簡單的我

我自認我的表情多得數不清

我的真笑假笑一眼看得清

每個人都來自不同的背景

我不曾嫌棄你的一切,因為能活著就是世上最幸福的事

人類難免會嫌棄很多東西，但仔細想想，把自己跟別人做比較不是很悲嗎？

我們並不完美，但一對相愛的，能夠撐到最後那就叫完美

我曾不想逼你做任何你不愛做的事，因為我懂得什麼叫空間，什麼叫禮讓，包容，尊重

我不可能365天24小時看著，死守著你

人會累的

世上那麼多人，但我還是選擇了你，我們選擇了彼此

從在一起的那一刻，我選擇相信你，信任是個很脆弱的東西，就像一張紙，皺了就回不到完美的那一刻了，難道用燙兜燙回平嗎？信任能這樣嗎？很白痴的想法

不是分輕重 

我曾以為你在我的眼中，從來都不曾失敗過

我不需要你撐起著天空，只要你的雙手包圍我

我需要你給的並不多，只要我需要你的每一刻你都能陪著我

你能不能仔細的了解我的脆弱 ，傾聽我沉默？

我的手心太冷你會牽著我，你認為夠嗎？

我需要你給的並不多一點溫柔和你的幽默

你給怎樣的生活 一起走，眼前再多的誘惑，你依然愛我，你做到嗎？

你是否認證的想想過我的感受？

如果女孩問你問題，請告訴她真相。

機會是她問你，因為她已經知道答案。

一個人需要隐藏多少秘密，才能巧妙的度過一生。

因為揭穿了你的謊言，你下不了台嗎？

我不曾介意一切，你介意了嗎？

你曾認證的認錯嗎？

不是每句對不起都換來個沒關係

歷史重演，你的抱歉不再值得了，我對你的信任一次次的被你摔破

我的容忍程度比我想像中的厲害，已超出了別人的想像

把曾說過，人要懂得舍才會得

人要懂得虧才會賺

別人說話時請認證聆聽，你說話是別人也會尊重你認證的把話聽完

我就是如此的煩人，在我停止煩你的時刻，我不再回頭了。

一切不是理所當然的，我可以不計代價不顧回報的，但現實總是讓人寒了心。

其實你明明知道，最卑賤不過感情，最涼不過是人心

煩你是因為關心你，關心你所以才煩你

因為愛你所以才擔心你

別人法你脾氣時，幹你屁事啊？你生氣個屁，我不是出氣筒，我也是有脾氣的，久而久之脾氣消了

請睜開你的眼睛，你在煩惱，痛苦，寂寞，傷心，你轉個身，我都在你左右，是盲的都感受到我一直都在你左右，有眼睛看到的我隨時隨刻都在安慰你，陪伴著你

而我呢？我沒權利發脾氣嗎？我沒權利生氣嗎？

我最需要你的時候，你卻鬆開手，默默走開，你給了我一百個不能接受的理由

因為生氣所以要你疼，要你了解，請包容我，別鬆開你的手

但就因為我發脾氣，你怕我會抓你出氣，罵你，你會生氣，所以選擇轉生就走

問題出現了，是時候解決，不是時候逃避，要逃我自己不會逃嗎？需要問你一大堆問題

你有壓力，我也有

每個人的心裡都有數不清的痛，每個人都有那自己過不了的關

如果問題容易逃避，世上的人都是開心果了

每個人的喜怒哀樂表達的不一樣

我能給的就是我的笑容

因為有了你，生活多了個笑容

我曾認為我的笑是因你而笑

但仔細想想，慢慢不再因為你而笑了

請別用你那層屬於我的心想念我，同時腦袋想著別的事

那是你自己說你做過最爛頭的事

你自己知道就好

我已經變得沒關係了 :)

我曾以為這首歌聽了讓人很幸福

正當你知道事實後

已不再是了:)

单纯就是幸福 ♥

有的时候，我恨不得想把你打扁一顿！但又不舍得，别人想打你，我又却想打死那个人，因为只有我才能这样做，这就是爱♥

看来我的宽容，包容，礼让已超出我的想象

我的微笑证明一切

但你不曾真正了解一件事

我爱你 ♥

♥ First month =)

remember what I always told you?

