very first....♥

PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR ♥♥♥ 

recently I just realize I've stop blogging did anyone realize that too? 

I use to think oh I can vent out my feeling through internet but some how internet wont give me any response or any advice ,like DUH !

I ♥ ♥ ♥  my girlfriendsss super duper muchie & my guyfriends !

they made my life perfect when Im down down down !

awwwwwwwwwww :3

and of course my super duper annoying sister will make my life turn up side down from imperfect to PERFECT :D

& & & of course I LOVE HIM TOO ♥ ♥ ♥  

=)

iPhone blogging

Hey peeps I got ntg better to do and im nt in a mood to study my micro :( imma lazy blogger now :( will try update more k :D

Since I'm able to update anytime anywhere now sounds awesome :)

I'm a happy girl since I was born :)

Love is around me all the time ♥

I don't come from a rich family but I do came from a family which RICH OF LOVE ♥♥♥

♥♥♥

Isn't he adorable? :))

stay tune !

a moment like this♥

was having fun in college all the time

time for me to release everything out,you must be wonder how weird for me to release out -.-

people tend to complaint about college life yet I'm having fun in college although there's time I'm facing difficulty and challenging thingy

what did I done in college? -.- 

I ignore people that I don't wanna know,people whom I don't even know

But I do make new friends,since it's my second semester I'm making new friends

under process.........

processing....

LMAO

it's fun to stand right in front of everyone presenting stupid stuff such as Malaysian studies why did the government want us to study Malaysian's studies...

Since lecturer said there's no right or wrong so here comes my stupid idea ZZzzz since every talking POLITIC !

hell yeah fuck o0o I'm suck in political thingy

so here's my answer -.- please promise not to scold me saying nonsense since they said THERE'S NO RIGHT OR WRONG !

okay first government FORCE US to study stupid Malaysian studies in case we don't know about MALAYSIAN since MALAYSIA always put the best imagine they cover up all those SHIT they have done ALL LIES ,so we're actually studying LIES,unlike the Europe country they shown everything even the BADS one :) ok then , Government force us to study so we count have the "MALAYSIAN'S STUDIES" subject appear ON OUR CERT ! HAHAHAHAHAH if we fail we might not get to graduate "stupid nonsense I crapped about" then we have to retake retake retake and retake ! God SAKE NO GRADUATION ! HAHAHHAA

the end -.- so not funny ....

LOL but my course-mate are making fun of it -.-

then out of sudden someone mention because "Lee Chong Wei" is from Malaysian -.- 

water split-ed out from my mouth,sorry 2 brothers for causing both of you WET "owhh both of you so wet"

HAHAHAHAHA

both of them said FUCK,my hair ! another one said FUCK my shirt -.- opppsy sorry my bad

Was kinda fun having 2 hours break :)

having fun in the library -.- wrong place to have fun all the time

picca time !! ♥♥♥

My course-mate Christina♥♥♥ :)

she's a super duper hyper friendly friend 

everyone calling her Donkey !

why?

once upon a time,lecturer was asking her name,she thought that lecturer asking her answer (during tutorial class) she answer DONKEY !! LMAO

My Mr.Yeepang ♥

my camera-freak kaki boy-friend!

when he got nothing to do he'll come find me "LIZ ! Let's take photo"

then many pose will be appear

He's the first boy who msg me middle of the night 3am asking should we wear formal the next day? (who the hell will ask you to wear formal for the first day?) being PRANK ! poor boy

isn't it adorable ? awww ♥ I love the last one he's having bunny head ! =X

my lovely LULU ♥

I like to call her lulu cause it's cute for her ! 

sorry no offence I'm just being superb friendly ! HAHHAHAAH

to be continue tomorrow....♥
should I bring Cammy along tmr? considering :)

stuck

I done part of my job by helping SET club to take some photos during August intake orientation day

was kinda fun but some how I notice some of them ran out half way,I know sometimes it ain't that easy to organize something and makes everyone enjoy the games but some how you need to learn RESPECT in order to aspect others to respect you. I can't do more cause I'm just a photographer of the club :) it's good enough and I enjoy a lot 

