Elizabeth

Dragon baby ♥

2012-01-05T00:58:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOO ♥

did i just scare you off with my picture? if yes hell yeah HAPPY DRAGON YEAR BABY ♥

too bad Halloween just over 2011 xD Not mean to scare people but yeah iphone camera app done a great job ;)

Christmas gift for boyfie ♥♥♥ I made the ribbon myself ...mummy said nice ! awww ;)

due to Christmas busy working :( but not bad get to celebrate with boyfie on the 26th ;)

thanks for the Christmas gift ...

LOL such a big head bunny -.- he said it suits me cause same as me BIG HEAD

wtfff -.- what a boyfie ...BUNNY TING TING HEAD BIGGER OK!

LOL

hmmmmmmmm what's next?

TENG TENG? TONG TONG?TUNG TUNG?TANG TANG?

TROLLLLLLLL

Im actually dont really like to post out in details anymore ;)

enjoy ur NEW YEAR PEEPS ;)

back to december

2011-12-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

I guess I'm having great time with my boyfie walking at the beach although beach wasn't beautiful enough but sunset is always the beautiful thing you ever seen :)

Im feeling so fresh without any make up or lens on :)

some how I love enjoy with boyfie :) isn't he the sweetest boyfie ever?

ilovehimthatmuch :D

went to costume party :)

everyone dressed up gorgeously and awesomely with mask

2011 gonna be end so so soon

hmmmm

I guess Im having an awesome 2011 :)

things I've done?

been Miri,Sarawak National service for freaking 2 & half months
sat flights more than 10 times
been HK,Guang Zhou,Shen Zhen,Macau,Taiwan
college life started
made new friends
met someone special in my life and now he's the one I love :)
one day trip with HIM

experience many something NEW

one great thing that I manage to wish him happy 11.11.2011 at 11:11pm ;)

nothing special it's just some mini memories :)

gonna get ~~sis~~,papa,mama Christmas gift soon ;)

HELLO DECEMBER ❤

2011-12-03T13:54:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I'm not ignoring you
Just waiting for you to start the conversation

Sometimes
Really want to tell you something
But I am afraid I might annoyed you

Sometimes
Would like to indulge myself
make myself a little more crazily insane

Sometimes
I really want you to understand me
Even if I say nothing

Sometimes
Always a kind of feeling wanted to cry
No idea :x

Sometimes
I care not what you say
But those you did not say

sometimes you are just that annoying when Im asking you question you can actually change topic easily so I'll make sure Im using different method to keep you answer my question :)

you know how much I wanted to torture you,whack you,smack you,slap you,pinch you and etc...

YOUR GIRLFRIEND ME IS JUST THAT VIOLENCE ! RAWR ❤

past few weeks I brought boyfie to DPC for a walk and never expected that we had walk more than 4 rounds talking all the time observing people around us ...

few days ago he brought me to Bukit Jalil hills to have a walk end up by the time we reached the very TOP oh hell yea IM HUNGRY AGAIN ! LMAO -.-

I can actually feel our heart beat ! ROLF

climb stairs wahhhh O.O

okie not a bad experience and I'll make sure I eat a lot next time ! :) okie just kidding

im feeling so much better after everything done :)

erm I mean solve everything? still I don't see anything solve ...LOL

okie it's all about the trust now :)

PROMISE kay? ❤

friends whom know me will know what I'm doing and what I'm asking for

I don't regret things I've done I only regret things I dare not ask or meant to be done

some people just don't understand why people are doing this,there's always a reason for it

I learn to control not to do stupid decision when Im pissed off or promise something stupid when I'm over hyper

or else something really stupid might happen and stupid things will NEVER STOP O.o

Im easy go person,I can forgive and forget easily unless you can't accept how on earth I can smile with you easily after a small misunderstanding

when I have the big big happy heart trying to talk or greet you ,if you cant see it or feel it that's your business don't freaking judge me unless Im some kind of invisible ghost till you can't see me :)

I don't freaking take advantage on people cause I believe karma the bitch what goes around comes around and get all those SHIT return

I'm seriously in deep helpless moment I seriously wanna solve my own problem so I'm just being friendly asking what's going on yet things don't goes well as I expected D:

there's wrong between us

nobody right

we hurting each other with words

we got no idea what we're talking about

we're not ready for everything,as in? no idea =(

that moment I seriously nearly gave up and everything nearly end just with a goodbye

people around might said why am I fooling myself this way

how can I ever tolerate that much? am I stupid or what?

that moment I met many people,I complaint a lot like seriously a lot

but somehow people around me got no idea what I'm crapping :x

end up I smiled and turn away ,but late night ......................