NOT TO PLAY WITH YOUR FOOD!

but some how this made me speechless that moment ...

happy 1st month annivesary babyboy ♥

time flies :3 

sometimes you make feel like killing you !

you even make me feel like bang wall !

but some how I choose to continue LOVE YOU ♥

P/S: I love you HBBHB ♥

nothing else but you ♥

Im not an expert at relationship , I dont know how to handle every fight we're going to have, & I will never be a perfect person,we're both still young & we still have a lot more to learn. But I willing to take the chances,to risk it all and learn everything there is to learn just so I can keep us together. I wont give up on you :) I PROMISE ♥

I've never been in a relationship for century ! *exaggerated* HAHAHAHAHA & now finally I'm in ♥

wonder why I love him so much? AHAHAHAH NO IDEA -.- no reason,IT JUST HAPPEN like this WOAHHHHH O.o friends around me been asking do you believe in faith? I doubt that sometimes...  no idea,if its mean to be happen just let it be,the more you want something to be happen it always end up NOTHING but a disappointment ... I use to be the one trying so hard to get attention from the boy I like but always end up same damn thing happen ,just a waste of time. But never regret what you've done cause yesterday made you someone stronger :) I bet most of you understand the feelings ,all day long just to wait them reply even just a short msg could make your day,with a simple "HI" can make you go hyper whole day it's more stronger than a caffeine !

every single human  being in this world dream to have a perfect relationship but somehow there's no perfect relationship without argument or misunderstanding,after you've overcome the problems,you'll realize your relationship goes stronger :)

I cant promise the whole world, but I can try to give you a happy life.

I cant promise you I'll never yell but I can try to be patient most of the time.

I cant promise you I'll never make mistake but I can try to correct my faults.

I cant promise you that I'll catch you whenever you fall but I can try to always be close to you so I can always help you back up .

I cant promise that our love will last forever like in storybooks but I can promise that no matter what I'll never forget the memories I made with you ♥

I cant promise everything but everything that I can ever do is to be with you whenever you need me :)

I love you for who you are and who I am whenever Im with you :)

you always complain Im such a pig & everyone knows Im such a big eater & you're afraid that I might get hungry all the time

I hate you for having such a pretty eyes ! awwwwww *playing jealous* how can a boy can have such a pretty eyes -.- I wonder !! hmmppp...

whenever people ask what I love about my boyfriend ...duh non of your business ! x) something that you can't see & something that you don't understand =) try to ask yourself if you're in a relationship ... what you like about your bf/gf ? If there's a reason to prove it you will never finish describe a person in words....A relationship needs two amazing people; one who can trust and another who can understand ♥

the spaces between my fingers,are right where yours fit perfectly

♥

P/S: 123 : 432

I LOVE YOU

♥something you can't see

I guess Im being a lazy blogger now a days

the reason I blog daily its because I cant really voice out everything and there's no one willing to listen

its not like no one willing to listen just that everyone busy with their own stuff

I couldn't match their times but some how Im glad that I found someone who will always there for me listen to my craps and bullshit all the time without complain yet giving me the kind of comfy feeling by being myself & do whatever I want in front of them without thinking other stuff :D I found my comfortable zone by voice out everything,isn't that awesome? :D

picture prove everything =)

picture of a gift? duh as if you're blind ......*oppsy sorry im so mean* okay I din't receive any gift for so long but I do gave someone these gift :D in a special day ♥

woahhhh it's been awhile never dress like a girl ! AHAHAHAHAH Im so lazy ok a t-shirt & a short will do :D

thanks to my both lovely sistarsss companied me & made my day =)

and of course the others who gave me idea & willing to listen to my crap like EVERYDAY!

pity your ears -.- sorry my bad ok :) as you know I can never be quiet in a day unless IM DOWN isn't it so obvious? O.o

everything went smooth that day =) super duper happy :D

awwwwww ♥♥♥

I spent whole day with him celebrated his birthday :3

but the only disappointed was I never prepare him a cake ! wtf a birthday without a cake -.-

okay I should do something after I settle down all my assignment !

you have my word k =)

next event was PAPA & MAMA's wedding anniversary 26th years :D

weeeeeeee ♥♥♥

PARTY PEOPLE !

finally he met my family :)

woooootsss mom laughed me for few days -.- Idk why ...

next event was CHARITY event ;) well done friends we all done a good job I guess xD

I was enjoying that day but at the same time I've down something embarrassing and stupid

recently we went BANK NEGARA to visit the ART instead of MONEY !

okay I know Im epic fail & everyone couldn't stop laughing with my stupidness & lameness SO WHAT?!

muahahahah I know right they still love me for who I am :D

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JIANG JIANG JIANG JIANG !

awwwwwwwww ♥♥♥

something that I never aspect but everyone aspect-ed -.-

somehow ermmmmmmmmmm....

