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i’m always a mess. i can never keep my own secrets. i laugh too hard at stupid things. my favorite songs can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. i hate thinking about reality and i’m heartsick for all the things that i can’t get back. its hard for me to define myself. i guess i’m just a cliche — the girl who loved too hard and didnt get anything in return. i dont want to be the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought.I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I`m always late. I hate school. I don`t like being wrong. I hate being ignored. I cry. I`m shy. I have enemies. I can`t sing. I laugh way too loud. I can`t look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I`m not perfect.I'm not perfect and no one seems to be perfect! People said I’ve changed so much. Well here’s the honest truth, I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that you can’t always be happy; I accepted reality. ♥ brought to you by Liz

Thursday, December 2, 2010

watch me



[Rihanna]
On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don’t know why I’m still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you’ll always be my hero
even though you’ve lost your mind

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie Ohhh, I love the way you lie

[Rihanna]
Now there’s gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you’ll always win
even when I’m right ‘cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it’s sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

[Chorus]
[Rihanna]
So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave
til the walls are goin’ up
in smoke with all our memories

[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on,
two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’?
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counsellin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my f-ckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it


I'm so addicted to the lyric I don't know why! cheese =D
TEEEHEEE ;3 I was suppose to study science
hmmpppmmm but it seems like Im relaxing my mind here blogging
meanwhile Im so in a shopping mood
yea girls always have shopping mood all the time right?
no doubt
found some awesome picture which made me go crazy












spot what they wore?
same type right?
hell yea Im so addicted to those jacket and cardigans...
 look good on them
awwww I want more please? :(
hope my ass do print cash !! *WTF???*

btw I wanna get myself a pair of boots as well
black one of course


saw these shoes in google
no idea what brand is that
but looks cool and I want it
RADII???
for girls? for boys? or unisex ?

I don't care I want !!
who cares? I'm so gonna use my saving to buy for myself

gosh I'm so in a fashion mood
damn
science I'll leave you alone for awhile kay? 
mama gonna be back to you ! *promise* 
(cross finger)

list after SPM:
  1. straighten my hair
  2. dye my hair ( dark brown blonde)
  3. bags
  4. heels
  5. sneaker ( boots and supra)
  6. more fashion clothes ( dress,jeans...)
  7. accessories  


I want her hair colour like seriously !
first of all I'm totally broke after all my stupid wishlist !


Im gonna look super old if I curl my hair so say NO to curl hair
straight hair much better cause I can change my hair to curl anytime I want :)
so yeah Im so gonna look weird after the first day of dyning hair...

byebye :D


science here I come !! 






Don't you ever say I love you if you don't mean it
there's no such thing as SIMPLY!
fuck yah !

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I wasn't born to be perfect


been exhausted madly
never get to sleep well at night
but slept like a death pig at the afternoon
time turns up side down
quite normal for a student who sits for exam





I wasn't born to be perfect and no one seems to be
I made my parents go mad sometimes
I'm not a well behavior person
I never force myself to be good all the time
it's naturally express who I am
I drive my family crazy ,yet I love them the max and the most!



during childhood time there's no worry
all we ever worry about was FOOD
when's breakfast?when's lunch?when's dinner?




A success women never be a person whom well behave



:)

Sunday, November 28, 2010

fashion


Im a tumblr addicter 
why?
most of the chicks know why 
hpppmmm some might start wondering why many people in love with tumblr

we in love with their photo
the skills of taking photo
the love quote from each photo
the sweetness of the photo
the fashion

there's tons more reason why :D
just JOIN tumblr for more information
yea SPM right?
who cares? *Im a bad influence friend after all

see what's happening next?
shared picture time people !



I want many many supra when I earn enough 
my favorite colour black with red !





as if I get to see this jacket im totally buy it !
cuteeee daooo !
can you see the piano on it?
yeaa music !




Ilikeitsomuch!



I wish to design my own room next time :D
with a cool closet so I can put in more clothes and more fashion!!







okay shall stop
here comes again all the list I wanted to buy D:
1st thing to do is to lost weight *I repeated many times and failed many times (BRAVO)

after slim down then get to wear more pretty clothes right?

On Friday went KLCC with parents
KLCC suck to the max ,knw why?
nothing to buy altho most of the shop are the same but I hate shopping center with many people
I'm racist to other people
I don't like those strange people


while relaxing in front the water
mom busy eating :)


Today (Saturday)
I drove my family to OU :)




they've started to decorate everyhing
Im so in Christmas mood now
dont ask me why 
as a Christian each and everyone of us love christmas




me and my sister :)
she's tough person who can stand on the world by herself ! 





I'm so happy that I've finally get to buy 2 flats from Vincci :)
thanks daddy for paid for me :)
He always paid it for me whenever he's with me :)
I always ask why and he always gave me the same reason
thank you papa !

then bought myself many many ice cream :D
I likey so much and so yummy !

I'm so addicted to fashion now
saw ReeNa post on witter COTTON ON sales
2 for 25 !!! wtf man flatsss??? heels???
got so cheap?

miss cotton on today so shall we go afternoon?
Monday mathematic ...hmmm
Im not good in calculation but hopefully I get a better result compare to the previous one :D

bye people :D
teeeheee :)
Im so hyper now and totally gonna sleep now

byeee :D

more to update soon!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Me want ♥




seriously can't wait to finish exam 
hppmmm I finish on 15th but most of my chicks end on 20th
so after 15th Dec I'm so gonna change my hair colour and style 
ain't gonna be short and curl
so yeah remain the same straight !




some been wondering what colour right?
here are some example :D
I like C-5 and C-13
it gonna look weird on me right?
but who knows maybe I look better xD
ishhhh



how can they be so HOTTT?!!!!
most of them have child as well
awww I love victoria secret
after watching their show feel like running on the treadmill more
I want their BODY ! gosh seriously ain't gonna have this kind of shape if I don't stop eating so much !
but foods are great right? D:


Adriana Lima one of the victoria secret model
how sweet is this family photo?

goshhh I mau her body shape ! :D





after SPM I've date most of my chickss
can't wait to end now seriously I miss them so much
babygirl date me to see the HONG KONG movie 
LOL so many kissing part -.-" qiii gekk daooo !
planning xD


I want dye hair
I want prom dress
I want slim down
I want more food *erhemmm*
I want Supra shoes
I want new phone
I want this and that!!!


I mao everything in my mind ;D
the lists are too longggggggg mann



lastly SCREW you SPM :))



Wednesday, November 24, 2010

allow me =)



TEEEHEEE
I heart it so much the current mood and SPM was kinda awesome
no need to worry anything just BOOK around me :)
I'm kinda addicted to history once I started to understand
I've just done some chapter :) proud to say it out loud I'm so gonna get a cedit for it !

Bm paper 1 screw me up but paper 2 save my life 
thanks to the benefit of chocolate :)

later English paper :)
I'm so gonna try to get A+
all the time maximum I get normal but this time can I ever get A+?
A+ please !!!

I don' study for english -.-"
so gonna touch my book later cause I'm busy study history just now

next time there will be no next time :)
So,I've done my best
and I'll try my best till the end !
fight till the last second ...



me and my sis :)


hehehe :)

after 2 paper down 7 more to go !

srly can't live without Twitter,plurk and blogger
facebook kinda lame for me now :x
caoz people :D

Sunday, November 21, 2010

虛假


照片是騙人的
本人比較真
真實的我
只能用短和寬形容,哈哈
從小就被人鄙視
從以前都愛接觸太陽
把自己的皮膚曬得黑黑的
常被誤會不是華人
很榮幸能夠有華人一半的血統
從小就不美
從小就不懂得打扮
但從不害怕別人看到真實的我
常稱為“黑黑”
自己也愛黑色
沒什麼大不了
常說我做不到的
而我做到了
你們呢?到哪程度了?
我跨越了你們
認輸吧



從不要求什麼
從沒想要得到什麼
從小就不懂自己要什麼
看到什麼就有什麼
幸福的小孩
有誰不想當?

從沒要求他們做什麼
而我卻得到什麼?
鄙視
排斥
看不起


世上沒人是十全十美的

人總是愛記彼此的小過錯
而忘了彼此盲大的美好回憶
從小華語就不好
常用奇怪的形容詞
朋友笑,開行就好

容忍
原諒

人類都忘了

總愛打擾人類的心情
把人們都弄得糊里糊塗
把愛換成恨

好痛苦





就在被鄙視,拋棄,排斥的瞬間
我覺悟了
我會贏你,勝過與你
等著看吧
這就是人們給我的力量

就算少了幾位朋友
那又算什麼?
人生中時會遇到各種各樣的人
人來人走的
我們不需要綁著彼此
而我從沒有綁著你
就在你最需要肩膀的時候,我總是在

而我需要肩膀,耳朵,擁抱
我總得不到回應
爸爸說的對
人不需要靠彼此
要靠自己才是最有實力的

靠對方得到利益,那又算什麼?
不靠自己,所有的事都是假的
常接觸過很多種人
面對怎樣的人
就該勇敢地讓對方知道你是怎樣的人
不用假扮,容忍

真正喜歡你的人,就會接受的你一切
優點缺點
一一不少

好爛的華語!
看得明白就好

就在你選擇離開我的時候
我已決定
一天我會超越你
我會比你更好
我會更努力
我脾氣是很暴躁
但我從沒有對你們任何人發過脾氣
多數對男生髮脾氣
正常的

因為了解你們所以選擇離開了

因為是你們讓我覺悟
沒有你們我可以比你們過得更好
沒有他們
我變得更獨立

寂寞時候怎麼辦?
有誰能過勝過家人的愛?



家人不離開你,但朋友會




吾日三省吾身:为人谋而不忠乎?与朋友交而下信乎?传不习乎?


誰沒有過錯?

就在我最需要個回應的時候
一個一個
慢慢的

離開



就在這個時候
醒悟了
看開了
懂了


要靠自己


世上沒有誰能幫你生存下去

人類有各自的生活

只是要看你自己的選擇

你的“道”呢?


I'm so in a CHINESE mood :)
hope u do enjoy my chinese  :D
need explanation ? 
ASK ME :D
or skype me :D


liz-tan

night :"D

Saturday, November 20, 2010

wish me luck :D


wish me luck in SPM !
do leave a comment if you want to :D
all the best to all form5s


TEEEHEEEE :D

Thursday, November 18, 2010

if we ever meet again


Dear reader sorry not updating my bloggie !
should update after SPM now :)
need to sacrifice xD
teehee !
wish me luck and all the best to ALL the form5





no pain NO GAIN!

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