once in a life

I can't believe my memories stop in PLKN camp

it just happen once in a life time

we leave our home far away

at the very first time I do everything by my own =="

seriously we wash our clothes together

we bath together (erhem with salung of course)

we eat together

we sleep together

we do a lot of things together :)

the memories were precious 

money can't buy

I remember how stupid I am ,I asked my dad to give the government money so I can skip =="

dumb enough right

but my dad want me to learn 

so yeah I decided to go

I drop my very 1st tears in the bus after my parents left me =(

*whenever I think-ed back it was funny*

try to spot me if you can

after the very first time we all drop into the dirt xD

awesome :D

ALL WET seriously :)

so during period you can't play all this awesome games :D

me and my BRAVO team

I'm happy to say I'm glad to be in BRAVO team although we get 4th place =="

*sob sob*

during Bola Jaring game

Im stupid enough to cover my face :p

GS -she's my penolong ketua keseluruhan :)

she's pretty ,kind and caring 

oh ya never forget she's sporting as well always ask me to play basketball all the time

we play and we fall together xD

HOHO~ during shooting theory

I'm holding M16 and it's heavy enough =="

I look so serious for what? It's not like Im gonna shoot xD

oh ya I'm aiming ...LOL

meet my classmate :)

during Modul Kenegaraan the lamest class ever but we enjoy a lot

yet I prefer class kenegaraan than Modul pembinaan lame to the max

kindergarden drawing? oh noooo

I'm always the best supporter xD

we shout like MADNESS during futsal competition ...

okay seriously this game scare me out of the hell man !!!

I can't believe they just carried me this way and PASSED !

WOOOOOTS *jumping and flying*

I scream like madness and friends complaint *SHUT UP LIZ*

err okay =="

okay with my roomate cleaning the room

do you notice we actually bring out all the bed?

hahahah

and the floor is wet !!!

awesome 

we clean together =)

wet together =="

not to forget about class party ! wuhooooo

our class singing competition won 2nd price =)

is good enough and that night teacher made us cried and yea everyone saw me cry like madness =="

opppsss hard to control my emotion ...I'm a loving person okAY?!

I do appreciate all of you

lastly I wanted to say I miss my "small happy family"

no more turning back =)

yet we are always the happy family :D

Tadaaaa ~! when I was 3 or 4 years old ...adorable xD

I would be nothing without you

hmmm

I don't get it

I don't understand

I don't wanna know all about it

all I ever think is about myself

I being selfish 

I wanted to be alone

I want nobody

I want more enjoyment

I couldn't reject everything

sigh

that's call life

life would be must easier as if I accept everything and be a good girl

but I'm not

ever since I'm back

I don't want everything to disturb my life

gosh 

I hate myself

I want college life now :(

2 movie in a day

Teeeheee what a happy day =)

ever since I went to National service

been very lousy don't know which movie the best 

rolf...

meet up with my camp girls at Pavillion =)

we been very close ever since we know each other and spend 2 and half months time together in camp

so duhhh ...probably know each other very well :p

so we plan to watch 2 movies =D

BRAVO right?

look down 

I saw HOT guy !

*SCREAM*

gosh freaking LOVE him to the max ...

he looks so hot and cute :)

sorry to say I am number not awesome =(

the story line was kinda suck,cause in the end it's like stop half way =(

I wish it's continue part two -.-" or else Im so gonna hate the director 

❤ him =)

Taaadaaa my outfit today =)

meet my little Kwan =)

the shortest and the smallest -.-" rolf xD

after bought pearl tea then curi curi bought into the cinema =)

hell yeah we enjoyed a lot !

me and Pooi the tallest and the fairest one :)

awwww ❤ coming soon

can't wait

isn't it adorable?

time for movie :D

room number 2 :p

I enjoy a lot =)

looking forward for more outing with my other girls :D

patient please cause timetable full xD

and I'm currently working *erhemmm*

Im so gonna date one by one don't worry xD

below are my video =)

While in National service we played "flying fox"

some sort of flying stuff ...LOL

hope you enjoy =)

national service wasn't bad after all =)

back once again for good =)

I look super duper cool I know =)

yeah everyone I'm back for good after 2 & half months training in Miri,Sarawak

I've learn so much thing which some of you might learn the same thing as me

but I learn more than I aspect ... wooooooooot

excited weihhh =)

I enjoy a lot it's like super duper a lot enjoyment there :D

no regret for it :D

PLKN ROCK to the max

altho we MUST get up 5am in the morning but you ain't gonna miss all those fun activity

we play we fight we quarrel we sorry we laugh we cry we jump we run we do everything together

we eat mee sedap

we disturb each other make fun

there's tons of thing that I've done

teacher tend to complaint Im a silly and insane person which hard to control :3

I met awesome friends there as I've post at the previous post :D

one of my fren drew me :D

cool right? 

heart it so so much 

we are the HAPPY FAMILY :)

we cried madly on the last day hugging each other

we shed our tears and leave all the tears on each other clothes *sound disgusting*

we came from KL,limbang,miri,marudi,bintulu :)

I said I ain't gonna cry on the last day :(

I failed,why?

all of them hug me and cry madly ,so my tears just simply shed ... hard to control it's like a water paip ..

