happening life

 college life was quite happening ever since I've started college life ,duh ! as you can see me as the active person in fb so yeahh xD uploaded loads of picture ...but some didn't upload cause its kinda confidential xD erhemmm you know right camera always with me like 24/7 ;)

 after class went MCD to have tea time ;)

 okay someone complaint that I put oily food on my face-.- is not like I don't was my face right?

 LOL mine the buruk one ;))

ehehehe I just simply try to update thing in case my blog wasn't that death at all
guess what college just started 3 weeks and my midterm next week ! OMGF :( wasn't ready at all and assignment need to pass up next two weeks :(


byeeeeeeeeeeee

girls ♥

 well like finally I get to date wifey out !♥♥♥ we're been so busy for our own thingy,college and our own life yet we never fail to updates each other :D she's still the same and heart her to the max all the time ♥ she's my best wifey and best girlfriend of course ...it's just the matter of time :) we can't predict what's gonna happen next in future ... though that we'll fail to meet each other today cause mama going church so as usual I fetch her :) I'm kinda excited though of sitting her car ...LOL her driving skills might kills me but what to do? I WANNA BE THE 1ST ONE WHO SIT HER CAR! I wanna feel the scary feeling ! HAHAHAHAH damn mean right ;) we get high by talking our own story in coffee bean and there's quite many uncles and aunties there staring at us cause we get too high and laugh like nobody business ;D LOL hyper liao too much sugar and coffee ! NO IMAGE LIAO D: awwwwwwwwwwww and she got a new name "PRIVATE CY" HAHAHAHA it's kinda related to her name :) I miss her liao :( I wanna be lessbian ! HAHAHAHAHAH not funny -.-

 you think you know me well? think twice ;)

this is what exactly I felt all the time when I fall for a guy ,you might think I'm falling for a guy now,previously I am but the different guy,but now I'm trying to tell you another guy,it might sound so flirty for you but I'm not flirty (the choices is yours) your decision doesn't affect my life so just read and get things clear !

as if you observe my twitter ,I feel bad for talking bad about him in twitter ,seriously I felt disappointed to the maximum already,I don't even bother feel like replying his msg all the time,his text always made me stunned and I got no idea what to reply,it's like always either out of topic and make no sense at all . (I STARTED TO WONDER WHY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS) it's like everything went so wrong,I shouldn't reply his msg at the first time,shouldn't hang out with him,shouldn't talk too much with him,shouldn't share everything with him,shouldn't make the first steps ....it's like I've made a wrong decision :(

all I want is an answer ...WHY ?
what's wrong with you?
why so good to me?
why wanna be different from others?
why wanna know everything?
why care so much?
why ask so much?
WHY?!

I tried to ask him few question but seems like he's out of the topic all the time trying to escape from the question...WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?

everything seems so weird came in a sudden !
what's happen 2 years ago? where the hell you've been?
"POP" disappear awhile then in a relationship with another girl without giving me any explanation ...we're still friends right? You even deleted my number and now you complaint why I refuse to see you or talk to you?! I've waited like a silly asshole being fooled in a sudden ! then NOW what are you doing? why appear in a sudden? I'm not your girlfriend so don't fucking treat me that way it's only made me feel disgusting !
If you're interest with me for the first moment why on earth you dumped me for the first time and left me all alone when I been through so many stuffs alone ! so what's the point of appearing now after 2 years ! What's your plan?Thanks for explained so much to me for what happen for the past 2 years but I'm not interest in it :) I might feel interest for the first moment you left me,but after all I don't feel anything. you're not answering my simple question so just leave me alone !

some people might think such a waste for ignore him but if really want me so why you let me go?
I just want to be the last thing you think about before you fall asleep and the first girl you remember when u wake up in the morning but now it turns ! I became your last thing you think about before you fall sleep and the first girl you remember when you wake up in the morning ...HELLO I don't need to tell you everything in detail what I'm doing or what's my plan ...even best friend won't ask all these ok !

