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i’m always a mess. i can never keep my own secrets. i laugh too hard at stupid things. my favorite songs can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. i hate thinking about reality and i’m heartsick for all the things that i can’t get back. its hard for me to define myself. i guess i’m just a cliche — the girl who loved too hard and didnt get anything in return. i dont want to be the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought.I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I`m always late. I hate school. I don`t like being wrong. I hate being ignored. I cry. I`m shy. I have enemies. I can`t sing. I laugh way too loud. I can`t look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I`m not perfect.I'm not perfect and no one seems to be perfect! People said I’ve changed so much. Well here’s the honest truth, I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that you can’t always be happy; I accepted reality. ♥ brought to you by Liz

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

2 movie in a day

Teeeheee what a happy day =)
ever since I went to National service
been very lousy don't know which movie the best 
rolf...
meet up with my camp girls at Pavillion =)
we been very close ever since we know each other and spend 2 and half months time together in camp
so duhhh ...probably know each other very well :p

so we plan to watch 2 movies =D
BRAVO right?

look down 
I saw HOT guy !
*SCREAM*

gosh freaking LOVE him to the max ...
he looks so hot and cute :)

sorry to say I am number not awesome =(
the story line was kinda suck,cause in the end it's like stop half way =(

I wish it's continue part two -.-" or else Im so gonna hate the director 



❤ him =)

Taaadaaa my outfit today =)


meet my little Kwan =)
the shortest and the smallest -.-" rolf xD


after bought pearl tea then curi curi bought into the cinema =)
hell yeah we enjoyed a lot !


me and Pooi the tallest and the fairest one :)



awwww ❤ coming soon
can't wait
isn't it adorable?



time for movie :D
room number 2 :p


I enjoy a lot =)
looking forward for more outing with my other girls :D
patient please cause timetable full xD
and I'm currently working *erhemmm*

Im so gonna date one by one don't worry xD

below are my video =)
While in National service we played "flying fox"
some sort of flying stuff ...LOL
hope you enjoy =)

national service wasn't bad after all =)


Tuesday, March 15, 2011

back once again for good =)


I look super duper cool I know =)
yeah everyone I'm back for good after 2 & half months training in Miri,Sarawak
I've learn so much thing which some of you might learn the same thing as me
but I learn more than I aspect ... wooooooooot
excited weihhh =)

I enjoy a lot it's like super duper a lot enjoyment there :D
no regret for it :D

PLKN ROCK to the max

altho we MUST get up 5am in the morning but you ain't gonna miss all those fun activity
we play we fight we quarrel we sorry we laugh we cry we jump we run we do everything together
we eat mee sedap
we disturb each other make fun
there's tons of thing that I've done
teacher tend to complaint Im a silly and insane person which hard to control :3
I met awesome friends there as I've post at the previous post :D



one of my fren drew me :D
cool right? 
heart it so so much 


we are the HAPPY FAMILY :)
we cried madly on the last day hugging each other
we shed our tears and leave all the tears on each other clothes *sound disgusting*
we came from KL,limbang,miri,marudi,bintulu :)
I said I ain't gonna cry on the last day :(
I failed,why?
all of them hug me and cry madly ,so my tears just simply shed ... hard to control it's like a water paip ..
YEAHHHHHHH !!!

thanks to my awesome friends who prepare surprise for me during my Birthday :D
they shock me to the max and made me cried =="
they bought umbrella with transparent pattern ,each of them leave a msg and cute drawing with wishes
and card that full of writting and drawing =)
touched ...




some how Im back but my memories will always be there with all of you :)


thanks daddy mummy sister gave me a super shock surprise when I'm back
I was super down when I knew my sister not gonna come and welcome me :(
she promise me she SURE come
but when I ran down the bus I saw my parents ...
when I open the door ready to get into the car...
daddy mummy sister sang me birthday song and my tears nearly shed once again...
cupcakes with candle =)

this year would be the best year ever for me =)
a lot of first time
oh ya I'm leaving Malaysia on April =(
please don't miss me xD
I'm going for vacation :D
HOHOHOHOHOHOHO~

Hong Kong,Macau,China,Taiwan

I'm going 4 country in 3 weeks time so probably will be back on 21th April

on 14th March
daddy mummy sister brought me to 1U's Zara to get myself a leather jacket
madly awesome as I can describe my feeling ...
after choosing for so long finally get a dark brown :D
weeeeeeee...

then went to TENJI for dinner :D




some how my skin tone was TAN SKIN now ...
hohohohohoho~

I wanna get myself hair dye once again xD
HAIR die to the max =="
hello girls love to be pretty right?

facebook just spoil my mood to the max to the max !
wanted to upload picture ever since im back but then lag till I nearly broke the comp =="

okay till here 1st ...
will blog after mood back :D

xoxo =)


