D

ignore my messy hair

cause of my curly hair so I just comb everything UP !

I was lazy to fix it 

waiting to rebon my hair after exam

I bought this dress ,sis choose for me ,so I tried and it suit me :D

I likey !!

okay I knw it looks weird with my laggings

just ignore the laggings ! *HAHAHAHAHHAA*

went Pull and Bear ...

nothing special no new item

went Cotton on

was a MESS mann :(

saw some cute sandals and flats

but I didn't buy it

cause everything was a mess

all the shoes on the floor!

2 for RM25?

wait for me please !!

I didn't bring much cash

cause I bought mama a lipstick as her Christmas present

mummy wants lipstick for Christmas

sis wants perfume for Christmas

dad what you want?

lui lui gonna buy for ya ! :D

Saw a shoulder sling bag in Zara :D

okay I likey !!

I like this type of bag ever since I saw it keep appear in TUMBLR :(

found in Zara and the price is RM139.00

errr

can I find a cheaper and a nicer one?

let me think about it

I want more shopping and my cash are limited mann :(

daddy sponsor please?

Was so depress this afternoon

sis FFK-ed me =(

wtf again?

she said she promise to bring me for MOVIE and make new spec !!

wtf now ffk and sleeping beside me waiting time to PASS !!

sigh 

why lah why I wanna spend so much money ?!

tell me why?!

being headache now a days dunno which college to go :(

looking forward for NS

3 months and I'm so gonna burn all my fats mann

kiss my ass baby !!

during CNY is a must to come back

I don't care about the flight ! Parents MUST BUY me HOME ! * flights ticket*

I want get many many ang pao 

I want make myself MEIMEI *prettier* during CNY

so there's no way they can say NO to me !

after exam I might be flying here and there and parents can never say CANNOT or NO !

next year going Hong Kong and Taiwan

hope parents remember what they promise me

I was born from a rich family which rich of LOVE =)

do get my point kay!

TOODLES !!

:p

todayisSALARYday! 

The ugliness of a person got nothing to do with your face

I was pissed off all the time

I'm a bad temper person sometimes

I use to get pissed off all the time AT HOME!

I was so fedup of everything

dont fucking tell me those bullshit if you dont fucking care about my feeling

I always quarrel with my sis :( I'm sick of that ...

we use to quarrel cause of small matter and it always turn to big matter

*normal*

But I'm seriously can't stand the way she talk to me

I'm your sis not any outsider 

I'm fucking piss whenever she compare me to a so call "uncle" FUCKER

I fucking hate him and I want him to die * seriously *

He ruined my family and we don't fucking care about him !

who the hell he is to do this to our family?

uncle? family? diu gao you lah !!

I have that thinking before,take any knife and just kill him !

can't wait next year APRIL :)

it will be a super cool April FOOL for you fucker 

so sis don't ever fcuking compare me to him !
I'm not him !

Don't ever want to hear it again

I'll walk away whenever they scold me or nagged me

cause I use to fight back,but now I'm not ... I'll just walk away

sometimes I'm seriously hate the job

I'm a lazy person I don't like extra work

but what to do?

sighhh

sis never bother helping me those small stuff so I'll just don't fucking bother as well

but end up we quarrel again 

fucking sien mann !!

as if my future boyfriend is a person who like to nag I'll slap him for sure and dump him !

Don't ever try to fann me !

I'm sick of nagging ...

I don't like people nag me too much,I'll try to change but don't repeat those craps

I always try to control my temper in front my family

but outsider surely no way !

whenever I'm piss I'll just scold

most of my boy buddies get scolded from me 99 all the time :(

then the girls will try to talk to me .___."

"Eh ,don't scold him until that 99 lah,pity him weih ..."

then I'll just leave and the next day will back to normal 

I'm that kind of person who walks away 

doesn't mean you win or I lose,it's just that I'm tried of trying to explain and listen to BULLSHIT

don't fucking waste my time * altho I use to waste my time* 

so yeahhh

sometimes I think ...

should I take business management?