It's been awhile since I abandon my blog,for the past 3 weeks sem break I think I done nothing other than company sis 24/7 here and there,im the driver,that's all I can do? I doubt that...
Im being lazy for uploading photos and update my blog since I'm not some sort of "famous blogger" and  blogging isn't part of my job ...I blog because I like to keep some memory in case I forget anything I can still refer back to my bloggie :D

ever since college start since the first sem,I though that everything will be smooth,but once I know the real personality I'll get stuck ! Idk why it's like annoying so much,some how I manage to control my temper,I having a bad temper all the time,I hate people keep repeating the same damn thing over again,it's so lifeless!
sorry that I don't simply judge people unless it really happened and I seen with my own eyes,or else I don't even bother give a damn about it,stop asking why I can act like nothing happen cause I don't fucking waste my time on bullshit...

it's been so long I never meet my girlfriend and my wifey (both are my favorite all the time) I always try to keep in touch with them :) seriously I can't live without them :( so I dated girlfriend out for dinner since a week ago ,finally we made it,though of shop awhile before dinner time,but she can't make it due to her design assignment thingy,but she never disappoint me yet rushing herself back (I felt bad) she keeps her words,and always be there for me whenever I need her....I was super duper down before that,cause I never aspect things to happen so sudden ,although I know non of my business to care about,yet deep inside my heart I was superb disappointed on everything...

I hate how much things happen when words and action both doing different thing ( I hate making things clear in blog) so I might mess your mind up =) did I?
I don't make things clear in my blog,but I'll definitely make things clear right in front of you!

Is not that I want things to happen,but it just happen,I don't mean to,but some how to wall became thicker ...
when I was young girl,I use to play with barbie,that moment I never thought of barbie would be that fake,now I understand,even humans are faker than a barbie,no wonder barbies are jealous !

I wonder how things could happen like this,cause I'm kinda curious how's the feeling is ! HAHAHAHAHAHA

I told girlfriend lot of things happen that thing don't mean to be happen but what to do things HAPPENED

she never failed to make my day,pull me back from the darkness ,cause even your own shadow leaves you in the darkness,lights left you in the darkness...She's making effort to make me happy :) thanks girlfriend ...even a million thanks are useless,cause you know what I'm gonna do :)

I told her I don't need a boyfriend,cause it seems like girls are smarter than boys now,it's not about the smart thingy,I don't see the mature thinking in them,they can be so annoying and irritating ,I'm not those type of girl 24/7 FREE for my boyfriend,I have my own things to be done,I told my girlfriend I think I need to draw my schedule for my future boyfriend ! HAHAHHAHAAHA we can't be sticking to each other 24/7 or 24 hours everyday,the most important things are TRUST,BELIEVE,TIME
I'm not saying I'm right or wrong ,everyone has their own thinking,for me that's what I thought, to be frankly I'm not interest in any boy now for real, some how I do like to annoy him all the time...I think that's part of my entertainment in college? other than photograph,food,music there's more thing to do...

everyone enjoying their life every Saturday ,but Saturday for me is nothing,I need to stuck at home,understand how suffer parents have to work for us,by helping them I realize a lot,words can't describe my feeling,I know some how I do try share my feeling before but people around me keep saying the same thing (NO OFFENCE, MY  JOB IS SUPER EASY) why don't we try exchange for just a day? You'll know what's the feeling... me and my sis have to face tons of people everywhere,if you aspect me to have more feeling,sorry to say in the early year I'm already DIED ... people now a days aren't easy to deal with, CUSTOMER RIGHT !

I can tell you MAN can be super duper BITCHY now a days !!!

they sounds like a granny -.- even granny are cooler than the do !

