Imma freaking BITCH ;)

 okay you gonna have your patient to read this all cause it will be a long post and complicated cause I mixed everything since I got no time to blog the past few days cause I got no mood to blog everything and I'm kinda busy watching all those korea and taiwan drama so forgive me I might abandon my bloggie for awhile but at least I'm here blogging now ,so shut up and open your eyes and see ! =) thankkyouu

so yea as usual I'm still single ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA all my friend keep FORCING me to get a boyfriend FASTER -.- I was like I'm not a toy I can't just simply get a boyfriend so forget about it :) so currently I was busying with my online game "Red cliff" in chinese we called 赤壁 =) been age abandon the game ! and I'm addicted ONCE AGAIN since my college start Jun so probably gonna take time playing that game so time pass faster and yes time passes very fast ! it's like I'm still in my national service life yesterday! what I'm talking about? nevermind :) just get over it !

I'm addicted to Arvil Lavigne's new song called "SMILE" at first I was like Zzz....is that Arvil cause her new album seems very weird and most of her song doesn't seems like ARVIL at all you know what I mean? but whatever I still love her as usual :) You're our Princess ,ROCK BABY !!
oh yea I love this :

You stole my heart and you're the one to blame

did I tell you I'm bored in the office? so yea me and my mama using my own picture and edit ! and you know how's the result? it's funny and weird and yet I'm so freaking pretty !!

see how fake is this??what I've done to my face? No fucking surgery but I just simply edit :) make my nose taller and smaller,eyes bigger,skin fairer,face smaller,hair changed,fake eyes lashes ,pink lips stick :) DONE !

awwwwwww :) pretty face ! pimple free 

another picture :)

so don't trust girls picture from internet cause we might edit our picture into another person even the fat one can be thin as a chopstick you got it?! even the small eyes can be big eyes, as what chinese people call "shui wang wang de yan jing" 水汪汪的眼睛 BIG BIG EYE O_O owhhhh!

see the difference now? I got small eye,flat nose,chubby face,tan skin,bad skin cause full of pimples and yet I claim myself beautiful cause God gave me a life to live :) and yes I do appreciate but sometimes I don't and you know as a child in a age of 18th like me always cause lot of problem in this family and gave lot of problem all the time,there's tons of thing I wanted to achieve and wanted everything to be mine in this world cause human are freaking greedy ,but I'm glad I got teeth to show off my awesome beautiful  smile :) cause each and everyone of us are beautiful :) I use to show black face since I got tan skin so make no different I'm still having my black face ! HAHAHAHHAHA so if you got teeth do smile more =D say CHEESE

 I've done something good on Monday night :) currently I've join this event ,helping those disabled kid to swim and donation :) I never tried this before and I wanted to try long time ago just don't know what to do,so yeah my sis found this event and actually organize by https://www.facebook.com/iloveswimin12 ...me and my sis joined every monday and friday night cause afternoon we got work to do so we join during the night :)

You could choose either to sponsor RM30

To support 1 disabled person to Swim 

OR 

Sponsor yourself to swim for 2 hours.

(Max 4 hours / person)

OR 

Contributions:

you could come and join the fun, play together, take nice pictures, publicity for the center, donate food & useful stuff and best of all would be bringing someone like YOU who could help and teach these kids and adults how to swim! 

Starting from 13th May - 1st July. Every Mon, Thu & Fri. As long as not raining. the schedule is on

Current schedule (For those who would like to join / take pictures):
Mon - 07:30pm - 09:30pm
Thu - 09:00am - 11:00am
Fri - 09:00am - 11:00am
Fri - 06:00pm - 08:00pm

Click on Sponsor a disabled friend to Swim Today! for more details on how you can get involve in this meaningful events. 

(p/s: I'm actually copy and paste from my sis's blog cause I got no idea what to blog since she'd posted earlier than I do)

while waiting for the kid so I swim myself first for body health !HAHAHHAHA I can't swim pretty well but at least I can swim better than my sis ! ROLF

finally the kid is here :) see their happy faces? IT'S PRICELESS you know?these people show me nothing but happiness, they are happy being who they are, nothing could stop them from doing things they like or have the rights to find their own happiness...there's Nigel on the right (Tan skin) guy :) he spent his quality time with all this beautiful people..... if you do have some time will you ever drop by and help ?