Friday, February 4, 2011

cried


ever since I came back from national service
I cried for most of the things I've done
I cried when I played my piano cz I can't really play in a proper way and most of the skills and song I forgotten
I cried when I saw my face look so pale and so sick
I cried when the very first time I saw my nose bleeding
I cried whenever I ate medicine for so long and so much
the very first time I leave far away from home alone and I tried to stay strong
Im not blaming others but blaming my own antibody being weak enough
but Im proud of myself being strong enough to handle everything by myself
but not to mention about the sickness
I been sick for almost 3 weeks gonna be 4 weeks
after came back to KL my sick became WORST
I need doctor man !
I fucking need a doctor !! WTF :"(

people love my skin tone and I got no idea why !
it's like orange colour not consider dark ok -.-"
im not trying to consoled myself but im just telling the truth
one thing I hate about was my head and body was totally in different skin tone !

GAHHHHHHH !!!



Thursday, February 3, 2011

I've learn


should be proud to say I've learn many things during national service camp
I met many different kind of people
people that came from different places
different races
different face *of course*

I learn to accept people and walk away from those whom I dislike
I tried to communicated altho is a very hard job for me as my BM suck to the max
I learn to speak out everything directly 
I learn to try everything as long as I can
I took part in every activity :D
awesome games 

work hard for the team and learn to support other team
learn to love each other

we're the games and the teachers are the coaches 
we learn not to fight for silly things altho that's always problem appear
learn to see humans heart within few days * true personality *

learn to accept the fact that what people think of you
two things I never regret was being with BRAVO team and room number 6B

people tend to approach you when you got benefit
learn to protect yourself
trust those who believe you
ignore those who ignore you
don't try to push so hard just to make others like you
you got nothing at last other than people hate you
that's what I've learn during a month
having those friends were like knowing them for so long altho just a month

I want nothing but a good health =)
so I can enjoy more in the camp :D


latest me ;)

spot it?
my face darker than my arm ... sob sob 

Happy Bunny Year & Im back

Happy Bunny year humans
It's been awhile my last post
I went National Service as everyone know duh !
at first I wasn't ready for everything
I was afraid
parents sent me to Bangunan Zetro
tons of humans around there
many families sent their child there
sat in the bus and my tears drop after saw my parents went home *sobsob*
reached airport (KLIA)
there's girls guessing Im chinese or malay
after knowing Im talking on the phone with my mom
they tried to approach me and we started to become friends



my first picture before leaving KL
reach the camp ,my first reaction was so fucking down and kinda disappointed
I was like FML to the max why I got chosen
I doubt that okay?
so after throw everything into my wardrobe then I went to find my new friends
I don't wan to be alone since there's only 3 of us in the room (new faces)
me and my friends were separate in different room

after few hours only I arrange my stuff
few days later my wardrobe became messy like seriously !

is a must for everyday
I spend lots of money there keep buying food for no reason cause I can't stop feel hungry

with my class uniform

Saturday and Sunday will be free


meet Hwa the sporting one :)
and the adorable one who loves to CRY !
she's a tough girl as I can say :) (if she stop crying)

behind is my mummy Conny :D
we called her mummy cause she does look like a mother
she's my room mate as well ,sleep next to my bed


Li kwan the shortest one and the sweet one



me, Mandy and Pooi =)
we love to hug each other and attack Mandy by kissing her


meet ah Pooi the 2nd tallest girl in the camp cause her height 175cm
she's the sweetest person ever who have sweet voice *erhem*


the botak
they're funny people and good people


this photo suppose to be serious one but end up they making peace pose on my head -.-

the chinese fella who wore songkong xD





everyday is a must xD


the crowded 





enjoy the video :)


glad that I met them :D
they made my day awesome :D
we talk whatever we want without using brain !
LMAO awesome :D
final conclusion I BECAME DARKER !
congrats me -.-"
toodles :D

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Happy 2011 New year ;)

just a short post before I'm leaving to National service
PLEASE MUST MISS ME :D
TEHEE
thanks to my friends those who leave a awesome memories :)
there's tons of memories in my mind 
we fight
we argue
we quarrel
we break each other heart
we love each other like a family

kinda weird parents allow me to go for countdown during New Year eve :)
I had my awesome time with my chicksss
so gonna have more memories with my chicks after I come back from NS
I'm so gonna miss u all
you you you and you !






thanks for everything
thanks for making me grow mature and learn to think for others as well
sorry for being so annoyed :)
I might be selfish sometimes for loving myself too much
I have my own thinking and reason why I'm doing that :D
TEEHEE


loads of loads of love to everyone that I love :D
I'm so touch I've receive many msg from many friends of mine and some even came to visit me :)
thanks for the wishes and I'll be good there :)
no worry kay :D


xoxo :D
I'll be back on March 13th :D
don't forget to SMS me on 9th March cause it's MY BIRTHDAY BABY !!!


remember my smile kay?
hope my smile do brighten up your day :D
meet me after 3 months baby !!
gonna be a kickass trip for me ya =D



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