I hate how much I've spent my time with you,giving so much effort and tried everything so you can be mine :( but now I think I was wrong cause end up hurting myself,NO PAIN NO GAIN man ! *sounds brilliant* LOL
I always wonder is it my problem or? each person in this world is unique cause we're limited and we have our own thinking so don't bother busy body so much on other's thinking after all you can't fucking change a person easily ...

sorry to say I don't know anything about you,you think you know me well? Think twice and I bet you just know nothing about me ! Human changed okay ! I use to think why I don't get an awesome boyfriend like what other girls having now,why I don't have any sweet photo or maybe sweet memory with my ex's boyfriend?  I use to have this stupid though whenever I'm lonely I seriously need a boyfriend like NOW ,it's so fucking stupid to have this kind of thinking (N years ago I wasn't mature enough,childish thinking) so day by day I'm growing... we use to have some kind of feelings right? Such as what's the point of having the other half? To fill up your emptiness or loneliness ? I don't know anything about loving a boyfriend cause I'm too afraid to know about it,it's so hurt to know about it,once you're in love it's hopeless when you're with the wrong one,doesn't mean you can't have good memory with the bad one just that you might also think it's a waste of time. You might think why on earth there's some couple look so pretty and good looking,it's not about the face,it's about their LOVE made them look awesome ! You might want your other half to love you for how you expect them to love you,but remember doesn't mean they don't love you with their own way,different people express their love in different way... but I'm always fail in love so it's kinda phobia for me. I can be so crazy in love with a person who don't feel any interest with me,yet ignore those who love me. Life is always unfair and weird !

YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU TRIED TO SAY ! 

Make no sense at all ...sorry to say go fuck yourself ! :( 

( I started to feel bad now but everything comes from my heart cause I can only express with words)

I tried to forgive and I've forgive but seems like I got no feelings anymore cause this proves that I don't like you anymore and you can stop moving another steps...maybe I'm not the person who's meant to be with you.

stop telling me about the future thingy cause I kinda get annoyed and I know GOD loves me so much,no need to tell me all these things ...FUCK MAN I felt so bad for talking all this :( but it's so hurt if I don't express my feeling out ! damn celaka lah my feeling =(

you're the one who break my heart into pieces first and now you're here to fix it? HELLO there's always a scars !

Even it's fix it will never be the same anymore,sometimes you might get hurts too while trying to fix it with the broken pieces,you might even fail to fix it back ...So don't try to hurt someone ,but I've just DID ! :(

maybe just that I think too much? sighhhhhh

The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all.

I know I can't take one more step towards you

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?

You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?

I rather love an angry bird ,I got no idea why whenever I look at my angry bird I SMILE :D

LOL sounds like idiot !!!

I'm just over disappointed on you,you notice that?

don't try to fix it back please,it doesn't meant to be yours :)

incredible life

 TEEHEEE am ready for shopping ..but the fact is MAMA went shopping and I'm the one who got nothing T_T  unfair right? my cool mama pulled me in every shop like she wanted to get everything ....LOL then end up get nothing cause I don't wan them to wait for me ...sigh then get nothing in cotton on :( I'll go again next time :)

Koniciwa ;)

I love my new hair colour at least it doesn't made me look like I'm a death person ,you know what i mean right? I don't have fair skin so it's quite suit for me ;) but the thing is my hair so damn dry and I seriously need a treatment some day when I'm free cause FATHER'S DAY is coming !

I know right I look prettier now ! HAHAHHAAHHA why on earth there's such narcissism person in this world? well no ones perfect right? I born original cause I don't die with a copy!