I'll like to join more these event to help the kid to have more fun and I do have lot of fun with them :) experience something different and appreciate what you have and learn to live happily with simple ways,we don't need everything to make us happy but we need happiness to make us be everything !
do view my sis's blog cause she blog everything in detail since Imma lazy girl and she'd blog everything and it made me lost the mood of blogging about this and I'll blog more after Friday cause on friday I'm gonna meet another 4 kids :) im not a pro photographer but I'll try my best to take more beautiful picture :) there's a guy sponser 40 SUNWAY LAGOON tickets for the disabled kid to enjoy the fun :) thankyou so much for doing this and I believe the kid will have lot of fun and they do appreciate a lot and cherish every moment !
too bad I couldn't join on saturday ,cause everyone knows every SATURDAY i'll work till mid night -.- I wanna join so badly ,not because of going sunway lagoon for the fun but to help those kid to have more fun D:
gosh sis told me there's an event for adoption puppy so I'm gonna control my sis or else she gonna adopt all the puppy for god sake D= did I told you she's crazy???

see the way she hug Fluffy is exactly how she hug fluffy sleep every night ! and how much she love the dog ~
just simply view her blog cause my sis do blog beautiful and meaningful thing :) it might helps you as well!!

http://mary-aslifegoesby.blogspot.com/2011/05/sponsor-disabled-friend-to-swim-today.html

I'm a lucky girl ,I always know and I really do appreciate :) I met awesome people ,I love them as much as they love me :) at least I knw someone always there for me :D at least at the moment I feel like dying there's always someone there for me :) I'm not gonna talk about family ...and you know FAMILY come first in my mind so I'll tell you about what's come 2nd !!
be excited cause your photo gonna appear so so soon :) TEEHEEE !!

first she's Sabrina :) I think you knew her due to my previous post and why am I here to blog about her? Did I mention how we know each other? TAAAA-DAAA we knew each other through an application called "PLURK" I think it quite famous so you might know it !

mean while why don't I promote plurk as well since I never mention about it before thoo ,do add me http://www.plurk.com/xoxoliz

so one day a girl call SABRINA added me in plurk so yeah she started to chat with each other by leaving comment :)

the very first comment she left for me during my math's exam I nearly K.O and she's here to comfort me and gave me support and yet I called her Salerina !! stupid me simply change people's name -.- cause I saw her name " SaI3rina " so I though of salerina -.-  forgive me please xD

 this is call FATE !! and now she appear in my life and thanks for being my friend ~  wanted to date her out all the time but always failed due to my national service then my vacation so yeah finally get to meet her the very first time :) and why do I even mention about her? what's so special about her? actually nothing special just that I love this girl friend :) when I'm down ,emo,sad she's always there to leave me a message to comfort me and gave me support ! I'm not asking friends to be there for me always or see each other everyday,chit chat all the time ,but this girl appear in my plurk all the time !! She's the awesome friend I had I feel love all the time she leave comment cause I knew at least there's some there for me when I'm feel like dying ,she gave me the motivation and encourage me to go for my national service and remind me to bring SUN BLOCK ! lol =)
I don't ask anything from friend but just simple care is good enough for me ! She always read my blog and I'm always there reading her blog too !! :D
looking forward for our next outing babe !! ♥

 2nd gosh this girl I tell you I love her to the maximum weihhh !!! you know why? we been friends for 12 years this year? but we lost contact during secondary school life but we still manage to back together ! LOL sound so lessbian -.- you know what I mean right? we knew each other from standard 1 :) weeeeeeeeeeee ~ cute right? I remembered I always bullied her all the time it's like every second,every minute,every hour,every day,every week,every month and every year in 365 days !! HHAHAHA so you can see how much I love her ! During my tough time she's the only one listen to my crap ,all the nonsense and bullshit !! wooooooots she's the best and she never complaint but she do complaint about those bitches back step about her even though those bimboS don't even know her -.- as you know now a days lot of bimbo appear :D awesome right? just get lost bimbo get your brain clear !! I pray to GOD please let bimbo GROW PLEASE ~~~ I sound like a bitch and yes I AM :D when the world left me alone she's there for me and yes UNTIL NOW I STILL LOVE TO BULLY HER ! cause that's part of my life ,entertainment :) see the photographer boy ?reflection from the mirror ,he's our ex-classmate too and he don't even understand our conversation and he said it's like we always meet each other ! NO we don't see each other often but our brain is CONNECTED it's like a bluetooth ... she's the one who always tried to take TOP away from me and claim TOP is her husband -.- ask me stop my imagination cause reality TOP was HERS I was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA girlfriend TOP is MINE !!! she's the one I can talk everything without thinking other stuff ,no stress at all ...lastly girl friend I LUBBA YOU !! ♥♥♥

everybody knows she's my wifey ♥♥♥ Knew her 6 years and yes I always love her ♥ muawwww okay I sound so lessbo now but I'm not ! I love girl friend more and no love for boy friend ! HAHAHAHAAHHA I always blog about her so yea if you notice I blog about her before ! we have lot of similar thing :)