SECRET ! xD

我看到了别人所看不到的一面♥♥♥

ILY

very first....♥

PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR ♥♥♥ 

recently I just realize I've stop blogging did anyone realize that too? 

I use to think oh I can vent out my feeling through internet but some how internet wont give me any response or any advice ,like DUH !

I ♥ ♥ ♥  my girlfriendsss super duper muchie & my guyfriends !

they made my life perfect when Im down down down !

awwwwwwwwwww :3

and of course my super duper annoying sister will make my life turn up side down from imperfect to PERFECT :D

& & & of course I LOVE HIM TOO ♥ ♥ ♥  

=)

iPhone blogging

Hey peeps I got ntg better to do and im nt in a mood to study my micro :( imma lazy blogger now :( will try update more k :D

Since I'm able to update anytime anywhere now sounds awesome :)

I'm a happy girl since I was born :)

Love is around me all the time ♥

I don't come from a rich family but I do came from a family which RICH OF LOVE ♥♥♥

♥♥♥

Isn't he adorable? :))

stay tune !

a moment like this♥

was having fun in college all the time

time for me to release everything out,you must be wonder how weird for me to release out -.-

people tend to complaint about college life yet I'm having fun in college although there's time I'm facing difficulty and challenging thingy

what did I done in college? -.- 

I ignore people that I don't wanna know,people whom I don't even know

But I do make new friends,since it's my second semester I'm making new friends

under process.........

processing....

LMAO

it's fun to stand right in front of everyone presenting stupid stuff such as Malaysian studies why did the government want us to study Malaysian's studies...

Since lecturer said there's no right or wrong so here comes my stupid idea ZZzzz since every talking POLITIC !

hell yeah fuck o0o I'm suck in political thingy

so here's my answer -.- please promise not to scold me saying nonsense since they said THERE'S NO RIGHT OR WRONG !

okay first government FORCE US to study stupid Malaysian studies in case we don't know about MALAYSIAN since MALAYSIA always put the best imagine they cover up all those SHIT they have done ALL LIES ,so we're actually studying LIES,unlike the Europe country they shown everything even the BADS one :) ok then , Government force us to study so we count have the "MALAYSIAN'S STUDIES" subject appear ON OUR CERT ! HAHAHAHAHAH if we fail we might not get to graduate "stupid nonsense I crapped about" then we have to retake retake retake and retake ! God SAKE NO GRADUATION ! HAHAHHAA

the end -.- so not funny ....

LOL but my course-mate are making fun of it -.-

then out of sudden someone mention because "Lee Chong Wei" is from Malaysian -.- 

water split-ed out from my mouth,sorry 2 brothers for causing both of you WET "owhh both of you so wet"

HAHAHAHAHA

both of them said FUCK,my hair ! another one said FUCK my shirt -.- opppsy sorry my bad

Was kinda fun having 2 hours break :)

having fun in the library -.- wrong place to have fun all the time

picca time !! ♥♥♥

My course-mate Christina♥♥♥ :)

she's a super duper hyper friendly friend 

everyone calling her Donkey !

why?

once upon a time,lecturer was asking her name,she thought that lecturer asking her answer (during tutorial class) she answer DONKEY !! LMAO

My Mr.Yeepang ♥

my camera-freak kaki boy-friend!

when he got nothing to do he'll come find me "LIZ ! Let's take photo"

then many pose will be appear

He's the first boy who msg me middle of the night 3am asking should we wear formal the next day? (who the hell will ask you to wear formal for the first day?) being PRANK ! poor boy

isn't it adorable ? awww ♥ I love the last one he's having bunny head ! =X

my lovely LULU ♥

I like to call her lulu cause it's cute for her ! 

sorry no offence I'm just being superb friendly ! HAHHAHAAH

to be continue tomorrow....♥
should I bring Cammy along tmr? considering :)

stuck

I done part of my job by helping SET club to take some photos during August intake orientation day

was kinda fun but some how I notice some of them ran out half way,I know sometimes it ain't that easy to organize something and makes everyone enjoy the games but some how you need to learn RESPECT in order to aspect others to respect you. I can't do more cause I'm just a photographer of the club :) it's good enough and I enjoy a lot 

It's been awhile since I abandon my blog,for the past 3 weeks sem break I think I done nothing other than company sis 24/7 here and there,im the driver,that's all I can do? I doubt that...
Im being lazy for uploading photos and update my blog since I'm not some sort of "famous blogger" and  blogging isn't part of my job ...I blog because I like to keep some memory in case I forget anything I can still refer back to my bloggie :D

ever since college start since the first sem,I though that everything will be smooth,but once I know the real personality I'll get stuck ! Idk why it's like annoying so much,some how I manage to control my temper,I having a bad temper all the time,I hate people keep repeating the same damn thing over again,it's so lifeless!
sorry that I don't simply judge people unless it really happened and I seen with my own eyes,or else I don't even bother give a damn about it,stop asking why I can act like nothing happen cause I don't fucking waste my time on bullshit...