I'm having awesome time with my college friends yesterday,went to DJ campus lepak awhile for the clubss and societies thingy so yeah I've decided to join mass com,paint ball and SETS ....it's like so interested with those thingy you know ,why on earth do I choose to join em'? Cause at least I don't need to stay back for any activities in case they really need us and no crash time ! most of them it's about society so I can meet new people and have fun around :) Know more about the societies thingy so probably will enjoy about it ! Learn to come out with more ideas and expand your potential ,I guess so?
Then met my long lost darling Jie Jiun as well ;)

Jie Jiun Darling :D

then have a sit at the cafe while waiting for the others :) of course as a narcissism people like me CAMERA would be 24/7 on my hands right? agree agree? my bag would never leave my camera alone ! cause without camera you'll miss out the fun like seriously !!

as you can see we are the pretties girls ! HAHAHAHA I know right we all look super pretty ! :D *YEAH*
the front roll will be the mass com students and the back roll will be the business admin students ;D

 before we're about to leave we took one last picture ! LMAO it's so fun to hang out around with them ;)

then after discuss with the boys we plan to head up to SUNWAY PIRAMID ! sounds awesome yet kinda worries parents gonna cop me into pieces like seriously I'm kinda get annoyed when they started to call me ,it's not that I'm afraid of them,I call that respect cause I'll just do whatever they say but sometimes NO x(
so Sze Mei saw mirror then she was like LIZ LIZ FASTER FASTER CAMERA CAMERA ! everything repeated twice ! LMAO xD and you know what they actually ready and posing but I was like my camera my camera STUCK ! -.- lame

 then the guys wanted to play pool so just simply join em' for the fun for awhile before the movie starts !

you know right I'm kinda suck in playing pool ,all the time my stick will hit the ball to narrow and sze mei said my skills is kinda special *I'll take that as compliment* Thankyou i know right it's need SKILLS man SKILLS !! Ck was kinda pro in it :) He can even make the ball jump ...LOL SKILLS MAN everything talking about SKILLS man ! LMAO ...

 before on the way to cinema ,our epic photo :) opppps Jun's half head GONE ! sorry my bad ! CK face was kinda SHOCK was like "WHAT" ...Sze mei luu macam wanted to give a kiss ! Bryan was like enjoying something ...the miang face * I feel damn mean right now *

 we call these perfect photo cause everyone faces SHOWN !

one last picture after the movie ends :) oh ya right I never mention what movie I've watched ...X-Men first class ....LOLOLOLOL that movie arhhh hmmmmmmm ermmmmmmmm I'm not that kind of X-men fans so I don't really likes the movie that much ,some part it's kinda awesome and some parts is even touching !
as what CK said there's no leng zai in the movie ...LOL cause there will be too young or maybe too OLD? nahhh whatever I just simply saw ONE leng zai in that movie okay !

I know right spending time with the right person is always awesome but the thing is the guys is kinda wasting time all the time for serious ! Not all of them of course just few of them seriously don't like people wasting my time making decision lah just follow the plan okay? sorry I don't mean to but then seriously time is precious you know once something miss out you can't turn back time !

then reached home around 8.00pm+ you know what nobody at home ! *YEAHHHH* then babe Sze Mei called me out for yamcha ! since parents not at home and I just cooked myself mee then drove out again to meet the babe and guyss ... Bryan gave me the wrong decision :( I'm so sorry to CK for talking quite rude on the phone cause I'm kinda rush cause I don't want people to wait for me :( finally found the place oh yea PEACE man ...

then the guys having shisha ! sorry will be trying next time but not that time cause I'm kinda dislike the feeling ...LOL sis complaint I should have try something new instead of saying NO to everything -.- okok will try it next time lah for ONCE !!
then back home around 12.00am ZHUN ZHUN weihhh kinda awesome cause parents don't even give a call at all it's kinda relax for awhile :) doesn't mean parents don't call then I can go out till late I'll still worry about that and I'll go home early for sure !
You know what? Sze mei so sweet you know ! She helped me found ANGRY BIRD OMG like seriously OMG I finally get angry bird and I get to hug it like everyday ...She knew I love angry bird then she thinked of me then bought it for me first :) I know right cause I repeated like SOOOO MANY TIMES I know it's kinda annoyed ... imagine I keep repeating (ANGRY BIRD ANGRY BIRD ANGRY BIRD) 
thanks Sze Mei I lubba you muchie muchie ♥♥♥♥