I miss the girls :) need to catch up more update about them ,REENA,VI leng leng ku ♥,Joyce and Shanon is at Melbourne now :)

outing please !! miss you girls lahhhh

leng leng wo xiang ni lahhh ♥

altho no outing or chit chat all the time but I still reading all your blogs for updates !

of course never forget about BONG BONG ♥♥♥ bila balik KL? stay strong kay buy something for me at Singapore sayang !! 

and yes I never expect I get such a big group of bestiest during my national service life :)

I miss conny chai !! we use to sleep together,bath together,eat together,talk together,cry together ,as long do everything together ! she take good care of me all the time and thanks to her parents treat me nice food all the time and they are friendly to me too :)

 see there's more awesome people in my life and this blog gonna be so so long as if I'm continue writing about them :) just do catch up my blog and you'll know how awesome they are ! I might not be a perfect friend but at least I'm there for you when you need me ...you're part of my life,even though I have problem I don't beg you or interrupt your life just to listen to my crap ! I'm a complicated person but I claim myself simple cause I wanted to be simple as A,B,C but not as simple as you can read my mind and yes I don't read mind as well :)
and yes I'm a person who crap a lot of bullshit ,I can smile in a sudden like some kind of mental problem person and get pissed in a sudden or up set the next moment ! When I'm in a problem I'll probably will meet this few person ,cause no matter what I have YOU in my life and I'm thankful about that ! xoxo



see it's really complicated by reading my blog you'll get to know me cause I mixed everything inside and you know MY MEMORY IS LIMITED !!

byeeee :) lots of love for you kay

random update

on 19th May me and my sister plan to swim and since I fail to swim the past few days due to some problem and YES finally that day I get to throw myself into the pool and enjoy the water .... hmmm sounds weird ,okay never mind just forget about it :)

okay the place is located at :

for more information :
Contact No : (03) - 7725 5199
Fax No : (03) -             7726 5199      
E-mail : info@theclub.com.my

Opening Hours : 
7:00 am - 10:00 pm daily. 

Address:
The Club,
1 Club Drive, Bukit Utama,
Bandar Utama, 47800,
Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

during weekdays it cost you RM8.00++ and weekend cost you RM15.00++ if I'm not mistaken so we probably going on weekdays of course :) they have good environment as well :) they do have more facilities of course not just swimming pool :) we do enjoy swimming all the time

just done swimming and my body started to pain cause it's been age I didn't swim and this means I'm lack of exercise ,I'll try to lose weight if I can ,okay forget about the IF ,so is a must cause I gain lot of weight ever since I'm back from my vacation cause I do EAT A LOT. What's the point of living? of course FOOD ! back to the topic! LOL

I hate my hair colour ,I want a BALANCE hair colour please -.- ain't gonna dyne myself again look so weird...gonna get a brown hair soon :) excited cause college gonna start soon and I need to look tiny and smart ! *ERHEMM*

I enjoyed a lot and waiting for the sandwiches :) after swimming we do feel HUNGRY :( since mama gonna cook on 8pm so we'll just get something to fill in our tummy in case gastric ! MAHUAANNN arhh

520 :)

today is the day 20th May ,consider a special day? But I don't feel any special :) thank you friends who sent me I love you msg :) 

did you guys know 520 (we er ling) in chinese means I love you?

cause it simply sounds like I love you so it's consider a special day to others/couple perhaps?

whatever cause non of my business 

by the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER !

happy birthday to the others too and non of my business tho ! HAHAHAHAHA I know I'm damn bad right?

muackk love you guys no worries kay x)

LOL ,my bro -.- hmmmm he do call me sister and we do still keep in touch in a while SOMETIMES?

he'll find me when he need me -.- so don't bother about it...when he's in pain or whatelse hurt he'll find me the-so-call-sister ...so I always there to comfort him all the time and after he's fine he'll just leave me alone and forget about it and FORGET ABOUT ME :(

and I hate this kind of feeling but who cares -.- I don't give a damn now =)

so live your life forgive and forget but I'm still there for him...cause there's something called brother and sister :)

I miss those moment we play as crazy as we can ,he use to hit me until bruising! OUCH it really hurt and you call that brother?!!

do take care of yourself bro :) jiejie ai ni oh~!! HAHAHAHAHAH fucking GAY MAN !