it's been so long I never meet my girlfriend and my wifey (both are my favorite all the time) I always try to keep in touch with them :) seriously I can't live without them :( so I dated girlfriend out for dinner since a week ago ,finally we made it,though of shop awhile before dinner time,but she can't make it due to her design assignment thingy,but she never disappoint me yet rushing herself back (I felt bad) she keeps her words,and always be there for me whenever I need her....I was super duper down before that,cause I never aspect things to happen so sudden ,although I know non of my business to care about,yet deep inside my heart I was superb disappointed on everything...

I hate how much things happen when words and action both doing different thing ( I hate making things clear in blog) so I might mess your mind up =) did I?
I don't make things clear in my blog,but I'll definitely make things clear right in front of you!

Is not that I want things to happen,but it just happen,I don't mean to,but some how to wall became thicker ...
when I was young girl,I use to play with barbie,that moment I never thought of barbie would be that fake,now I understand,even humans are faker than a barbie,no wonder barbies are jealous !

I wonder how things could happen like this,cause I'm kinda curious how's the feeling is ! HAHAHAHAHAHA

I told girlfriend lot of things happen that thing don't mean to be happen but what to do things HAPPENED

she never failed to make my day,pull me back from the darkness ,cause even your own shadow leaves you in the darkness,lights left you in the darkness...She's making effort to make me happy :) thanks girlfriend ...even a million thanks are useless,cause you know what I'm gonna do :)

I told her I don't need a boyfriend,cause it seems like girls are smarter than boys now,it's not about the smart thingy,I don't see the mature thinking in them,they can be so annoying and irritating ,I'm not those type of girl 24/7 FREE for my boyfriend,I have my own things to be done,I told my girlfriend I think I need to draw my schedule for my future boyfriend ! HAHAHHAHAAHA we can't be sticking to each other 24/7 or 24 hours everyday,the most important things are TRUST,BELIEVE,TIME
I'm not saying I'm right or wrong ,everyone has their own thinking,for me that's what I thought, to be frankly I'm not interest in any boy now for real, some how I do like to annoy him all the time...I think that's part of my entertainment in college? other than photograph,food,music there's more thing to do...

everyone enjoying their life every Saturday ,but Saturday for me is nothing,I need to stuck at home,understand how suffer parents have to work for us,by helping them I realize a lot,words can't describe my feeling,I know some how I do try share my feeling before but people around me keep saying the same thing (NO OFFENCE, MY  JOB IS SUPER EASY) why don't we try exchange for just a day? You'll know what's the feeling... me and my sis have to face tons of people everywhere,if you aspect me to have more feeling,sorry to say in the early year I'm already DIED ... people now a days aren't easy to deal with, CUSTOMER RIGHT !

I can tell you MAN can be super duper BITCHY now a days !!!

they sounds like a granny -.- even granny are cooler than the do !

I'm not looking for someone who has everything. But someone who has time to spend with me more than anything...

time always change something

I got my own life,I think I just realize something :) something negative !!! HAHAHAHAH
it's all about HUMANS out there baybehhh ... I got no idea why it's just simply made up my mind and guess what? I always end up losing my mind and lost all my mood ,to tell the truth the more I know more about them I'll try to ignore cause non of my business ...
You might not know what Im talking about cause I always mixed everything up *I love people playing guessing*, only some one close with me will understand ...Don't try to ask cause I'll just say "NOTHING" cause you're not even that close enough to talk to me about it,that's my problem and NON of your business either :D so don't bother think about it...If you think you care for me then stop asking ,annoying you know?
do whatever you want,I don't care...Learn to be independent ,friends might be there for you but NOT FOREVER,good thing won't last forever and so do to those bad things...I don't really care what others think about me cause the more you care there's more drama,I hate living in drama's life,it's way too lifeless to care!
Somehow I do know people out there love to bitch around,Imma bitch as well... Did I just mess your mind out? Your problem :) Some how there's always someone out there knew everything about me :) You knew me well girlfriend and ILY !!
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some how I don't know why...I hate driving around at KEPONG area,no offence but seriously hate it,HELLO don't blame me for driving GANAS weih you're the one who got no balls to move the first step !! Hmmmm ...some how friends out there don't even believe me and my sis were from kepong area -.-