should or shouldn't

feel free to see those pretty photo?

I secretly took it from TUMBLR

yeah babyy tumblr collect lots of awesome pretty picture :D

I don't mind you can grab anything picture you want :D

boyahhh shall post again later morning :)

it's 1.16am now !

yoooooooooooo! midnight ghost =p

13 years

 awwww
I claim this picture SWEET =)
super duper sweet I don't know why :S


okay it's been 13 years studied
everything stopped last year
been through many things
things happened and life still goes on right?
started to study since 5 years old
until last year I'm 17th years old :)
kinder garden,primary,secondary school life ends
doesn't mean everything end!
I'm kinda excited about the college life =)
although I'm not ready for my working life
I hate to pick up the client calls
annoying for me ...that's the reason why my parents & my sis always scold me *helpless*
not doing anything but interneting :)
now a days customer being very ANNOYING & CHEAP can't afford then get the hell out of the phone call
want this want that for free ! you think what? catering donation isn't it? GET LOST !
our company not doing charity ....

okay out of topic once again -.-" sobbbz

ahaaaa wanted to take picture with all my friends but all refuse only some accept T^T I'm so touched !
thanks guys !
you know I miss you guys to the max and yet don't wanna take picture with me...why my face problem izit?
should be proud cause I'm darker now & everyone around fairer than me -.-"

 meet my long lost buddy ! gosh he uses to be shorter than me -.-" hate him now for being that tall !!!
I knew him since standard 3 =) primary school time yeah ~!

 okay this guy I knew him thru ma buddy (above that guy with cap) they were same class
so yeah I knew him till now :) same ...he's a dancer :D



what should I say after I get my result?
AWESOME ! I dreamed that I got 1A ...poor little thingy T^T
guess what?
2As',4Cs',2Ds',1E
excuse me? what the hell is E? *the subject which everyone hate to remember & full of BULLSHIT
numbers aren't my friends ...so yeah I hate numbers =)
I get 2 Ds' for numbers !

I prefer words :)
I love words more than numbers :)
but yeah I love counting my own cash !!! -.-" *out of topic


FUCKING annoying that all those teacher wasn't responsible at all @@
me and my wifey been running bottom to top -top to bottom!
stair's gate been locking here and there then have to change way again and again and AGAIN !
fuck yeah just tell where the hell we can get the cert -.-"
*for your information that wasn't my cert I'm just helping my wifey to find those teacher

annoying form4s' students never see before SENIOR isn't it? or never see before HUMAN BEING in your life !!!
keep looking & talking nonsense =="
I even heard phewwwwiiittt !!! fuck your life weih concentrate & study lah !
I don't think students like you want some kind of suck result like mine...so yeah get your ass stick to the chair & STUDY !


oh yeah we were like so glad finally found the last teacher -.-"
we ran the whole school teacher keep pushing us to other teachers so yeah finally found the last one
GREAT answer they gave us ,we don't need to run !
what we have to do is to search the website & PRINT IT OUT YOURSELF !
BRAVO ! teacher should tell early !!! FML for running here & there ...


okay everything DONE seriously DONE !
drove to desa park city once again for lunch
I'm hungry like a hungry ghost,goshhhhhh
no parking -.-"
then stick my ass to the chair ordered our food
yeah while waiting
we had a short talk,all about "prepare for 2nd batch national service"
HAHA! told them what to prepare what to bring and what to do =)
no worries just GO ~! no regret for you
MIRI,SARAWAK the best xD

after finish lunch,ohhhhhhhh =O there's so many of them xD

forgive me for my lameness :D who cares?

 spot my wifey :D the one with yellow bag =)

some sitting on the stairs
hoho~ nobody wanna take picture with me so I secretly snap one photo of them while talking
they say they gonna take picture with me someday but definitely not today
all of them mood spoiled cause of the result
and maybe they want to be good looking in photo,so yeah they need to be in a better outfit :)

I wonder why I type a lot of words today ,
oh yeah I talked a lot !
maybe it's because I listen to music while blogging :)
MUSIC IS MY PASSION
listening to those awesome songs make my day brighter xD

booyahhhhhh peepss ;)))

SPM result?

hmmmm

guess what?

guess what kind of mood I'm having now?

YESH tomorrow will be the day !

they day that decided my future =="

aiisehhh ... ROLF

5 credit please =="

English "A" please

B.Melayu "PASS" please !

gosh tonight will having nightmare :D

bye peeps :)

lameness

HAHAHAHAH !!!

forgive me for my lameness ~!!!

I'm officially an office girl now =="

wearing normal T-shirt with my basketball short

LOL what a weird outfit for office ...

BOOOOOOO ~!