even if i met new friends I wont forget about the others cause it seems like everything started to changed,life won't remain the same all the time,people comes and go but don't forget you're still here with me it's just the matter of time ...please bear with me i need time arrangement so i can meet everyone of you ...we need updates right? So I won't leave everyone out there and just let the friendship ended like nothing cause it's not worth at all you know for this kind of ending it's so sad D: I miss my wifey my girlfriend my bestfriend my close friend my true friendssss woah woah woah it's all the same I miss the humansss who appear in my life ! I loves those who love me and I got no time to entertain those who hate me cause I'm too busy loving those who love me so much ;)
well you know right i might not be a good friend of yours,I'm not a good person as well , I have my own comfortable zone,sometimes I might miss out anything or say out something wrongly cause I'm born original I don't fake in front of you ! cause it's a tiring stupid ass thingy and I don't do that ! I don't try to get close to you for a purpose or something else ,I want nothing from you cause I got everything ;) I have so much love from family,friends and others ... sometimes I might be grateful sometimes I'm not,humans feeling do change too !

woah I'm kinda out of the topic lah D: okay nevermind ...
the truth is i miss all my friends :( I've been rejected my wifey twice I feel bad now cause most of the time she asked me out I was like busy doing my own stuff helping my parent's company then my own homework thingy :( then sometimes got no car !! ahhhhhhh i miss her super the very muchie liao :(

awwwwww meet my angry bird ;)

shall blog about tomorrow cause I just forgot what I need to blog xD kay byeee people love ya !

opppsy I'm busy now

 oppsy sorry :x I'm kinda busy now but never forget to blog about it of course but then just some random short post then need to get some rest ! I'm so tired now like seriously tummy paining somemore in these stupid hour ! hopefully tomorrow will be much better *crossfinger*


during class everyone was blur so im kinda proud cause I'm not the only one get stunned in the class as you know the lecturer spoke too soft and you barely can hear what's she's trying to say ! everything she said I've forgot I just remember there's 3 tutorial with question and the research thingy ,and yeah the research thingy we don't understand at all so just leave it blank 1st need to done revision and the tutorial thingy before start our assignment ! DAMN MAN what she's talking about? kinda regret never ask properly and there's no class tomorrow but going early to do some revision with my BABI SIAO PO ! mana luu pergi never reply my msg lah hate you liao D;

after class ended ,so yeah the siaopo wanted to have tea time with me so yeah we had our tea time at Secret recipes !

 meet my sweetie pie babi bee siao po ! (such a long name right?)
meet her she's SZE MEI ;) she's nice but LOVE TO BULLY ME !! love to molest me as well D:

meet Michelle Wong on the right ;) she's nice !! TEEHEEE that's all for today ;D


going to do revision with my siaopo tmorrow ;) stay tune ! :D

what ?

 I'm confuse and I'm lost,I'm blur and I'm going insane ...can anybody just tell me what's happening?

I just wan to know the truth !

when the two sister meet ,this is what's gonna happen next !

we going insane all the time !

bye D: 

things become so complicated suddenly :(

good friend :)

okay Mr.FFK just date me once again so yeah this time he made it without fail ...*applause*

cause he been ffk me many times -.- lastly he explained to me and okay apology acceptable :)

so after working hour ,done prepared drop sis at tropicana city mall first then drove to the curve to have dinner ,it's like so weird have to turn a big round there just for DINNER !