I'm not looking for someone who has everything. But someone who has time to spend with me more than anything...

time always change something

I got my own life,I think I just realize something :) something negative !!! HAHAHAHAH
it's all about HUMANS out there baybehhh ... I got no idea why it's just simply made up my mind and guess what? I always end up losing my mind and lost all my mood ,to tell the truth the more I know more about them I'll try to ignore cause non of my business ...
You might not know what Im talking about cause I always mixed everything up *I love people playing guessing*, only some one close with me will understand ...Don't try to ask cause I'll just say "NOTHING" cause you're not even that close enough to talk to me about it,that's my problem and NON of your business either :D so don't bother think about it...If you think you care for me then stop asking ,annoying you know?
do whatever you want,I don't care...Learn to be independent ,friends might be there for you but NOT FOREVER,good thing won't last forever and so do to those bad things...I don't really care what others think about me cause the more you care there's more drama,I hate living in drama's life,it's way too lifeless to care!
Somehow I do know people out there love to bitch around,Imma bitch as well... Did I just mess your mind out? Your problem :) Some how there's always someone out there knew everything about me :) You knew me well girlfriend and ILY !!
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some how I don't know why...I hate driving around at KEPONG area,no offence but seriously hate it,HELLO don't blame me for driving GANAS weih you're the one who got no balls to move the first step !! Hmmmm ...some how friends out there don't even believe me and my sis were from kepong area -.-

relationship ?

actually these ramdom photo I'm trying to scare my sis off with my face expression !!

I sent her through whatsapp ! :) since I got iPhone I always whatsapp and spam people's wall,included talkbox everyday OII here OII there with the same damn person,day by day he OII me LOUDER THAN BEFORE ! ass him babi betul Zzz *sorry being rude because I am*

gosh my small little eyes can't even see ! fuck just a straight line -.-

watched "wu xia" with daddy mummy sister the day before I had my violin grade4 practical's exam :)

I'm legal now since I've turn 18th on March 9 :)

oh ya before this I use to dress up maturely so I can't simply just walk in to the cinema to watch 18SG,XS or whatever movie with my family ...takkan they watch then leave me alone right? so I always manage to walk in without someone stop me or ask me my age,should I be proud or sad cause I look much older as in the age or below 18 ... *cried*

WU XIA is a violent movie yet interesting ...I like action movie :)

there's more awesome movie coming soon on August ...

me and my sister,we do look alike when we make silly face or wear our spec

early morning rain rain rain and RAIN ...I woke up 4am but still lying on my bed waiting time pass,why? I'm not nervous because of violin exam on 8.30am *FUCKING EARLY*

kinda proud cause I'm the first one tho ...

early morning 5am playing with my violin can you imagine? the very first time in my life playing violin in such early morning I was like OMG not sober yet what am I playing?

I was kinda thankful cause daddy mummy was there for me giving me support ,especially mummy kept ask me not to worry and not to be nervous,so after I reached the PRINCE HOTEL,fuck my life almost freeze me into ice ...I reached there 7.30am :) punctual huh?

I practice a little more till almost perfect,I was jumping here and there just to warm down my body since it's super duper cold !

okie EXAM END :) 

the examiner was quite friendly,but not as friendly as the first time I had my exam...

I was quite satisfy with my skill =X

thanks for those who wish me luck :) love u all ...

 

Fluffy kisses me :) he's so adorable in some ways ...SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE KILLING HIM !

gosh such a annoying little doggy can be super crazy middle of the night == I wish there's a remote control to control him ...

I'm such a sushi addicted ever since I mix with my senior *brain wash* erhem uncle tan asked me not to blame him cause my brain told me to eat sushi ! hahaha true!

I love my baby camera :) he or she? hmmm my boyfriend then xD HAHAHA he capture every precious moment for me :) thanks cammy ! *new name for my baby* HAHAH EPICCC !!!

looks nice huh? natural ...LMAO xD narcissism dao !! who cares? 

taaa-daa Imma coffee addictor...I can have lots of lots of cup coffee a day -.- HELL NO cause it's simply effect ur brain memory trust me ! for god sake the next coming exam I ain't gonna drink coffee cause fuck the world I can't remember anything :(

okay Imma super duper lazy blogger now sometimes I feel like blogging then the mood SWING super fast like tornado then i stop blog for awhile then FORGOT *slap me harder please*

above photo all using iphone's camera that's why it's BLUR !!

see the diff now? took with my CAMMY ;)

just simply ignore my messy hair 

sigh recently quite stress up,I don't know how to vent out my feelings...too much thing feeling inside