BOOOYAHHHH peeps ....

maafkan aku ...

awwwwwwww Fluffy Tan looks so emo/down

naughty dog !!! grrrrrrrrr

opsssssss too bright 

I'm not that fair actually :)

1st we went to QQ for dinner,somewhere metro kepong 

7 girls and the only boy =="

what a happiness boy ,ROLF

after dinner we went DPC

for your information DPC = Desa Park City

for those who don't even know it =)

blablabla

we went there for a short walk and heart-to-heart talk/chat

hmmmm it's my fault to drive too fast?

I doubt that ...cause when we reached there the boy haven't reach =="

we played guessing ...he pushes the car? did he just drove 20 km/h??

HAHAHAHAH

I know I know we DAMN bad =))

Taaa-daaa sorry to say phone camera quality not good enough  =((

front roll from left : Keat Yong ( the only boy) , Xinyi ( sister ) the peace pose ^^(Y) , Adeline (sister)

back roll from left : Jeniece (my violin duet partner) , Ying Shye ( my wifey ) , Liz (me), Xin Ying ( sister )

as we talked more

the more we went excited and nearly let keat fall into the lake ==" paiseh luu...

LOL

it's been awhile ever since after SPM :(

but at last we're back again 

I appreciate a lot and it means a lot to me 

you know what I mean?

before this we been through a lot it's like so DAMN much !

good moment and sad moment

last we forgive and forget =)

today was a happy/sad day?

horrible things happened which hard to accept

okay it's actually unacceptable !

I wish I had M16 so I can just simply kill both of them

I hope there's no law even just 5 minute...

BANG !!! 

die and no peace for them ...

seriously I wanna kill both of them !

asshole born to be asshole as they always meant to be asshole for the rest of their life !

HAVE NO MERCY !

sorry to my sister ==" again and again 

I can't speak out the words S-O-R-R-Y

I'm the type of person...

facing my family was the biggest problem ever...

I can never say sorry out loud

but I will never say SORRY to others even friends face to face

heardest thing for me like DUHH !

and I will never feel sorry as well

that's why people hates me !

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

even I'm wrong ...you know the feeling?

yeah I guess you know how I feel ...

I'll feel sorry when I'm really feel sorry ==" fuck my answer , ROLF

by the way only my family and I knows myself very well ...

but some how,some of my girls know me well too =)

DUH I love my girls :)

you girls love me too?

stay tune =)

I love my family more but I love myself MOST ! 

I'll be the happy ending

:D

stay tune 

once in a life

I can't believe my memories stop in PLKN camp

it just happen once in a life time

we leave our home far away

at the very first time I do everything by my own =="

seriously we wash our clothes together

we bath together (erhem with salung of course)

we eat together

we sleep together

we do a lot of things together :)

the memories were precious 

money can't buy

I remember how stupid I am ,I asked my dad to give the government money so I can skip =="

dumb enough right

but my dad want me to learn 

so yeah I decided to go

I drop my very 1st tears in the bus after my parents left me =(

*whenever I think-ed back it was funny*

try to spot me if you can

after the very first time we all drop into the dirt xD

awesome :D

ALL WET seriously :)

so during period you can't play all this awesome games :D

me and my BRAVO team

I'm happy to say I'm glad to be in BRAVO team although we get 4th place =="

*sob sob*

during Bola Jaring game

Im stupid enough to cover my face :p

GS -she's my penolong ketua keseluruhan :)

she's pretty ,kind and caring 

oh ya never forget she's sporting as well always ask me to play basketball all the time

we play and we fall together xD

HOHO~ during shooting theory

I'm holding M16 and it's heavy enough =="

I look so serious for what? It's not like Im gonna shoot xD

oh ya I'm aiming ...LOL

meet my classmate :)

during Modul Kenegaraan the lamest class ever but we enjoy a lot

yet I prefer class kenegaraan than Modul pembinaan lame to the max

kindergarden drawing? oh noooo

I'm always the best supporter xD

we shout like MADNESS during futsal competition ...

okay seriously this game scare me out of the hell man !!!

I can't believe they just carried me this way and PASSED !

WOOOOOTS *jumping and flying*

I scream like madness and friends complaint *SHUT UP LIZ*

err okay =="

okay with my roomate cleaning the room

do you notice we actually bring out all the bed?

hahahah

and the floor is wet !!!

awesome 

we clean together =)

wet together =="

not to forget about class party ! wuhooooo

our class singing competition won 2nd price =)

is good enough and that night teacher made us cried and yea everyone saw me cry like madness =="

opppsss hard to control my emotion ...I'm a loving person okAY?!

