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i’m always a mess. i can never keep my own secrets. i laugh too hard at stupid things. my favorite songs can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. i hate thinking about reality and i’m heartsick for all the things that i can’t get back. its hard for me to define myself. i guess i’m just a cliche — the girl who loved too hard and didnt get anything in return. i dont want to be the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought.I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I`m always late. I hate school. I don`t like being wrong. I hate being ignored. I cry. I`m shy. I have enemies. I can`t sing. I laugh way too loud. I can`t look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I`m not perfect.I'm not perfect and no one seems to be perfect! People said I’ve changed so much. Well here’s the honest truth, I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that you can’t always be happy; I accepted reality. ♥ brought to you by Liz

Thursday, May 19, 2011

yesterday



since my mom wanted to go for shopping so I drove them to Pavilion,since it's been awhile I din't shop :D me and my sis went to VINCCI =) yeahhh bought myself a bag and a pair of cute flats :) *HAPPY*
before we went to vincci my tummy started to sing then we sat down and have SNOWFLAKE :) 

this time I tried something different :) TEEEHEEE

 Had our dinner at Din Tai Feng , go all the way up to 6th floor next to T.G.I Friday or Wong Kok Hong Kong Restaurant .


I didn't know my dad will do that -.-


after dinner let's CAMWHORE ! LOL


mom always close her eyes whenever I take photo with her -.- aiisehhh !




ish ish I look different with my sis's spec ! rolff
I love my new camera effect ~ lalalallalalalalalal ♬♪‖~
it's just a small post since I got nothing to post
and SINCE my sister got a new blog so yeah I'm here to help her promote her new bloggie 
she's annoying cause she keep claim that her blog NOT FAMOUS and few people went into her blog
WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME? you just started to blog 4 days ago and you aspect people to view your blog and yeah you're not XIAXUE that famous ! HAHAHAHAHHAAH

do view her blog if you want to :)
Imma lazy sister ain't gonna promote more about her blog but she got a interesting blog cause she blog about fact and truth :) just simply view it if you like it :D

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

dream high

Im here to introduce you guys some korea drama ,I rate it 8.5/10 :) quite interesting and full of emotional feelings , I guess so :x cause this drama made me laugh ,cried and excited like mad you know -.-


Dream High tells the story of six students at Kirin Art High School who work to achieve their dreams of becoming music stars in the Korean music industry. Go Hye Mi is a student who had majored in classical music but has to give up her dream by entering Kirin Art High School to pay off her father's debt. However, she needs to get two other students to also come to the school in order for her to enroll in the school conditionally. These two students are Song Sam Dong, who lives in the countryside, and Jin Guk, whom she accidentally meets while trying to escape from a loan shark. Yoon Baek Hee, formerly Hyemi's sidekick, becomes her rival in school because Hye Mi betrays her during an audition to enter the school.



Suzy from "MISS A" as Go Hye Mi
I can't believe she's only 17 years old -.- she got no expression most of the time and her expression is almost the same but then those crying scene she'll never fail to do so :)


Kim Soo Hyun as Song Sam Dong
ohh gosh I'm in love with him ,his sweet smile and when he cried I feel like crying too -.- 

Ham Eun Jung from "T-ara" as Yoon Baek Hee


Taecyeon from "2PM" as Hyun Shi Hyuk
owhhhh he's cute too and HOT body ~ LOL yet I still prefer my hubby xD 

IU as Kim Pil Sook
I love IU :) she's sweet and cute ! and  her 18th birthday just passed on 16 May :)
Wooyoung from "2PM" as Jason
he can speak english and his accent is a bit weird O.o nevermind :)


I prefer this version Genie :)



awwwwwwwwwwww my hubby TOP and of course he's not in this movie I just simply introduce to you he's my hubby :) 
oh yeaaa my besties girlfriend love him too so yea we always argue about him !
you probably know who I'm talking about ! Hey when you read my blog don't kill me kay ? 
we share share lah okay xD

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

don't get your hopes up,don't let your guard down

at first I don't feel like blogging at all but I got no one to crap on so HERE I AM BLOGGING !
I don't know where to start,but I'll just go through everything what I remember ,as you know human's brain memory is limited and I can't remember too much ,I know I'm a brillianto HAHAHAHAHA just forget about.
the pass few days I'm so fucking down,I'm totally lost ,I've think  a lot ,I hate people keep nag nag nag and NAG  and my sister kinda annoying keep murmuring on me and I get annoyed so I showed BLACK faces,I'm dark enough and dare enough to show her my black face so yeah everything goes "BOOOMMM" like the volcano then she started to complaint everything (I wonder why *constellation* cancer people have so much thing to complaint and they love to talk about how suffer they been through blablabla and how pity they are) and now I wonder why I hate cancer people so much especially GIRLS ...sorry to be straight forward but then don't get me wrong just SOME of them and I'm not those kind of superstition constellation person but sometimes I do believe it just related ...

