stuck

I done part of my job by helping SET club to take some photos during August intake orientation day

was kinda fun but some how I notice some of them ran out half way,I know sometimes it ain't that easy to organize something and makes everyone enjoy the games but some how you need to learn RESPECT in order to aspect others to respect you. I can't do more cause I'm just a photographer of the club :) it's good enough and I enjoy a lot 

It's been awhile since I abandon my blog,for the past 3 weeks sem break I think I done nothing other than company sis 24/7 here and there,im the driver,that's all I can do? I doubt that...
Im being lazy for uploading photos and update my blog since I'm not some sort of "famous blogger" and  blogging isn't part of my job ...I blog because I like to keep some memory in case I forget anything I can still refer back to my bloggie :D

ever since college start since the first sem,I though that everything will be smooth,but once I know the real personality I'll get stuck ! Idk why it's like annoying so much,some how I manage to control my temper,I having a bad temper all the time,I hate people keep repeating the same damn thing over again,it's so lifeless!
sorry that I don't simply judge people unless it really happened and I seen with my own eyes,or else I don't even bother give a damn about it,stop asking why I can act like nothing happen cause I don't fucking waste my time on bullshit...

it's been so long I never meet my girlfriend and my wifey (both are my favorite all the time) I always try to keep in touch with them :) seriously I can't live without them :( so I dated girlfriend out for dinner since a week ago ,finally we made it,though of shop awhile before dinner time,but she can't make it due to her design assignment thingy,but she never disappoint me yet rushing herself back (I felt bad) she keeps her words,and always be there for me whenever I need her....I was super duper down before that,cause I never aspect things to happen so sudden ,although I know non of my business to care about,yet deep inside my heart I was superb disappointed on everything...

I hate how much things happen when words and action both doing different thing ( I hate making things clear in blog) so I might mess your mind up =) did I?
I don't make things clear in my blog,but I'll definitely make things clear right in front of you!

Is not that I want things to happen,but it just happen,I don't mean to,but some how to wall became thicker ...
when I was young girl,I use to play with barbie,that moment I never thought of barbie would be that fake,now I understand,even humans are faker than a barbie,no wonder barbies are jealous !

I wonder how things could happen like this,cause I'm kinda curious how's the feeling is ! HAHAHAHAHAHA

I told girlfriend lot of things happen that thing don't mean to be happen but what to do things HAPPENED

she never failed to make my day,pull me back from the darkness ,cause even your own shadow leaves you in the darkness,lights left you in the darkness...She's making effort to make me happy :) thanks girlfriend ...even a million thanks are useless,cause you know what I'm gonna do :)

I told her I don't need a boyfriend,cause it seems like girls are smarter than boys now,it's not about the smart thingy,I don't see the mature thinking in them,they can be so annoying and irritating ,I'm not those type of girl 24/7 FREE for my boyfriend,I have my own things to be done,I told my girlfriend I think I need to draw my schedule for my future boyfriend ! HAHAHHAHAAHA we can't be sticking to each other 24/7 or 24 hours everyday,the most important things are TRUST,BELIEVE,TIME
I'm not saying I'm right or wrong ,everyone has their own thinking,for me that's what I thought, to be frankly I'm not interest in any boy now for real, some how I do like to annoy him all the time...I think that's part of my entertainment in college? other than photograph,food,music there's more thing to do...

everyone enjoying their life every Saturday ,but Saturday for me is nothing,I need to stuck at home,understand how suffer parents have to work for us,by helping them I realize a lot,words can't describe my feeling,I know some how I do try share my feeling before but people around me keep saying the same thing (NO OFFENCE, MY  JOB IS SUPER EASY) why don't we try exchange for just a day? You'll know what's the feeling... me and my sis have to face tons of people everywhere,if you aspect me to have more feeling,sorry to say in the early year I'm already DIED ... people now a days aren't easy to deal with, CUSTOMER RIGHT !

I can tell you MAN can be super duper BITCHY now a days !!!

they sounds like a granny -.- even granny are cooler than the do !

I'm not looking for someone who has everything. But someone who has time to spend with me more than anything...