I keep myself busy everynight by hang out with my bunch of guy friends cause with their stupid words mean a lot to me I can always laugh laugh laugh and laugh

of course not forgetting my girls they made me laugh a lot too :)

I just simply appreciate how they treat me ❤

but I've voice out all the truths ....

somehow it's OVER :)

I'm glad

but do get my words k it's OVER doesn't mean that our relationship over

I mean PROBLEMS ! TROLLLLL

HAPPY DECEMBER PEEPS ❤

happy that we are back for good :)

有些事，明知是錯的，也要去堅持，因為不甘心；有些人，明知是愛的，也要去放棄，因為沒結局；有時候，明知沒路了，卻還在前行，因為習慣了，人生啊

簡單的我

2011-11-28T00:19:00.001+08:00

我自認我的表情多得數不清

我的真笑假笑一眼看得清

每個人都來自不同的背景

我不曾嫌棄你的一切,因為能活著就是世上最幸福的事

人類難免會嫌棄很多東西，但仔細想想，把自己跟別人做比較不是很悲嗎？

我們並不完美，但一對相愛的，能夠撐到最後那就叫完美

我曾不想逼你做任何你不愛做的事，因為我懂得什麼叫空間，什麼叫禮讓，包容，尊重

我不可能365天24小時看著，死守著你

人會累的

世上那麼多人，但我還是選擇了你，我們選擇了彼此

從在一起的那一刻，我選擇相信你，信任是個很脆弱的東西，就像一張紙，皺了就回不到完美的那一刻了，難道用燙兜燙回平嗎？信任能這樣嗎？很白痴的想法

不是分輕重

我曾以為你在我的眼中，從來都不曾失敗過

我不需要你撐起著天空，只要你的雙手包圍我

我需要你給的並不多，只要我需要你的每一刻你都能陪著我

你能不能仔細的了解我的脆弱，傾聽我沉默？

我的手心太冷你會牽著我，你認為夠嗎？

我需要你給的並不多一點溫柔和你的幽默

你給怎樣的生活一起走，眼前再多的誘惑，你依然愛我，你做到嗎？

你是否認證的想想過我的感受？

如果女孩問你問題，請告訴她真相。

機會是她問你，因為她已經知道答案。

一個人需要隐藏多少秘密，才能巧妙的度過一生。

因為揭穿了你的謊言，你下不了台嗎？

我不曾介意一切，你介意了嗎？

你曾認證的認錯嗎？

不是每句對不起都換來個沒關係

歷史重演，你的抱歉不再值得了，我對你的信任一次次的被你摔破

我的容忍程度比我想像中的厲害，已超出了別人的想像

把曾說過，人要懂得舍才會得

人要懂得虧才會賺

別人說話時請認證聆聽，你說話是別人也會尊重你認證的把話聽完

我就是如此的煩人，在我停止煩你的時刻，我不再回頭了。

一切不是理所當然的，我可以不計代價不顧回報的，但現實總是讓人寒了心。

其實你明明知道，最卑賤不過感情，最涼不過是人心

煩你是因為關心你，關心你所以才煩你

因為愛你所以才擔心你

別人法你脾氣時，幹你屁事啊？你生氣個屁，我不是出氣筒，我也是有脾氣的，久而久之脾氣消了

請睜開你的眼睛，你在煩惱，痛苦，寂寞，傷心，你轉個身，我都在你左右，是盲的都感受到我一直都在你左右，有眼睛看到的我隨時隨刻都在安慰你，陪伴著你

而我呢？我沒權利發脾氣嗎？我沒權利生氣嗎？

我最需要你的時候，你卻鬆開手，默默走開，你給了我一百個不能接受的理由

因為生氣所以要你疼，要你了解，請包容我，別鬆開你的手

但就因為我發脾氣，你怕我會抓你出氣，罵你，你會生氣，所以選擇轉生就走

問題出現了，是時候解決，不是時候逃避，要逃我自己不會逃嗎？需要問你一大堆問題

你有壓力，我也有

每個人的心裡都有數不清的痛，每個人都有那自己過不了的關

如果問題容易逃避，世上的人都是開心果了

每個人的喜怒哀樂表達的不一樣

我能給的就是我的笑容

因為有了你，生活多了個笑容

我曾認為我的笑是因你而笑

但仔細想想，慢慢不再因為你而笑了

請別用你那層屬於我的心想念我，同時腦袋想著別的事

那是你自己說你做過最爛頭的事

你自己知道就好

我已經變得沒關係了 :)

我曾以為這首歌聽了讓人很幸福

正當你知道事實後

已不再是了:)

单纯就是幸福 ♥

2011-11-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

有的时候，我恨不得想把你打扁一顿！但又不舍得，别人想打你，我又却想打死那个人，因为只有我才能这样做，这就是爱♥

看来我的宽容，包容，礼让已超出我的想象

我的微笑证明一切

但你不曾真正了解一件事

我爱你 ♥

♥ First month =)

2011-11-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

remember what I always told you?

NOT TO PLAY WITH YOUR FOOD!

but some how this made me speechless that moment ...

happy 1st month annivesary babyboy ♥

time flies :3

sometimes you make feel like killing you !

you even make me feel like bang wall !

but some how I choose to continue LOVE YOU ♥

P/S: I love you HBBHB ♥

nothing else but you ♥

2011-11-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

Im not an expert at relationship , I dont know how to handle every fight we're going to have, & I will never be a perfect person,we're both still young & we still have a lot more to learn. But I willing to take the chances,to risk it all and learn everything there is to learn just so I can keep us together. I wont give up on you :) I PROMISE ♥

I've never been in a relationship for century ! *exaggerated* HAHAHAHAHA & now finally I'm in ♥

wonder why I love him so much? AHAHAHAH NO IDEA -.- no reason,IT JUST HAPPEN like this WOAHHHHH O.o friends around me been asking do you believe in faith? I doubt that sometimes... no idea,if its mean to be happen just let it be,the more you want something to be happen it always end up NOTHING but a disappointment ... I use to be the one trying so hard to get attention from the boy I like but always end up same damn thing happen ,just a waste of time. But never regret what you've done cause yesterday made you someone stronger :) I bet most of you understand the feelings ,all day long just to wait them reply even just a short msg could make your day,with a simple "HI" can make you go hyper whole day it's more stronger than a caffeine !

every single human being in this world dream to have a perfect relationship but somehow there's no perfect relationship without argument or misunderstanding,after you've overcome the problems,you'll realize your relationship goes stronger :)

I cant promise the whole world, but I can try to give you a happy life.

I cant promise you I'll never yell but I can try to be patient most of the time.

I cant promise you I'll never make mistake but I can try to correct my faults.

I cant promise you that I'll catch you whenever you fall but I can try to always be close to you so I can always help you back up .

I cant promise that our love will last forever like in storybooks but I can promise that no matter what I'll never forget the memories I made with you ♥

I cant promise everything but everything that I can ever do is to be with you whenever you need me :)

I love you for who you are and who I am whenever Im with you :)

you always complain Im such a pig & everyone knows Im such a big eater & you're afraid that I might get hungry all the time

I hate you for having such a pretty eyes ! awwwwww *playing jealous* how can a boy can have such a pretty eyes -.- I wonder !! hmmppp...

whenever people ask what I love about my boyfriend ...duh non of your business ! x) something that you can't see & something that you don't understand =) try to ask yourself if you're in a relationship ... what you like about your bf/gf ? If there's a reason to prove it you will never finish describe a person in words....A relationship needs two amazing people; one who can trust and another who can understand ♥

the spaces between my fingers,are right where yours fit perfectly

♥

P/S: 123 : 432

I LOVE YOU

♥something you can't see

2011-10-22T19:15:00.001+08:00

I guess Im being a lazy blogger now a days

the reason I blog daily its because I cant really voice out everything and there's no one willing to listen

its not like no one willing to listen just that everyone busy with their own stuff

I couldn't match their times but some how Im glad that I found someone who will always there for me listen to my craps and bullshit all the time without complain yet giving me the kind of comfy feeling by being myself & do whatever I want in front of them without thinking other stuff :D I found my comfortable zone by voice out everything,isn't that awesome? :D

picture prove everything =)

picture of a gift? duh as if you're blind ......*oppsy sorry im so mean* okay I din't receive any gift for so long but I do gave someone these gift :D in a special day ♥

woahhhh it's been awhile never dress like a girl ! AHAHAHAHAH Im so lazy ok a t-shirt & a short will do :D

thanks to my both lovely sistarsss companied me & made my day =)

and of course the others who gave me idea & willing to listen to my crap like EVERYDAY!

pity your ears -.- sorry my bad ok :) as you know I can never be quiet in a day unless IM DOWN isn't it so obvious? O.o

everything went smooth that day =) super duper happy :D

awwwwww ♥♥♥

I spent whole day with him celebrated his birthday :3

but the only disappointed was I never prepare him a cake ! wtf a birthday without a cake -.-

okay I should do something after I settle down all my assignment !

you have my word k =)

next event was PAPA & MAMA's wedding anniversary 26th years :D

weeeeeeee ♥♥♥

PARTY PEOPLE !

finally he met my family :)

woooootsss mom laughed me for few days -.- Idk why ...

next event was CHARITY event ;) well done friends we all done a good job I guess xD

I was enjoying that day but at the same time I've down something embarrassing and stupid

recently we went BANK NEGARA to visit the ART instead of MONEY !

okay I know Im epic fail & everyone couldn't stop laughing with my stupidness & lameness SO WHAT?!

muahahahah I know right they still love me for who I am :D

JIANG JIANG JIANG JIANG !

awwwwwwwww ♥♥♥

something that I never aspect but everyone aspect-ed -.-

somehow ermmmmmmmmmm....

SECRET ! xD

我看到了别人所看不到的一面♥♥♥

ILY

very first....♥

2011-09-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR ♥♥♥

recently I just realize I've stop blogging did anyone realize that too?

I use to think oh I can vent out my feeling through internet but some how internet wont give me any response or any advice ,like DUH !

I ♥ ♥ ♥ my girlfriendsss super duper muchie & my guyfriends !

they made my life perfect when Im down down down !

awwwwwwwwwww :3

and of course my super duper annoying sister will make my life turn up side down from imperfect to PERFECT :D

& & & of course I LOVE HIM TOO ♥ ♥ ♥

iPhone blogging

2011-09-22T09:12:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps I got ntg better to do and im nt in a mood to study my micro :( imma lazy blogger now :( will try update more k :D

Since I'm able to update anytime anywhere now sounds awesome :)

2011-09-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy girl since I was born :)

Love is around me all the time ♥

I don't come from a rich family but I do came from a family which RICH OF LOVE ♥♥♥

♥♥♥

Isn't he adorable? :))

stay tune !

a moment like this♥

2011-08-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

was having fun in college all the time

time for me to release everything out,you must be wonder how weird for me to release out -.-

people tend to complaint about college life yet I'm having fun in college although there's time I'm facing difficulty and challenging thingy

what did I done in college? -.-

I ignore people that I don't wanna know,people whom I don't even know

But I do make new friends,since it's my second semester I'm making new friends

under process.........

processing....

LMAO

it's fun to stand right in front of everyone presenting stupid stuff such as Malaysian studies why did the government want us to study Malaysian's studies...

Since lecturer said there's no right or wrong so here comes my stupid idea ZZzzz since every talking POLITIC !

hell yeah fuck o0o I'm suck in political thingy

so here's my answer -.- please promise not to scold me saying nonsense since they said THERE'S NO RIGHT OR WRONG !

okay first government FORCE US to study stupid Malaysian studies in case we don't know about MALAYSIAN since MALAYSIA always put the best imagine they cover up all those SHIT they have done ALL LIES ,so we're actually studying LIES,unlike the Europe country they shown everything even the BADS one :) ok then , Government force us to study so we count have the "MALAYSIAN'S STUDIES" subject appear ON OUR CERT ! HAHAHAHAHAH if we fail we might not get to graduate "stupid nonsense I crapped about" then we have to retake retake retake and retake ! God SAKE NO GRADUATION ! HAHAHHAA

the end -.- so not funny ....

LOL but my course-mate are making fun of it -.-

then out of sudden someone mention because "Lee Chong Wei" is from Malaysian -.-

water split-ed out from my mouth,sorry 2 brothers for causing both of you WET "owhh both of you so wet"

HAHAHAHAHA

both of them said FUCK,my hair ! another one said FUCK my shirt -.- opppsy sorry my bad

Was kinda fun having 2 hours break :)

having fun in the library -.- wrong place to have fun all the time

picca time !! ♥♥♥

My course-mate Christina♥♥♥ :)

she's a super duper hyper friendly friend

everyone calling her Donkey !

why?

once upon a time,lecturer was asking her name,she thought that lecturer asking her answer (during tutorial class) she answer DONKEY !! LMAO

My Mr.Yeepang ♥

my camera-freak kaki boy-friend!