TEEHEEE I like those light and the deco of the street ! :) 

Mr.FFK *LMAO* he does change a lot it's kinda shock me to the max :O so we had our dinner at The Garden ;) feel like wanna have some dinner at some kind of good environment so yeah he just let me decide :D 

you know what my sis complaint my hair colour looks like green shit and I was like wtf is wrong with you -.- Dinosaur GG stunned gao bangsai ju qiong fan arh !! ( my sis new slogan) I know right sound so stupid and silly these slogan really hopeless to the max got no actual meaning at all just simply made by her and she got all those bullshit thingy all over her brain so it's very common for her!

he drank two green tea ! how greedy right? no la,he actually holding mine while I took this picture of him ,LOL mine with tissue cover around :) it's like some sort of advertisement cause look above his head the Guardian's thingy call "kesihatan dan kecantikan" and it just made both of us stunned then burst into laugh like mad

he's trying to make silly face but he failed cause even himself got no idea why he's opening his mouth ! LOL you know what? I hate his hair for being that tall ! he's tall enough and his hair make him looks taller so I'm speechless when I walk beside him!

our charming smile :D

it's quite a tiring day for me cause first I drop sis to Tropicana city mall then drove to The Curve then drove to DPC to take away the food then drove back home so dad won't be starving alone at home then drove back to tropicana city mall again! I was super luck to get a parking then  reached starbuck sis asked me to park the car to the main entrance I thought that she said we gonna leave now then drove again ,after put everything inside the car

see sis does buy a lot of stuff for the orphanage kidsss ! we're doing charity recently by helping those kids that's homeless :( it's really sad you know ! sis done a great job by collecting those money to buy those stuffs they needed :)

okay I'll blog more about the charity thingy soon but not now !

then sis told me drove back to the car park and get a damn parking -.- I was like are you kidding me? then funny things happened we claim ourselves too brilliant and brilliant until we turn 2 round at the same place! see TOO SMART LIAO ! then went back to starbuck to have a sit while waiting sis done her thingy!

even just one hour and we talked a lot like super duper long I can tell you !gosh he had such mature thinking and he sounds like my dad ! LMAO he said everyone calling him uncle cause he talked like an old man weih ! but what he said was right you know ...

there's 3 types of people in life:

poor people

wealthy people

rich people

there's 3 different of them...you know why?

poor people- there's poor because they don't work harder to get a better life,they never come out with a good education,they don't bother trying

wealthy people- we use to call them "fu ren" 富人 you know why? they don't come from a rich family at the beginning but they work harder than anyone else,they don't look down at others,they having such a low-key life,they give whatever they can by helping others without asking anything in return !

rich people- they are the people who are super rich! they're arrogant ,they supercilious,they look down others,they living in their own world and don't bother think about others feeling!

then we talked about giving our own family a house ! LOL cause me and my sis always wanted to give our parents the best since they giving us all the best thing in the world ! so yeah being a daughter of them should take good care of them in future of course !there's a chinese world call "养不教 父之过" it's actually mean It's the father's fault if he does not teach his children ;) so yea we're the good kids right? although parents always nag us from morning till night but we still love them super duper the very muchie right? TEEEHEEE =)

then he gave me a awesome idea how to design my future house ! LMAO 

then we talked about what's true love is?

true love ain't about how much he spend the cash,ain't about how the way he hug you or kisses you all the time,ain't about how many branded bags or purse he bought for you...true love is all about he gave you the whole world by giving you the trust,believes ,etc etc etc ... compare to a young couple to an old couple which one you prefer?

it's sweet to see the grandpa holding the grandma's hands tightly and walked slowly together

cause they been through more than a young couple :)

see how sweet is that??!! On the left I found from google

from the right I took it during my vacation at Hong Kong Disneyland !

how sweet that grandpa taking picture of grandma :)

whatelse? 

we laugh at other people i know this sound so bad and superb mean ! I know cause we can't stop laughing when the shop started to close then end up the main entrance door all close but there's starbucks door is the only one open !