I do appreciate all of you

lastly I wanted to say I miss my "small happy family"

no more turning back =)

yet we are always the happy family :D

Tadaaaa ~! when I was 3 or 4 years old ...adorable xD

I would be nothing without you

hmmm

I don't get it

I don't understand

I don't wanna know all about it

all I ever think is about myself

I being selfish 

I wanted to be alone

I want nobody

I want more enjoyment

I couldn't reject everything

sigh

that's call life

life would be must easier as if I accept everything and be a good girl

but I'm not

ever since I'm back

I don't want everything to disturb my life

gosh 

I hate myself

I want college life now :(

2 movie in a day

Teeeheee what a happy day =)

ever since I went to National service

been very lousy don't know which movie the best 

rolf...

meet up with my camp girls at Pavillion =)

we been very close ever since we know each other and spend 2 and half months time together in camp

so duhhh ...probably know each other very well :p

so we plan to watch 2 movies =D

BRAVO right?

look down 

I saw HOT guy !

*SCREAM*

gosh freaking LOVE him to the max ...

he looks so hot and cute :)

sorry to say I am number not awesome =(

the story line was kinda suck,cause in the end it's like stop half way =(

I wish it's continue part two -.-" or else Im so gonna hate the director 

❤ him =)

Taaadaaa my outfit today =)

meet my little Kwan =)

the shortest and the smallest -.-" rolf xD

after bought pearl tea then curi curi bought into the cinema =)

hell yeah we enjoyed a lot !

me and Pooi the tallest and the fairest one :)

awwww ❤ coming soon

can't wait

isn't it adorable?

time for movie :D

room number 2 :p

I enjoy a lot =)

looking forward for more outing with my other girls :D

patient please cause timetable full xD

and I'm currently working *erhemmm*

Im so gonna date one by one don't worry xD

below are my video =)

While in National service we played "flying fox"

some sort of flying stuff ...LOL

hope you enjoy =)

national service wasn't bad after all =)

back once again for good =)

I look super duper cool I know =)

yeah everyone I'm back for good after 2 & half months training in Miri,Sarawak

I've learn so much thing which some of you might learn the same thing as me

but I learn more than I aspect ... wooooooooot

excited weihhh =)

I enjoy a lot it's like super duper a lot enjoyment there :D

no regret for it :D

PLKN ROCK to the max

altho we MUST get up 5am in the morning but you ain't gonna miss all those fun activity

we play we fight we quarrel we sorry we laugh we cry we jump we run we do everything together

we eat mee sedap

we disturb each other make fun

there's tons of thing that I've done

teacher tend to complaint Im a silly and insane person which hard to control :3

I met awesome friends there as I've post at the previous post :D

one of my fren drew me :D

cool right? 

heart it so so much 

we are the HAPPY FAMILY :)

we cried madly on the last day hugging each other

we shed our tears and leave all the tears on each other clothes *sound disgusting*

we came from KL,limbang,miri,marudi,bintulu :)

I said I ain't gonna cry on the last day :(

I failed,why?

all of them hug me and cry madly ,so my tears just simply shed ... hard to control it's like a water paip ..

YEAHHHHHHH !!!

thanks to my awesome friends who prepare surprise for me during my Birthday :D

they shock me to the max and made me cried =="

they bought umbrella with transparent pattern ,each of them leave a msg and cute drawing with wishes

and card that full of writting and drawing =)

touched ...

some how Im back but my memories will always be there with all of you :)

thanks daddy mummy sister gave me a super shock surprise when I'm back

I was super down when I knew my sister not gonna come and welcome me :(

she promise me she SURE come

but when I ran down the bus I saw my parents ...

when I open the door ready to get into the car...

daddy mummy sister sang me birthday song and my tears nearly shed once again...

cupcakes with candle =)

this year would be the best year ever for me =)

a lot of first time

oh ya I'm leaving Malaysia on April =(

please don't miss me xD

I'm going for vacation :D

HOHOHOHOHOHOHO~

Hong Kong,Macau,China,Taiwan

I'm going 4 country in 3 weeks time so probably will be back on 21th April

on 14th March

daddy mummy sister brought me to 1U's Zara to get myself a leather jacket

madly awesome as I can describe my feeling ...

after choosing for so long finally get a dark brown :D

weeeeeeee...

then went to TENJI for dinner :D

some how my skin tone was TAN SKIN now ...

hohohohohoho~

I wanna get myself hair dye once again xD

HAIR die to the max =="

hello girls love to be pretty right?

facebook just spoil my mood to the max to the max !

wanted to upload picture ever since im back but then lag till I nearly broke the comp =="

okay till here 1st ...

will blog after mood back :D

xoxo =)