Christmas eve

For me,there's nothing special about Christmas

every year was just the same

sitting alone at home

Sis always went out and dump me alone

dad always busy working

mom always busy going to Church

me?

always busy pick up the phone call from customer T____T

I want a normal Christmas celebration 

family gather and have dinner together

even there's no turkey,can replace by chicken

enjoy our meal,laugh and talk

full of laughter

I don't like to go out these time

every where is PACK and JAM

I don't wanna be stupid stuck into the traffic jam

there's block everywhere as well

what to do? Malaysia BOLEH,thanks to those cops who keep eating our money,tax collection !!

Christmas is just about GIFT

I don't even wanna company my dad have his dinner just now

I just left him alone 

mom never really cook a nice dinner as well

she just reheat few days ago dinner -.-"

what a gift

I rather cook maggie seriously

why am I being so stubborn and selfish?

cause I am D:

I hate myself being abandon alone at home and I show my stupid character

I'm here alone with no one as usual

parents just know giving money and ask me to get what I want

they never really ask what I need in Christmas

all busy on their own

how selfish?!

I also wanna be selfish when the day comes

I serious about it and I swear I'm so gonna do the same damn thing to them

cause for me

Christmas is just about NOTHING !!