I don't know who to talk to,but finally everything vent out ,different feeling vent to different people -.- gosh I think if all of them combine together it turn into an epic JOKE

lucky all of them don't know each other,now you know why I vent to different people ! HAHAHAH brillianto 

seriously I'm still in a stress out mood I don't even know what's wrong now ...I think I need a psychiatrist like seriously ,I kept too much secret for myself sorry to say once you've messed with me your secret will no longer be secret ...of course I won't tell the world but I'll tell your super duper close person I'm such a bitchy evil :)

I can be a super duper MAN person ,just that I don't have a dick ! *lmao* girls around me said I could be a super duper awesome boyfie but sorry I'm not a lessbian :) I LOVE BOY :) *slowly wait till I find one huh*

I can be super duper girly as well *sometimes* but most of the time I act more like a dude :( no wonder boys around me treat me as brother even I'm wearing pretty dresses ! I'm way too man ........AHAHAHA should I cry?

people around me keep find me to talk about their problems it's like I'm their personal doctor ...GOSH I NEED DOCTOR TOO ...

gosh people around me talks about their problem,their relationship problem *they make me sounds like a super pro brillianto person can solve their problem* I can even read their mind? HELL NO just simply guessing cause I've already know what they gonna do next through their daily life style ...

It's like finally I've solve everyone's problem,but who the hell gonna solve my problem? okay I need no one to solve my problem cause I never allow anyone to settle my problem,even parents get headache cause I'll never tell what's happening in my life,what I been through ,cause even if I speak out they started to nag nag nag...

so most of the time I'll talk to myself ...LOL the best time talking to myself is MIDNIGHT *sounds crazy talking to yourself* who cares? HAHAHAHHAHA epiccc giler 

but then things that I hate is holiday cause problem keep appear during holiday,I wonder why bad things love to happen during holidays ...HOLIDAY HATES ME :(

I've learn not to influence by others,cause I know I can always enjoy now but when times come is time to let go,times prove you who are those real friend who willing stay by ur side,I might not know now,but one day I'll know...

just a short week of holiday I've settle more than 6 people's problem -.- I should have ask them to pay ! I can get extra pocket money so I can buy many many things for my family ! HAHAHAAH

seriously I can get super fed up by people around me,whenever sis ask me to date friends out,I can only date the same person all the time,it's not that I'm lame enough to date the same person,it's because I got no one to date! who to date? takkan you want me to date some stranger out to crap around,sorry to say don't fucking waste my time...I spend my quality times with the person I cherish so don't take me for granted and waste my time ...I won't speak out and I'll just leave silently ...that's what I'll do now...

I won't angry nor pissed off

I've learn a chinese phrase 

为了小事发脾气，回头想想又何必 

别人生气我不气，气出病来无人替

我若气死谁如意，况且伤神又飞起

quite meaningful tho :) try translate urself Imma lazy girl -.- google translate gave me all those epic answer!! 

but then my chinese suck at first I can't really understand what it means until I ask sis explain Zzz HAHAHAHHA Im not a banana  :) proud to know CHINESE :D * standard6's standard*

okay back to the main topic...I use to share what should you do and what you shouldn't do to my friends whenever they ask for help,but I only speak once,I can lead you to a better way but sometimes I fail to do so,I won't speak the second time cause it really makes me feel stupid for repeat something which I've know they won't understand

I say yes to you means yes

my I LOVE YOU may not be that precious anymore cause I love each and everyone around me,I can just simply say out I love you to someone ,people might judge me for doing that,it's because for so long I can't find a boy who can made me crazy because of him, NON OF THEM told u I act like a man who got dick baybeh ! I've use to my life cause it's my life,its not that I got nothing better to do...

I smile to everyone I see ! seriously,but when I get some weird response I'll pissed off for awhile,cause I think i might change their day by just giving a smile,I never aspect people to give me back a smile ...I can make ur day awesome at the same time I can make ur day as hell 

people around me happy can makes me feel happier,people around me sad SORRY TO SAY IT WON'T AFFECT ME ! HAHAHAHA gosh im bithcy since the day I told myself I'm gonna change but I din't know I can change that fast,sis always told her friend I'm even mature than a 25++ person ! CAN I CRY?