YEAHHHHHHH !!!

thanks to my awesome friends who prepare surprise for me during my Birthday :D

they shock me to the max and made me cried =="

they bought umbrella with transparent pattern ,each of them leave a msg and cute drawing with wishes

and card that full of writting and drawing =)

touched ...

some how Im back but my memories will always be there with all of you :)

thanks daddy mummy sister gave me a super shock surprise when I'm back

I was super down when I knew my sister not gonna come and welcome me :(

she promise me she SURE come

but when I ran down the bus I saw my parents ...

when I open the door ready to get into the car...

daddy mummy sister sang me birthday song and my tears nearly shed once again...

cupcakes with candle =)

this year would be the best year ever for me =)

a lot of first time

oh ya I'm leaving Malaysia on April =(

please don't miss me xD

I'm going for vacation :D

HOHOHOHOHOHOHO~

Hong Kong,Macau,China,Taiwan

I'm going 4 country in 3 weeks time so probably will be back on 21th April

on 14th March

daddy mummy sister brought me to 1U's Zara to get myself a leather jacket

madly awesome as I can describe my feeling ...

after choosing for so long finally get a dark brown :D

weeeeeeee...

then went to TENJI for dinner :D

some how my skin tone was TAN SKIN now ...

hohohohohoho~

I wanna get myself hair dye once again xD

HAIR die to the max =="

hello girls love to be pretty right?

facebook just spoil my mood to the max to the max !

wanted to upload picture ever since im back but then lag till I nearly broke the comp =="

okay till here 1st ...

will blog after mood back :D

xoxo =)

cried

ever since I came back from national service

I cried for most of the things I've done

I cried when I played my piano cz I can't really play in a proper way and most of the skills and song I forgotten

I cried when I saw my face look so pale and so sick

I cried when the very first time I saw my nose bleeding

I cried whenever I ate medicine for so long and so much

the very first time I leave far away from home alone and I tried to stay strong

Im not blaming others but blaming my own antibody being weak enough

but Im proud of myself being strong enough to handle everything by myself

but not to mention about the sickness

I been sick for almost 3 weeks gonna be 4 weeks

after came back to KL my sick became WORST

I need doctor man !

I fucking need a doctor !! WTF :"(

people love my skin tone and I got no idea why !

it's like orange colour not consider dark ok -.-"

im not trying to consoled myself but im just telling the truth

one thing I hate about was my head and body was totally in different skin tone !

GAHHHHHHH !!!

I've learn

should be proud to say I've learn many things during national service camp

I met many different kind of people

people that came from different places

different races

different face *of course*

I learn to accept people and walk away from those whom I dislike

I tried to communicated altho is a very hard job for me as my BM suck to the max

I learn to speak out everything directly 

I learn to try everything as long as I can

I took part in every activity :D

awesome games 

work hard for the team and learn to support other team

learn to love each other

we're the games and the teachers are the coaches 

we learn not to fight for silly things altho that's always problem appear

learn to see humans heart within few days * true personality *

learn to accept the fact that what people think of you

two things I never regret was being with BRAVO team and room number 6B

people tend to approach you when you got benefit

learn to protect yourself

trust those who believe you

ignore those who ignore you

don't try to push so hard just to make others like you

you got nothing at last other than people hate you

that's what I've learn during a month

having those friends were like knowing them for so long altho just a month

I want nothing but a good health =)

so I can enjoy more in the camp :D

latest me ;)

spot it?

my face darker than my arm ... sob sob 

Happy Bunny Year & Im back

Happy Bunny year humans

It's been awhile my last post

I went National Service as everyone know duh !

at first I wasn't ready for everything

I was afraid

parents sent me to Bangunan Zetro

tons of humans around there

many families sent their child there

sat in the bus and my tears drop after saw my parents went home *sobsob*

reached airport (KLIA)

there's girls guessing Im chinese or malay

after knowing Im talking on the phone with my mom

they tried to approach me and we started to become friends

my first picture before leaving KL

reach the camp ,my first reaction was so fucking down and kinda disappointed

I was like FML to the max why I got chosen

I doubt that okay?

so after throw everything into my wardrobe then I went to find my new friends

I don't wan to be alone since there's only 3 of us in the room (new faces)

me and my friends were separate in different room

after few hours only I arrange my stuff

few days later my wardrobe became messy like seriously !

is a must for everyday

I spend lots of money there keep buying food for no reason cause I can't stop feel hungry

with my class uniform

Saturday and Sunday will be free

meet Hwa the sporting one :)

and the adorable one who loves to CRY !

she's a tough girl as I can say :) (if she stop crying)

behind is my mummy Conny :D

we called her mummy cause she does look like a mother

she's my room mate as well ,sleep next to my bed

Li kwan the shortest one and the sweet one

me, Mandy and Pooi =)

we love to hug each other and attack Mandy by kissing her

meet ah Pooi the 2nd tallest girl in the camp cause her height 175cm

she's the sweetest person ever who have sweet voice *erhem*

the botak

they're funny people and good people

this photo suppose to be serious one but end up they making peace pose on my head -.-

the chinese fella who wore songkong xD

everyday is a must xD

the crowded 

enjoy the video :)

glad that I met them :D
they made my day awesome :D
we talk whatever we want without using brain !
LMAO awesome :D
final conclusion I BECAME DARKER !
congrats me -.-"
toodles :D