I were suppose to done typing those envelope but end yet company mom to 1U for her hair cut at ORGANIC :( waited damn long -.- I was like WTF and you knew I hate to wait cause I got no patient to wait. and mom don't even let me leave her alone there NOT EVEN ONE STEP -.- okay I sat there for an hour just to wait her and I look like some kind of freaking retarded person waiting and waiting looking here and there but lucky didn't open my mouth or else I look more like the real retarded person ! they should have more helper instead of the same person keep walking here and there it's like he's so fucking BUSY !!

while waiting mama outside ZARA I bought myself a greentea ice blended from coffee bean ,I took a sit outside ZARA and yeah there's a good looking guy sitting next to me and he's on the phone for quite long time,I think he's having friend problem and he kept ask his friend don't get too close with the other guy then he started to explain about that "fella" he claim a bad friend. ( for your information ,is not like I'm busy body wanna listen to his crap but he does SPEAK OUT LOUD ) as I'm not deaf so I just listen and learn lesson xD okay since you don't like that fella and you tried to explain the your friend about that fella,you might as well just leave them alone,they got the right to choose who they wanna be friend with,as if that fella really that horrible ,your friend might learn his OWN lesson or maybe ignore him instead of listen what you trying to say cause is just a waste of time, those kind of friend isn't worth for you to keep ! =)

so yeah I've learn my lesson LONG TIME AGO ! wooootssss

and when he walked off he still on the phone talking -.- can't you be more like a man instead of so fucking wordy or grandma?! ewwwwwwwww  altho you do have good looking face but FAILED !!

NIGHT

daddy brought us to a restaurant nearby our house

dad's friend treat us DINNER AGAIN -.- and how many time in a week he need to treat our family dinner?

and everytime after finish eating I'm suffer in pain cause TOO FULL

look at his granddaughter how adorable :) 

a good poser? she's very shy the 1st time I met her and slowly she started to stick with my sister all the time :)

why not me? cause I'm lazy to entertain her,is not that I don't like kid,I just said I'M SO LAZY !!

for god sake I really need someone to crap on D: I want someone who can accept all my crap and lean on time to time !! HELLO STRANGER ~ what's my point of crapping with stranger? 

1.  they aren't any mutual friend with the others
2.  they know everything but they can't share with any other of my mutual friend
3.  you can crap whatever you want without using your brain ass !
4.  at least you know there's someone willing to listen to your crap and freaking interest with it
5. I KNOW I SOUND FUCKING LAME and stupid but why not?

wish to have this kind of friend tho :( HELLO NEW FRIEND OUT THERE !

I know you're reading my blog and why don't leave a footstep COMMENT before you leave and let's be friend :) I'm a person who CRAP ALOT hello ~~~~

I wanna meet more new friend :)

night night and lots of lots of huggsss and love :)

not allow dirty minded people please I'm not here to share my LOVE for you -.- you know what I mean? Not those love okay ! keep your mind clean please =) I need a good friend not a disgusting friend :)

you know there's lot of dangerous person too love to explode their "lovely" to everyone and that is WAYYYYYYY TOO MUCH ! NO SHOW SHOW PLEASE :) we aren't interest watching those :) keep that to others who need it okay =D byee

yesterday

since my mom wanted to go for shopping so I drove them to Pavilion,since it's been awhile I din't shop :D me and my sis went to VINCCI =) yeahhh bought myself a bag and a pair of cute flats :) *HAPPY*

before we went to vincci my tummy started to sing then we sat down and have SNOWFLAKE :) 

this time I tried something different :) TEEEHEEE

 Had our dinner at Din Tai Feng , go all the way up to 6th floor next to T.G.I Friday or Wong Kok Hong Kong Restaurant .