so after it happen there's more bigger / serious thing happened ,my dad scolded me like mad it's not like the first time he scolded me since I'm those kind of stubborn child , the way he talked to me it's like I'm not his own daughter ,I hate the way he talked to me and speak those foul language ,cause it really hurt so much to heard those words and every single words he talked to me... first they brought up my confidence when I'm down ,brought me back from the darkness,taught me about happiness ,but once I'm unhappy I don't feel like talk about and I'll just show my black face ,each and everyone in the family started to turn everything up side down -.- you know what I mean? that feeling it's like F***S*** ,cause whenever my sis talk to me I ignore or I'll just fight back or talk in a rude way cause I've lose my patient ...I don't talk whenever I'm bad mood but my parents will never know about this and they'll started to ask SO MUCH and TOO MUCH !! Irritating and annoying to the maximum ...but my family will never leave me alone whenever they wanted to ask question ... nobody dares to ask me question when I get mad ONLY MY FAMILY ! goshhh please save me somebody -.- leave me few minute maybe I'll feel much better or maybe I'll tell later but they will never let me relax and cool down my temper so this is my attitude problem and my character problem cause I hate people keep asking question when I'm in a bad temper and who love to???

people always said there's no parents who don't love their own child -.- of course I knew these ...then when I get mad my sis will start to nag and murmuring on her own ...FOR GOD SAKE stop telling me who pity you are and how suffer you are cause all these thing I KNOW and I CAN EVEN MEMORIZE IT AND REPEAT IT OUT LOUD -.-

one more thing I hate people point at me and ask me to do things so since Im the youngest in this family there's so many small little tiny thingy they love to point me to do ... 


so the pass few days my mood was like this ...feel like screaming all the time until my lungs out -.- I know I sound so stupid ,so my sis always complaint to my mom I could never find a boyfriend cause pity the boyfriend gonna run away the second day or maybe after few hours -.-









I was quite okay now ...just okay cause someone pissed me off again ,I'll talk about it later just be patient =) so I went for a drink with my ex-classmate,before went for a drink me and wifey went for dinner first since that restaurant got nothing to eat and their food is like super duper expensive
so I ordered chocolate mint it cost me freaking RM10!! and there's the picture above no decorate NOTHING so I might as well just took a blur picture FML then I ordered another peppermint and it doesn't taste like peppermint as well I was like who the hell who made all this drink -.- please ladies don't ever go that place again ,Malaysia do have more restaurant and nice food and don't worry about the price cause the place will be more worth D:


yes I do have small eyes and one of my friend wonder how I put in my contact lens -.- hate you!
I spend most of the time with my wifey as if compare with other ex-classmate ...
let's have more outing and I'm looking forward to organize another outing so do attend =) 

I'm not that kind of girl who always hang out at night or have those kind of drink ,I don't even stop drinking MILK okay I LOVE milk and I hate alcohol ,I hate the feeling after I'm drunk even when I'm down feel like killing myself I don't search for alcohol but I do search for a GUN !! no I'm just kidding -.- I'll just go for bed and INSOMNIA HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA then I'll started to think a lot and I wonder why PISCES do think a lot and have lots of imagination ...so creative huh? go do designer lahh !! -.-
ignore me please I'm going insane mahh gaiii arhhh !!

 I'm not suppose to blog about crap here today cause I'm suppose to hang out today with that fella who date me out and yet he FFK-ed me with his reason ,sounds like something important so I'll just ignore but I'm bored out here , keep watching movie and there's tons of movie and I'm so lazy to choose oh lappy please choose for me please -.- then I was like fuckup when I receive his msg , LAO NIANG angry liao cause I hate FFK people and people FFK me ...so if you read my blog don't get shock I'm OK with it. But when you have a car is time for you to fetch me ! HAHAHAHAHHAHAH
cause non of my friend fetch me before and I wanted to FEEL it!!! Feel their driving skill but most of my friends are dangerous driver (cause the way they describe their driving skills) but don't worry cause I'm the scary driver too ;) but sorry I don't PIUU YI ~~
then then then he wanted to change date -.- I'm going to swimming lah that day and I'm looking forward for more outing with my babes since my college gonna start soon and less outing cause my VIOLIN TEST is coming so so so soon in JULY and my teacher gonna be mad at me if I never practice and yeah tomorrow she's coming D: stresssssssssss

hmmm did I mention I like that fella before? HAHAHAHAHAHHA sound interesting isn't it xD ya I do in love with him before cause he's a sweet guy and a caring person, he do care so much and we use to SMS each other from morning till night then the next day it keep repeat the same damn thing ...so I think he had the same feeling as mine -.- so I try confess to him and I failed twice -.- he told me he never have that feeling towards me and he treat me as a sister I was like oh yeah sister -.- then during that time I made cakes for him and force him to company me all the time he do company me all the time so yea I misunderstood ,how stupid ! he's not the first guy I've confess to xD I'm a brave girl and go for 3 other boys before LOL
he's number 4 xD lol then I've stop at number 4 and I never try to go for boys anymore cause wasting my time and misunderstood all the time -.-