I'm not interest in other stuff mann

I'm not talent in music

I'm not talent in cooking

I'm not creative in baking

I'm not perfect in design

everything I do just to fill up my time

I love music cause release my stress

I love cooking cause I love food

I love baking cause I like to share my dessert

I like design doesn't mean I'm good in design

so yeah conclusion is parents want me to take business

while waiting daddy in the car

followed his lorry to Cheras 

I'm lame enough so I take my time by taking photo

driving alone was awesome when listening to your favorite songs 

mom called me while driving asked me to drive slow cause daddy was chasing after me -.-"

I drove fast? errr I call that normal ...

let's compare my look =)

pure look without any make up and contact lens

with contact lens look more sober

with full makeups will look even better right?

big different !

girls should give a try !! HAHAHA

but too much makeup on your skin wasn't a good thing

wonder why is my hair always that length?

why it won't grow longer ?!

It's been 5 years and the length was just the same !

I cut my hair every half year -.-"

so it will grow slower?

or should cut it often?

face it

PEEEEKAAAABOOOOOO !!

Hello I'm here to say I'm going Miri,Sarawak on 2nd January 2011 !!

Friend MUST miss me you know?

Is a must ! This is an ORDA "order" !

Hello? Remember what I've just said? MISS me mann !

people keep advicing me so yea I'll go for it

I might meet new friend

I might be better than that 

I might learn something new

I might be more independent 

oh yeah ;)

But there's something I worry about

what Liz what? Tell me what?

I'M WORRY ABOUT MY PERIOD TIME!!

damnn during period pain it's like killing me 

MUMMY PLEASE SAVE ME !

first I need more PADS/NAPKINS like seriously

the night with wings one !!

or else Im gonna suffer like HELL

girls will understand the feeling ... awww ;O

what else I'm worry about?

THE SUN mannn .___." I'll be darker 

and I TAK SUKA use SUNBLOCK mann :((

the sticky sticky feeling :"(

ewwwwww

there's more and more to worry and STOP bother about it since Im still here !

so just see how ...

er what about college?

I'm not sure which college I'm going and parents keep asking :(

HELP?

TAYLOR?

KDU?

but there's one thing I'm so sure about I'm gonna take BUSINESS MANAGEMENT 

been sitting at the makmak store for 2 hours !!

LOL ! dad asked his friend out for YAMCHA weih

I was like woahhh dad you know yamcha too man !

dad says"you can yamcha with friends ,why I can't?"

then been listening to his story for 2 hours

LOL

I'm proud of my dad ;)

the story he shared to his friend ,everything was in my mind

and I'll remember till I die *seriously*

the things he been through wasn't a joke

that's the reason why I have a cool papa !

but sometimes I do fedup about him for being that ...

errr there's reason why just don't bother kay?

everything my dad do was for US 

us means my family ;)

he planned everything that's the reason why he looks old day by day

white hairs almost cover all the black hairs

He tough me about TIME

he tough me about LOVE

he tough me about LIFE

he tough me about HUMANS

he tough me about FEELINGS

he tough me about BELIEVE

he tough me about BUSINESS

HE TOUGH ME ABOUT SMILE

cause he wants his daughter to be happy all the time

he rather undertake our sadness and make sure there's no single tears appear on our face

He's a tough person

so ...there's no reason why I don't love my own daddy ;D

so 

NS here I come ;) 

fuckup mann :(

can you understand how I feel now?

the feeling is like fucking fuck up after you receive the massage 

what to do?

face the fact!

even my dad don't even bother helping me and all he ever said was "We can't do anything"

dammmit !

why lah NS why lah National Service?

why me?

I check it through http://www.khidmatnegara.gov.my/

so are you kidding me ?

Miri,Sarawak?

unacceptable mann :(

I force to leave my house and my bed 

after my last paper on 15th I left 17 days and gonna leave?

sigh I wasn't ready for the 3 month kem man !

I got no one :( HAHAHAHAHA no worry cause I believe I can :(

damn I remember what I wrote during English test paper

encourage your cousin to National Service?

wrote until macam YES jiang ! diuu -.-"

sorry for being rude cause MORAL test was over !

sighhhhhh

3 monthssssss

sighhhhh

17 days left after exam over

sighhhhhhh

plan all ruinnnn

NO DYE hair?

no Chinese new year celebration?

how about my birthday?

:(