I didn't know my dad will do that -.-

after dinner let's CAMWHORE ! LOL

mom always close her eyes whenever I take photo with her -.- aiisehhh !

ish ish I look different with my sis's spec ! rolff

I love my new camera effect ~ lalalallalalalalalal ♬♪‖~

it's just a small post since I got nothing to post

and SINCE my sister got a new blog so yeah I'm here to help her promote her new bloggie 

she's annoying cause she keep claim that her blog NOT FAMOUS and few people went into her blog

WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME? you just started to blog 4 days ago and you aspect people to view your blog and yeah you're not XIAXUE that famous ! HAHAHAHAHHAAH

http://mary-aslifegoesby.blogspot.com/

do view her blog if you want to :)

Imma lazy sister ain't gonna promote more about her blog but she got a interesting blog cause she blog about fact and truth :) just simply view it if you like it :D

dream high

Im here to introduce you guys some korea drama ,I rate it 8.5/10 :) quite interesting and full of emotional feelings , I guess so :x cause this drama made me laugh ,cried and excited like mad you know -.-

Dream High tells the story of six students at Kirin Art High School who work to achieve their dreams of becoming music stars in the Korean music industry. Go Hye Mi is a student who had majored in classical music but has to give up her dream by entering Kirin Art High School to pay off her father's debt. However, she needs to get two other students to also come to the school in order for her to enroll in the school conditionally. These two students are Song Sam Dong, who lives in the countryside, and Jin Guk, whom she accidentally meets while trying to escape from a loan shark. Yoon Baek Hee, formerly Hyemi's sidekick, becomes her rival in school because Hye Mi betrays her during an audition to enter the school.

Suzy from "MISS A" as Go Hye Mi

I can't believe she's only 17 years old -.- she got no expression most of the time and her expression is almost the same but then those crying scene she'll never fail to do so :)

Kim Soo Hyun as Song Sam Dong

ohh gosh I'm in love with him ,his sweet smile and when he cried I feel like crying too -.- 

Ham Eun Jung from "T-ara" as Yoon Baek Hee

Taecyeon from "2PM" as Hyun Shi Hyuk

owhhhh he's cute too and HOT body ~ LOL yet I still prefer my hubby xD 

IU as Kim Pil Sook

I love IU :) she's sweet and cute ! and  her 18th birthday just passed on 16 May :)

Wooyoung from "2PM" as Jason

he can speak english and his accent is a bit weird O.o nevermind :)

I prefer this version Genie :)

awwwwwwwwwwww my hubby TOP and of course he's not in this movie I just simply introduce to you he's my hubby :) 

oh yeaaa my besties girlfriend love him too so yea we always argue about him !

you probably know who I'm talking about ! Hey when you read my blog don't kill me kay ? 

we share share lah okay xD

don't get your hopes up,don't let your guard down

at first I don't feel like blogging at all but I got no one to crap on so HERE I AM BLOGGING !

I don't know where to start,but I'll just go through everything what I remember ,as you know human's brain memory is limited and I can't remember too much ,I know I'm a brillianto HAHAHAHAHA just forget about.

the pass few days I'm so fucking down,I'm totally lost ,I've think  a lot ,I hate people keep nag nag nag and NAG  and my sister kinda annoying keep murmuring on me and I get annoyed so I showed BLACK faces,I'm dark enough and dare enough to show her my black face so yeah everything goes "BOOOMMM" like the volcano then she started to complaint everything (I wonder why *constellation* cancer people have so much thing to complaint and they love to talk about how suffer they been through blablabla and how pity they are) and now I wonder why I hate cancer people so much especially GIRLS ...sorry to be straight forward but then don't get me wrong just SOME of them and I'm not those kind of superstition constellation person but sometimes I do believe it just related ...

so after it happen there's more bigger / serious thing happened ,my dad scolded me like mad it's not like the first time he scolded me since I'm those kind of stubborn child , the way he talked to me it's like I'm not his own daughter ,I hate the way he talked to me and speak those foul language ,cause it really hurt so much to heard those words and every single words he talked to me... first they brought up my confidence when I'm down ,brought me back from the darkness,taught me about happiness ,but once I'm unhappy I don't feel like talk about and I'll just show my black face ,each and everyone in the family started to turn everything up side down -.- you know what I mean? that feeling it's like F***S*** ,cause whenever my sis talk to me I ignore or I'll just fight back or talk in a rude way cause I've lose my patient ...I don't talk whenever I'm bad mood but my parents will never know about this and they'll started to ask SO MUCH and TOO MUCH !! Irritating and annoying to the maximum ...but my family will never leave me alone whenever they wanted to ask question ... nobody dares to ask me question when I get mad ONLY MY FAMILY ! goshhh please save me somebody -.- leave me few minute maybe I'll feel much better or maybe I'll tell later but they will never let me relax and cool down my temper so this is my attitude problem and my character problem cause I hate people keep asking question when I'm in a bad temper and who love to???