Im not that old okay -.- I'm still enjoying my sweet 18 :)))

I take good care of my sis because she's the only one in my life...she's my everything *oii touching right?*

but sometimes I feel like punching on her face cause she's way too annoying whenever I'm pissed off she'll go hyper keep disturbing me -.- sometimes i nearly crash to other people's car just because of her ,she will never learn to shut her mouth whenever I'm driving ...She's trying to kill me in a different way !!

 i know right I'm crapping a lot

thanks to girlfriend Carmen,Uncle Tan,Calvin,wifey YS they made my day :)

love them max max ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'm feeling much better now :)

night night !

DPC dating with my GF ♥♥♥♥♥

TAAADAAA ~ new profile picture for my facebook I know right I can always change my profile picture :) I love taking picture and I can be super happy see friends around me change their profile picture which I took for them ...nothing special actually yet I can be that happy :) as what I said in FB ; Just SMILE no matter what cause life still goes on ~!! agreee? people change time flies we met different people and face different situation yet life still ROCK all the time isn't it? we learn and grow up from our mistake,quarrel then love each other MORE =) life is so interesting 

after back from lunch party from Semenyih *fucking far away* had my Malay lunch there not bad :) after reach home straight away I dated my girlfriend CARMEN♥ out for yamcha to chill awhile since been age never date each other out till I'm having sem break now ! rolfff

Desa Park City full of doggies around and so adorable :)

Me and my GF ♥♥♥♥♥♥ :) we do update each other all the time 

*sometimes NOT*

the whole point is about her RING :) LOL she loves big ring :)

love her long nails with BERSIH colour ..LOL 

she said this picture ruin her reputation but I don't see any epic thing in here? Did you? LOL

we enjoy gossip about BOYS ;)
we laugh like mad forget about the public ! yeahhh I LAUGH SHE LAUGH WE LAUGH !
who cares?
LMAO I told her some funniest thing happened in my college about some random black guy stories
FML things just happened but laugh cause it's OVER

LMAOROLFLOLOLOLOL !!!

You can't see "someone in the dark" okay patiently wait...wait..wait..
keep waiting...
wait....
wait...
wait...
wait....
*OPEN EYES and MOUTH* NOW YOU SEE ME !
WTFFFFFFFFFFFF
gosh laugh my ass off man

it's ok if you can't get the joke ...

so far we've been enjoying our college life but sad case I'm officially having holidays now
tomorrow its monday WORKING TIME in OFFICE BORED ME OUT
its all about the MONEY MONEY MONEY ~
we don't NEED your money money money!
I love talking to her
I love sharing thing to her
I can be myself in front of her
is nothing to worry about when I'm with her
I can never be that way in front of other people *unless you can accept me for who I am* because SHE DOES and love me for who I am :) the friendship ♥

not everyone can accept each and everyone of us for who we are,different people have different thoughts and comfortable zon with different people,we can't force someone to love us for who we are,no one in this world is perfect,we do things wrong sometimes,we can't be right all the time,we learn and forgive,we might see someone and hate them,but by hating them won't makes you perfect either...
the true friendship is not about how long we know each other or spend most of the time with,is all about the true feeling comes from :)
as time flies people do change,accept them for who they are and learn to ROCK your own life instead of finding others fault in their life and judge them,you'll never know what's behind their story *behind the scene* LMAO

as if you got nothing better to do then go FUCK YOURSELF thankyou ...
we don't live our life to please someone
we live,we laugh,we learn,we love,WE ROCK
we can't be perfect all the time because everyday we keep learning :)
you might not notice what you've learnt but people around you might notice you've change into a better person

before judging others do look at the mirror ...
what you see?
You see YOURSELF
learn to love yourself more before learn to love others

since I got nothing better to do and I'm so in a mood of disturbing my senior I gave him a worst nightmare by tagged him in FB and he got speechless
LMAO
guess what he remove the tag but post still on my wall :) TEEEHEEE fail.com

just a random short post to update everyone :)
Love your life ♥