I should stop now cause I realize I do crap a lot today D:

Sunday, May 15, 2011

taiwan trip ♥♥



since I'm so fucking bored and no body give a damn about so I'm here ! taa-daaa let's me tell you about Taiwan :) excited? Taiwan is all about shopping and FOOD,what's the point of going there? FOOD !!!
night market of course ...

first day we reached Tai Pei then took bus to Tai Zhong
台湾逢甲夜市
Taiwan Feng Jia night market is a must !! the biggest night market I think ...
cause it's really BIG and LONG 
as you can rarely see night market could be that huge and lot of people,there's lot of things to see
girls love night market cause they have everything there :)
their accessories are so adorable and many choices 


my very first time had GONE ! okay that's sound so wrong ,I'm trying to say I've tried CHAO DOU FU
ewwwwww so not nice at all and spicy !! can I have a original chao doufu instead of the spicy one?
so not delicious at all D:
spend whole night at the night market ...eat eat eat
see any special store then we tired their food
taiwan people being very polite and soft ,even there's a long queue they'll queue up waiting for their turns,even their service is very good ...as if their food is hot just cooked ,they'll serve you very well by telling you to be more careful the food is hot or whatever ...

and of course never forget about Taiwan Bubble Milk tea
the original one ,you'll addicted seriously !!
they have two type of bubble ,one is small one is bigger ...
see the picture below and compare !!

can you imagine Malaysia bubble milk tea is made from powder and those colouring 
it's really destroy our health ,so do drink the original milk tea CHATIME !!



Taiwan food is quite cheap and delicious :)
after two days at Tai Zhong then took train to TaiPei =)
TaiPei weather should be summer but then the weather so weird cause it's freezing me out !!
the next day we went to see FLOWERS yeahhh~!
We though there's flower everywhere ,yes it is they do have flower everywhere
but then compare to ShangHai (CHINA)

 above is from ShangHai (CHINA)
below is from TAIWAN

now you see the difference?

we spend 2 hours there then CAOZ since is bored and everything in long queue and not to mention most of them are from CHINA -.- you know how much I hate the way they talk and blablabla


following day we went Mountain :)
阳明山 (yang min mountain) and 擎天岗 (qin tian gang mountain)
awesome view and windy ~~
so cool and cold ...









last day D:
we found Hello Kitty restaurant and the food is freaking expensive D:






finish our breakfast then went 101 tower :)
Tai Pei tallest building :D

below are the photo for more detail and you may see clearer 







this is what I'm talking about CHAO DAOFU
the nice one seriously awesome and I miss it nowwww
taste nice and there's no smell at all

pork rice :)

as you can see the night market is always crowded :)
poor malaysia only once a week ..what a night market we have and the chou dou fu in malaysia is freaking gross ..damn smelly 




all the food is delicious eps their desert owhhh my gosh melted !!


yummy ~!! 

going back Malaysia :)
end of my vacation and trip =)
I do enjoy a lot 

at taiwan's aiport while waiting the flight :p

bought my new mickey at Taiwan :)

ready to go HOME



this video is freaking funny ...compare taiwan chinese and Malaysian chinese


something happen while we're on our back from Taiwan
actually we need to transit  flight from Taiwan - Hong Kong - KL
our flight delay at Taiwan due to the aircraft can not take off so we waste our time sat in the plane waiting to be fix but the worst thing the plane can't even fix it so we need to transfer to another plane then everyone rush out and CHINA people argue with the stewardess and some even get into a fight
we reach HK around 5pm and our flight had FLYYYYYYYY
suppose to reach HK 3pm++  our next flight 4PM+ so the prepare us free hotel next to the airport
free dinner and breakfast
while in plane back to HK there's an Arabian man keep talking to me and he's fucking annoying !!
his arm keep press the wrong button until it keep change my movie channel I was like wtf
I don't wanna talk to him and he keep asking me question such as where are you from blablabla is non of your fucking business
while having our dinner in the hotel ,the Arabian guy sat behind us and fucking scary that after our dinner HE FOLLOWED us
what a disgusting guy and our bad luck 
then we ran to the operator counter request for changing room
at last finally get to change our room 
what a scary night imagine we put the chair to stuck at the door and our luggage in case nobody can bang through our door -.-
for our girls safety ...
next morning had our breakfast then back to KL safely !!!
gosh ..
now I'm here and I'm kinda lucky I'm still here or else this blogger will be so empty 





oh ya today is the 2nd batch of national service :)
wish you all ,all the best and there's nothing to be worried cause just 3 months and you'll learn a lot
is not about all those independent thing you'll learn what is friendship as well :)
I miss my national service life very much cause there's nothing to be worry about !



I have awesome friends there
we don't gossip others
we take care each other
we protect each other 
although we came from different places but one thing we do speak one language
HHAHAHHAHA so not funny :D
okay I'll just stop here =)

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