so yeah everyone passing by the main entrance nearly bang their heads on the mirror without noticing the auto mirror door isn't function at all! so there's even a super stupid guy trying to kick the door -.- we were like stunned to the maximum weih in such 20++ age you're doing stupid thing in public thing ! gosh I should have snap a photo to prove it man D: too bad !

you know what he's super sweet !! I'm lucky to have such a sweet friend you know,he stops the other car while I'm going to cross to the other side,he reminds me to buy dinner for daddy,he even thinks for me what should I buy and remember it's a good healthy food ...Zzz 

he even cook for his family everyday ,cause his mom work till late came back home surely exhausted ...

he's playing the role of the dad,mom,bro in the house ...

so now you know why last time I like him so much? TEEHEEE but not now :)

you know now a days sweet,caring,good friend isn't easy to find :D

life changed

 I know right as I mention I'm going to KDU orientation day on 6th June :D I though it would be superb lame cause most of the people I know told me that so I wanted to skip but in case I misses anything out there would be a trouble cause I got no friend and I'll missed everything and the FUN ! And of course the hardworking me WENT ! *AISEH so proud*

so yeah I went :D super early -.- I know right I'm way too excited but isn't a best way for going TOO early you know ...suppose to start 9.30am guess what I'm there 8.15am cause daddy said it would be jam due to it's monday ! so yeah I left home early D:

 so yeah my group cause they separated us into 6 group and my group name is "Royal of silence" isn't it cool? and our slogan is "We hunt,we fight,we go slow" LOL Jeremy the butterfly!!! LMAO *kidding*

 while group discussing I  look freaking nerd cause I got no idea all the time especially meeting new faces in a sudden D: lame excuse I know !

 so yeah 1st day of class just some introduction and our break hour superb early cause class ended earlier !! so head up to Jaya one to have lunch with the girls :)
from left there's : Sze mei,Michelle,lee,Dayang,Sharlini,me,Iwin :)

 can you imagine Sharlini on my left she's actually 22 years old? goshhh I love the way Iwin talks..her slang like OMG I like that :D it's like some sort of UK slang I guess :)

awww to bad forget to take picture with Rika (she's a Japaness girl) she's cute and funny !!

and other 2 pretty girl call Liann and Zoey !! i miss them the 3 pretty chicks

you know what? on wednesday I'm so go bring my baby camera to college so i can take many many many awesome picture with them !! :D yessss

as you know I went the curve to change my hair colour and I'm so satisfy with my hair colour and they always give good service :D

just took this picture the hair colour is cooper brown but it's some sort of greenish and grey mixture I guess I'm not pretty sure so have to wait another few days to see the result =) no more lala hair colour and I'm so happy with it :D 

the main point im getting this colour so when the new roots coming out it won't be that obvious and yes I'll stop dyeing for awhile cause my hair are totally death ! ALL DEATH, mama says pity my hair !

as you can see my timetable is so FREE !! On thursday and friday I'm off NO COLLEGE and I don't know why and I got my mid term on 4th week so fuck my life and final exam on 7th week so yeah congrats me first !! hopefully I'm gonna pass all I never claim to get As' in college but please a pass ! I'm greedy you know :)
so far I met awesome friends who can hang along and they're super sweet you know :) my facebook wallpost is full of spam but not consider of spam it's just getting so happening now and I'm so happy to meet them cause they're simple and nice :D awwwwww we gonna have more fun like serious cause I wanna have more FUN as the lecture always said don't just LOOK AT THE BOOK but do join more fun ,it actually advice us to join those activities :) DJ campus is more happening than section 13 campus cause Mr.Ramesh said there's always something happen there it simply sounds like it always a danger there -.- so yea at first I was like misunderstood so just ignore me !

so yea i know right my college friend started to miss me ! LMAO I can feel it !!! hahahahah I wanna meet more friend :D

gosh one more thing during management lesson the class is superb cold and I'm freez like ICE almost turn into ICE -.-

so yeah I'll just end here will blog more soon kay :D
college life is awesome ♥♥♥