people always said there's no parents who don't love their own child -.- of course I knew these ...then when I get mad my sis will start to nag and murmuring on her own ...FOR GOD SAKE stop telling me who pity you are and how suffer you are cause all these thing I KNOW and I CAN EVEN MEMORIZE IT AND REPEAT IT OUT LOUD -.-

one more thing I hate people point at me and ask me to do things so since Im the youngest in this family there's so many small little tiny thingy they love to point me to do ... 

so the pass few days my mood was like this ...feel like screaming all the time until my lungs out -.- I know I sound so stupid ,so my sis always complaint to my mom I could never find a boyfriend cause pity the boyfriend gonna run away the second day or maybe after few hours -.-

I was quite okay now ...just okay cause someone pissed me off again ,I'll talk about it later just be patient =) so I went for a drink with my ex-classmate,before went for a drink me and wifey went for dinner first since that restaurant got nothing to eat and their food is like super duper expensive

so I ordered chocolate mint it cost me freaking RM10!! and there's the picture above no decorate NOTHING so I might as well just took a blur picture FML then I ordered another peppermint and it doesn't taste like peppermint as well I was like who the hell who made all this drink -.- please ladies don't ever go that place again ,Malaysia do have more restaurant and nice food and don't worry about the price cause the place will be more worth D:

yes I do have small eyes and one of my friend wonder how I put in my contact lens -.- hate you!

I spend most of the time with my wifey as if compare with other ex-classmate ...

let's have more outing and I'm looking forward to organize another outing so do attend =) 

I'm not that kind of girl who always hang out at night or have those kind of drink ,I don't even stop drinking MILK okay I LOVE milk and I hate alcohol ,I hate the feeling after I'm drunk even when I'm down feel like killing myself I don't search for alcohol but I do search for a GUN !! no I'm just kidding -.- I'll just go for bed and INSOMNIA HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA then I'll started to think a lot and I wonder why PISCES do think a lot and have lots of imagination ...so creative huh? go do designer lahh !! -.-

ignore me please I'm going insane mahh gaiii arhhh !!

 I'm not suppose to blog about crap here today cause I'm suppose to hang out today with that fella who date me out and yet he FFK-ed me with his reason ,sounds like something important so I'll just ignore but I'm bored out here , keep watching movie and there's tons of movie and I'm so lazy to choose oh lappy please choose for me please -.- then I was like fuckup when I receive his msg , LAO NIANG angry liao cause I hate FFK people and people FFK me ...so if you read my blog don't get shock I'm OK with it. But when you have a car is time for you to fetch me ! HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

cause non of my friend fetch me before and I wanted to FEEL it!!! Feel their driving skill but most of my friends are dangerous driver (cause the way they describe their driving skills) but don't worry cause I'm the scary driver too ;) but sorry I don't PIUU YI ~~

then then then he wanted to change date -.- I'm going to swimming lah that day and I'm looking forward for more outing with my babes since my college gonna start soon and less outing cause my VIOLIN TEST is coming so so so soon in JULY and my teacher gonna be mad at me if I never practice and yeah tomorrow she's coming D: stresssssssssss

hmmm did I mention I like that fella before? HAHAHAHAHAHHA sound interesting isn't it xD ya I do in love with him before cause he's a sweet guy and a caring person, he do care so much and we use to SMS each other from morning till night then the next day it keep repeat the same damn thing ...so I think he had the same feeling as mine -.- so I try confess to him and I failed twice -.- he told me he never have that feeling towards me and he treat me as a sister I was like oh yeah sister -.- then during that time I made cakes for him and force him to company me all the time he do company me all the time so yea I misunderstood ,how stupid ! he's not the first guy I've confess to xD I'm a brave girl and go for 3 other boys before LOL

he's number 4 xD lol then I've stop at number 4 and I never try to go for boys anymore cause wasting my time and misunderstood all the time -.-

I should stop now cause I realize I do crap a lot today D: