fucking awesome ONE SHOOT ♥♥

 arhhhhhhh I feel like having photo shoot you know :) I love collecting my own photos and I know this is super narcissism so if you can't handle my narcissism opppps sorry there's more you can't even handle :D teeheee I know right college life is really awesome as everyone keep asking me to move on :) and I did it very well :) I met new people :) I learn something new ...errr other than management thingy and account thingy x) everything seems so smooth now there's more challenge coming :) very soon !

best joke of the month :
there's a friend of mine name CK he's doing his research about CK company so I asked him what CK contribute to the society? He answered " they sponsor free undies to everyone " HAHAHAHAHHAHA LMAO to the maximum I laugh like mad in front the computer -.- I feel like dying now everyday laugh like mad but this is a GOOD THING you know =)

guess what I've lost contact with HIM again and I felt so bored by msg him so I felt bad at the same time D:
I felt damn bitchy now a days ! I shall stop talking about him or else someone admire me though I'm in a relationship AHCHEHHHHHHH xD like yes right? HAHAHHA just kidding I know so not funny !!!!
I've neglected my blog and feel bad about it cause I blog less and it's like so simply all the time :( busy what I need time man since I'm hyper active now too much caffeine today is not a good thing  you know? 

24th June

that day me and wifey plan to wear same tripe cloth but girlfriend FFK giving reason forget then don't want ,such a honest baby huh !  so as usual I brought my baby to college,I rarely miss out the camwhore section with everyone :) unless I'm absent !!!
my college life is awesome :) when you spend the right time with the right person everything turns into perfect that you'll never aspect cause I never aspect I met such awesome friends who willing to trust me and listen to crap all the time and all the bitching thingy :)) they gave me advice and weeeeeeeeeeeeee♥♥♥ heart them max max liao =) most of the time I spent with szemei and michelle ♥♥ both of them are my favorite all the time :) winkwink !
Sze mei I love you for loving me for who I am , thanks for sharing your feeling and you called me that time I felt so happy that you treated me as part of your good friendsss ... hmmmmmmm how to say? No words can describe now but seriously this girl arhh :) super duper sweet ! ♥♥

 see the two skinny fellas? O.o like wood standing there waiting for lift xD actually it's only 1 floor so please la walk the stairs instead of waiting so long -.- lazy fella lah both of them :)

The guysss ...CK the one who showing epic face and pose all the time,try to spot it !

25th and 26th June
one day shoot WOOTSSS :) tons of fun with the guys and babes =)
1st we planned to study and group assignment together BUT BUT BUT BUT FAIL ! LOL
blame the guys lah ish =( then dinner at Murni ss2
since wifey never been there before and she was like WOAH why so packed one? why so many tables one?
can de meh? all the curious coming out ! HAHAHAH

wifey fail to capture this shoot ! It's blur and focus nothing :( should improve more okay?

I order myself a tomyam fried rice and nearly choked by their chili padi wtf it's like the whole plate of rice with chili padi man ! what about drinks? Milo dinosaur ! RAWR with milo powder on top of the drinks :)

what's so special about these 3 drinks? well nice name and damn awkward !

from left I love you,I kiss and I miss you seriously NO JOKE !

I kiss you taste suck !!!

first time met CK's girlfriend =) such a simple girl with pretty face !

after murni never forget of STUDY la of course ! so we head up to Center point's Mcd to do out assignment but fail everyone seems to be so hyper in chit-chat and camwhore =)

I brought my baby along of course !!

Wifey on my left and CK's gf WEI YAN =)

pretty isn't she?

just ignore some random dude next to me kay? was checking on Jun's assignment thingy and I dint know Edmund took this photo until I check my babe ! LOLOLOL awesome isn't it? super duper serious ! laugh die me OMG 

then went back home,plan to over night at wifey place FOR THE FIRST TIME I wanna do something excited,fun yet definitely will kena from my parents seriously like GAOGAO !!! so yeaaa I wanna try something adventure ! HAHAHAHAH =) I'm good girl okay sometimes need to release stress one you know? It's a good thing that I know how to control myself :)

therefore I brought wifey home along ,reach home,daddy saw wifey and he started to get pisses off like seriously ! HAHHAA I felt awesome not because I pissed my dad off but the feeling of excited and I know kinda sound stupid and foolish D: then I ran up to ask mom then mom SHOOT me SCOLDED me like ass man ...then dad scolded damn loud until wifey heard it -.- please lah middle of the night no need scream that loud ! LOL bad words all coming out ...yet they love me so much and the reason why they scolded me like hell just to protect me from danger ...

after manage to run away from home, ERHEMMM okay parents always say this is the first and the last time but I can bet there would be 2nd,3rd,4th times coming !  HAHAHAHAH ...then get permission to stay over wifey place then drove to CURVE to chill awhile in Laundry club ,I don't really club cause I don't like the feeling with lots of strangers around... But I do enjoy their remix songs ;) I don't really drink as well =) I hardly drink ! HAHAHAH I prefer drinking at home with BACARDI ! after drunk then can straight K.O on my bed ! after awhile we caoz again to MAKMAK ! SHISHA SHISHA :D I don't smoke but I shisha -.- wtffff lemon flavour taste good =D the lady boss actually gave us free shisha cause it's late and last call man ...lucky us ! she's a malay but she looks more like chinese =) She's friendly ! guess what wifey made her day by chatting with her :) wifey is such a good entertainer 

then finish yamcha,makan,minum,shisha etc then caoz back to wifey house continue assignment ! 

such an interesting day full of adventure 

had a great heart-to-heart chat with wifey whole night ! she din't sleep whole night just to done her assignment coca-cola thingy but we all done wrong -.- what a waste ! keep changing 

then early morning 7.30am mom called me man fucking early im not sober yet :( then drove back home continue K.O

then alarm rang again FML to the maximum is time to wake up again ! aiyaaaaa so sleepy weihhh =(

ready and prepare to SOUND OF MUSIC SHOW held on KLCC Convention centre =)

see the ticket price I can CRY I tell you but lucky I din't cried out cause it's really worth it seriously =)

 before the shows of course the sister will never miss out any camwhore section all the time,she use to complaint why i always took photos then upload in blog and what the purpose of blogging blablabla???
SEE now you wanna be a famous blogger and BLOG MORE THAN I DO ! FUCKYOU !
 fuckyou=I love you HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

 Meet Belinda's pretty mummy,Belinda ,me and my SIS qu qiong fan arhhh ! bangsaii you !

 we do look more alike in this photo :) like finally cause everyone says we don't look alike although we born from the same company MOTHER! HAHAHAHAH
The show was awesome the song is so beautiful their voices is so AWESOME :) super duper awesome to the maximum ! No regret just that I'm BROKE to the maximum now :((

then though of having dinner with parents but both of them DITCHED me cause they wanted to go for a DATE -.- okay nevermind very sweet lah both of you now? AHCEHHH xD bad daughter so the plan? had dinner with sis and her big bunch of friend :) I feel so young while im with them ! HAHAHAHA
had dinner at SOLDED OUT somewhere mont kiara :)

fresh air can see my hair ~ woooooots

 appetizer yummy yummy ~

 my spaghetti ! yummy 

sis birthday cake,we celebrate in advance ,see got prove got candle some more ! cause she complaint a lot no cake no candle ! this girl arh had everything ...she had too much that's why her attitute also too much three much as I said ! LMAOOO

 I was super duper sleepy all the time even having dinner I'm closing my eyes then stupid sis took photo of me and edited till became like this I was like WTF is this man :( goshhhh poot thingy lah me

sister's friends =) Teeeheee I'm the youngest but I look almost the same with them D: awwwwww I'm still young okay I'm only 18 ! HAHAHA

28th June

we plan to wear KDU shirt on Tuesday and most of us wore it some din't get it ! LOUSY lahhhhh
lunch at Murni ss2 again :) CK the driver !

I made everything together SAVING SPACE MAN ! too much photo how to upload one shoot confirm LONG until tmr cant finish ..LMAOOO

finish lunch and we all late for ACC class for half hour ! LOLOLOL ! awesome right imagine more than 15 of us late for class -.- lunch time la lunch time lah ! 

then after end class the guys playing basketball without a ball? nah they just want the shoot :) awesome right? thanks to me !

then continue out assignment in library :) we're good student okay we play hard study hard a little :) HAHA just a little? okay is good enough tho 

29th June

first of fall I wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER

YOU're OLD and YOU GONNA ADMIT it you're 24th NOW ! HAHAHAHA but you look young deep inside your heart everyone knows that and you're my everything,although sometimes i feel like killing you all the time choked you kick you slap you ,yet I still love you the MORE and I know you LOVE ME MOST !!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA

I wishes her in FB as well I know look stupid !

had dinner at 1U CHILIJ ;)))

YUMMY ~~~~~ my life is just all about food :)

daddy and his beloved pretty daughter awwwwww :) sweet sweet we look so damn much alike as like what others always says PHOTOSTAT ! LMAOOO

both silly sister :) awwwwww aren't we cute? I know right !

she complaint too much and made me bought 3 cakes for her in DELICIOUS :(

nothing much just a simple celebration with family cause the fun part coming soon !

1st of July

THIS IS WHAT WE CALL FUN PART !

sister birthday celebration AGAIN and AGAIN

can you imagine she's celebrating her birthday for a moth?!!

screw me please D: even the AGUNG of MALAYSIA just celebrate one day okay?

awesome group photo right? 

I've invited my college friend to come over my place to enjoy the food cause daddy had prepare awesome grant dinner for everyone :)

sis complaint AGAIN ! She said it's more like my birthday party -.- it's not like her friends not coming also...DINOSAUR was there too! HAHAHAHHA RAWRRR ju qiong fan GG bangsai maximum lah you sister acting shy around so NOT LIKE YOU at all ! stop telling my friend your NAME is MARY ANN TAN LENG LUI just because you got no CHINESE NAME okay?

ishhh *FAINT*

www.fail.com.my ! HAHAHAHHAHAHA

happy to see everyone enjoy the party a lot :)

we took tons of photo all the time 

Ck's gf came along it's awesome :)

I even invited my senior , now I know all of their true colours ! HAHHAA guess what my sis love all my friend they being very friendly to my family :)

WOAHHH happy ending ♥♥

2nd of July

party again and again ! yeshhhhh

college life is awesome you know that? you know?

learn to be more friendly to everyone okay? voice out it's not like you're gonna die if you voice out ! TEEEHEE

but sometimes you can't be too friendly as well,learn to LIVE YOUR LIFE BABY~

life is all about adventure ;D

so yeah after party at my place,next day was CK place :)

BBQ party is always fun burning our own food :)

first we went carrefour for food shopping ...LOL adorable =)

we even bought sushi ! SHUN was like looking at the sushi started to wonder is this sushi?LOL MALAYSIAN sushi mannn ! hahaha for your information SHUN was our Japanese friend :)

I hardly breath when I saw all this photo after I edited super funny

okay okay red shirt was SHUN and white shirt was JUN

tripe shirt was Edmund wanted to get ice-cream but end up bought fried chicken == sweat to the max

reach CK's house ,then on FIRE but failed == then CK was like okay -.- I need something special so he use the pinky thingy to start on the fire is some kind of wax 

LOL awesome ~

you ain't gonna know what's behind the scene cause you might end up crying there watching them cutting the watermelon in a fail way ! trust me 

the watermelon end up look like chicken liver -.- can you imagine how disgusting they cut it into? CK friends accidentally came into the kitchen was laughing behind the scene and they dare not touch the watermelon,after all I do eat a lot watermelon cause still I'm gonna SHIT OUT right? HAHAHHAHA watermelon taste good and sweet :)

I being a good girl I reached home 11pm then dad and mom ask me for the very first time WHY CAME BACK SO EARLY? WOAHHHHH means I can go out till late? No way! control =)

the next day I crash over Edmund place just to help him in microsoft word thingy -.- screw him don't know anything about PC ...laugh me like mad...then had lunch with them then went to fetch sis at some where Midvalley further up ...JAUHHH-NYA!

(4th-6th) JULY Monday-Wednesday 

class as usual then rushing assignment

I was busy helping other group of people in their assignment help them to understand what's the assignment about end up I screw up my own assignment  -.- so is a good thing or bad thing???

due date on 7th July and I'm almost dead keep changing company ! fml :(

I think the guard get mad of us cause there 5 cars always stop right in front of the library blocking people's ways ! LOL we always end up 5 cars driving around ! LOL awesome right? :D TEEHEE I drive like a man ...LOL just kidding no serious okay?

6th of july

Is a pleasure being invited to Dr.Mahathir's birthday event at Shangri-la hotel and his 55th wedding anniversary :) everything went so smooth and awesome cause of their sweetness with his wifey :)

55th MAN ! 

the sweetest part is not about Romeo and Juliat nor Titanic man is all about they been through for 55th years :)

super duper sweet and cute while both of them sang :)

I cant take my eyes off you ~ AWWW ! sweet max max !

Theme of MY DAY was GREEK :)

the movie of 300 AHWU AH WU !!! HAHAHHAHA silly me :)

I look pretty that day and my eyes super duper heavy need more energy to open my eyes cause of the fake lashes ! The next time who ask me wear fake lashes I'll definitely kill them !

the very first time I play with my own fake lashes :) good experience =)

I went to Pee-aa-Boo after college to set my hair :)

nice curl I love it fucking much and I miss it :(

I love the wave and curl suit me a lot and I've change my fringe side from right to left ! 

thanks friends who LIKE my photo in FB =) thanks for the comment !♥♥

I enjoy the event a lot :) do visit my sister blog she blogged more detail than I do :)

I'm so lazy cause there's more to update so apologize ! at least Im putting afford to update right?

http://mary-aslifegoesby.blogspot.com/

7th of July

went college to submit our assignment but too bad wifey cant hang out with us cause she gonna work :)

dont worry you won't always miss out the fun cause I'm here always update you !!

so at first we went for sing k for 2 hours ! RM8 student price for each of us not bad huh??

we even bought Transformer movie at 3pm after sing k section :)

not bad I'm improve my singing skills ...LOL maybe? I guess so :)

after all transformer is all about the CARS man SPORT CARSSS and HOT CHICK but still I prefer MEGAN FOX don't ask me why ... 

went I reach home you,see what I've seen == sis throw my anrybird to let fluffy play !

HE'S BITING MY ANGRYBIRD MAN !!!

sis love to piss me off and try my temper :( sighhhhhh

they're having tons of fun watching me pissing off at the corner T__T emo la pity my angrybird !

there's more to update this is just some random awesome life I've been through in ONE SHOOT ! HAHAHAHAHAH I know right life is awesome :)
will continue blog about SET CLUB event thingy tomorrow once I got the time :)
night peepssss ♥♥♥♥♥♥ LOVESSSSSS

happening life

 college life was quite happening ever since I've started college life ,duh ! as you can see me as the active person in fb so yeahh xD uploaded loads of picture ...but some didn't upload cause its kinda confidential xD erhemmm you know right camera always with me like 24/7 ;)

 after class went MCD to have tea time ;)

 okay someone complaint that I put oily food on my face-.- is not like I don't was my face right?

 LOL mine the buruk one ;))

ehehehe I just simply try to update thing in case my blog wasn't that death at all
guess what college just started 3 weeks and my midterm next week ! OMGF :( wasn't ready at all and assignment need to pass up next two weeks :(


byeeeeeeeeeeee

girls ♥

 well like finally I get to date wifey out !♥♥♥ we're been so busy for our own thingy,college and our own life yet we never fail to updates each other :D she's still the same and heart her to the max all the time ♥ she's my best wifey and best girlfriend of course ...it's just the matter of time :) we can't predict what's gonna happen next in future ... though that we'll fail to meet each other today cause mama going church so as usual I fetch her :) I'm kinda excited though of sitting her car ...LOL her driving skills might kills me but what to do? I WANNA BE THE 1ST ONE WHO SIT HER CAR! I wanna feel the scary feeling ! HAHAHAHAH damn mean right ;) we get high by talking our own story in coffee bean and there's quite many uncles and aunties there staring at us cause we get too high and laugh like nobody business ;D LOL hyper liao too much sugar and coffee ! NO IMAGE LIAO D: awwwwwwwwwwww and she got a new name "PRIVATE CY" HAHAHAHA it's kinda related to her name :) I miss her liao :( I wanna be lessbian ! HAHAHAHAHAH not funny -.-

 you think you know me well? think twice ;)

this is what exactly I felt all the time when I fall for a guy ,you might think I'm falling for a guy now,previously I am but the different guy,but now I'm trying to tell you another guy,it might sound so flirty for you but I'm not flirty (the choices is yours) your decision doesn't affect my life so just read and get things clear !

as if you observe my twitter ,I feel bad for talking bad about him in twitter ,seriously I felt disappointed to the maximum already,I don't even bother feel like replying his msg all the time,his text always made me stunned and I got no idea what to reply,it's like always either out of topic and make no sense at all . (I STARTED TO WONDER WHY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS) it's like everything went so wrong,I shouldn't reply his msg at the first time,shouldn't hang out with him,shouldn't talk too much with him,shouldn't share everything with him,shouldn't make the first steps ....it's like I've made a wrong decision :(

all I want is an answer ...WHY ?
what's wrong with you?
why so good to me?
why wanna be different from others?
why wanna know everything?
why care so much?
why ask so much?
WHY?!

I tried to ask him few question but seems like he's out of the topic all the time trying to escape from the question...WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?

everything seems so weird came in a sudden !
what's happen 2 years ago? where the hell you've been?
"POP" disappear awhile then in a relationship with another girl without giving me any explanation ...we're still friends right? You even deleted my number and now you complaint why I refuse to see you or talk to you?! I've waited like a silly asshole being fooled in a sudden ! then NOW what are you doing? why appear in a sudden? I'm not your girlfriend so don't fucking treat me that way it's only made me feel disgusting !
If you're interest with me for the first moment why on earth you dumped me for the first time and left me all alone when I been through so many stuffs alone ! so what's the point of appearing now after 2 years ! What's your plan?Thanks for explained so much to me for what happen for the past 2 years but I'm not interest in it :) I might feel interest for the first moment you left me,but after all I don't feel anything. you're not answering my simple question so just leave me alone !

some people might think such a waste for ignore him but if really want me so why you let me go?
I just want to be the last thing you think about before you fall asleep and the first girl you remember when u wake up in the morning but now it turns ! I became your last thing you think about before you fall sleep and the first girl you remember when you wake up in the morning ...HELLO I don't need to tell you everything in detail what I'm doing or what's my plan ...even best friend won't ask all these ok !

I hate how much I've spent my time with you,giving so much effort and tried everything so you can be mine :( but now I think I was wrong cause end up hurting myself,NO PAIN NO GAIN man ! *sounds brilliant* LOL
I always wonder is it my problem or? each person in this world is unique cause we're limited and we have our own thinking so don't bother busy body so much on other's thinking after all you can't fucking change a person easily ...

sorry to say I don't know anything about you,you think you know me well? Think twice and I bet you just know nothing about me ! Human changed okay ! I use to think why I don't get an awesome boyfriend like what other girls having now,why I don't have any sweet photo or maybe sweet memory with my ex's boyfriend?  I use to have this stupid though whenever I'm lonely I seriously need a boyfriend like NOW ,it's so fucking stupid to have this kind of thinking (N years ago I wasn't mature enough,childish thinking) so day by day I'm growing... we use to have some kind of feelings right? Such as what's the point of having the other half? To fill up your emptiness or loneliness ? I don't know anything about loving a boyfriend cause I'm too afraid to know about it,it's so hurt to know about it,once you're in love it's hopeless when you're with the wrong one,doesn't mean you can't have good memory with the bad one just that you might also think it's a waste of time. You might think why on earth there's some couple look so pretty and good looking,it's not about the face,it's about their LOVE made them look awesome ! You might want your other half to love you for how you expect them to love you,but remember doesn't mean they don't love you with their own way,different people express their love in different way... but I'm always fail in love so it's kinda phobia for me. I can be so crazy in love with a person who don't feel any interest with me,yet ignore those who love me. Life is always unfair and weird !

YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU TRIED TO SAY ! 

Make no sense at all ...sorry to say go fuck yourself ! :( 

( I started to feel bad now but everything comes from my heart cause I can only express with words)

I tried to forgive and I've forgive but seems like I got no feelings anymore cause this proves that I don't like you anymore and you can stop moving another steps...maybe I'm not the person who's meant to be with you.

stop telling me about the future thingy cause I kinda get annoyed and I know GOD loves me so much,no need to tell me all these things ...FUCK MAN I felt so bad for talking all this :( but it's so hurt if I don't express my feeling out ! damn celaka lah my feeling =(

you're the one who break my heart into pieces first and now you're here to fix it? HELLO there's always a scars !

Even it's fix it will never be the same anymore,sometimes you might get hurts too while trying to fix it with the broken pieces,you might even fail to fix it back ...So don't try to hurt someone ,but I've just DID ! :(

maybe just that I think too much? sighhhhhh

The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all.

I know I can't take one more step towards you

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?

You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?

I rather love an angry bird ,I got no idea why whenever I look at my angry bird I SMILE :D

LOL sounds like idiot !!!

I'm just over disappointed on you,you notice that?

don't try to fix it back please,it doesn't meant to be yours :)