when he got nothing to do he'll come find me "LIZ ! Let's take photo"

then many pose will be appear

He's the first boy who msg me middle of the night 3am asking should we wear formal the next day? (who the hell will ask you to wear formal for the first day?) being PRANK ! poor boy

isn't it adorable ? awww ♥ I love the last one he's having bunny head ! =X

my lovely LULU ♥

I like to call her lulu cause it's cute for her !

sorry no offence I'm just being superb friendly ! HAHHAHAAH

to be continue tomorrow....♥
should I bring Cammy along tmr? considering :)

stuck

2011-08-20T16:08:00.000+08:00

I done part of my job by helping SET club to take some photos during August intake orientation day

was kinda fun but some how I notice some of them ran out half way,I know sometimes it ain't that easy to organize something and makes everyone enjoy the games but some how you need to learn RESPECT in order to aspect others to respect you. I can't do more cause I'm just a photographer of the club :) it's good enough and I enjoy a lot

It's been awhile since I abandon my blog,for the past 3 weeks sem break I think I done nothing other than company sis 24/7 here and there,im the driver,that's all I can do? I doubt that...
Im being lazy for uploading photos and update my blog since I'm not some sort of "famous blogger" and blogging isn't part of my job ...I blog because I like to keep some memory in case I forget anything I can still refer back to my bloggie :D

ever since college start since the first sem,I though that everything will be smooth,but once I know the real personality I'll get stuck ! Idk why it's like annoying so much,some how I manage to control my temper,I having a bad temper all the time,I hate people keep repeating the same damn thing over again,it's so lifeless!
sorry that I don't simply judge people unless it really happened and I seen with my own eyes,or else I don't even bother give a damn about it,stop asking why I can act like nothing happen cause I don't fucking waste my time on bullshit...

it's been so long I never meet my girlfriend and my wifey (both are my favorite all the time) I always try to keep in touch with them :) seriously I can't live without them :( so I dated girlfriend out for dinner since a week ago ,finally we made it,though of shop awhile before dinner time,but she can't make it due to her design assignment thingy,but she never disappoint me yet rushing herself back (I felt bad) she keeps her words,and always be there for me whenever I need her....I was super duper down before that,cause I never aspect things to happen so sudden ,although I know non of my business to care about,yet deep inside my heart I was superb disappointed on everything...

I hate how much things happen when words and action both doing different thing ( I hate making things clear in blog) so I might mess your mind up =) did I?
I don't make things clear in my blog,but I'll definitely make things clear right in front of you!

Is not that I want things to happen,but it just happen,I don't mean to,but some how to wall became thicker ...
when I was young girl,I use to play with barbie,that moment I never thought of barbie would be that fake,now I understand,even humans are faker than a barbie,no wonder barbies are jealous !

I wonder how things could happen like this,cause I'm kinda curious how's the feeling is ! HAHAHAHAHAHA

I told girlfriend lot of things happen that thing don't mean to be happen but what to do things HAPPENED

she never failed to make my day,pull me back from the darkness ,cause even your own shadow leaves you in the darkness,lights left you in the darkness...She's making effort to make me happy :) thanks girlfriend ...even a million thanks are useless,cause you know what I'm gonna do :)

I told her I don't need a boyfriend,cause it seems like girls are smarter than boys now,it's not about the smart thingy,I don't see the mature thinking in them,they can be so annoying and irritating ,I'm not those type of girl 24/7 FREE for my boyfriend,I have my own things to be done,I told my girlfriend I think I need to draw my schedule for my future boyfriend ! HAHAHHAHAAHA we can't be sticking to each other 24/7 or 24 hours everyday,the most important things are TRUST,BELIEVE,TIME
I'm not saying I'm right or wrong ,everyone has their own thinking,for me that's what I thought, to be frankly I'm not interest in any boy now for real, some how I do like to annoy him all the time...I think that's part of my entertainment in college? other than photograph,food,music there's more thing to do...

everyone enjoying their life every Saturday ,but Saturday for me is nothing,I need to stuck at home,understand how suffer parents have to work for us,by helping them I realize a lot,words can't describe my feeling,I know some how I do try share my feeling before but people around me keep saying the same thing (NO OFFENCE, MY JOB IS SUPER EASY) why don't we try exchange for just a day? You'll know what's the feeling... me and my sis have to face tons of people everywhere,if you aspect me to have more feeling,sorry to say in the early year I'm already DIED ... people now a days aren't easy to deal with, CUSTOMER RIGHT !

I can tell you MAN can be super duper BITCHY now a days !!!

they sounds like a granny -.- even granny are cooler than the do !

I'm not looking for someone who has everything. But someone who has time to spend with me more than anything...

time always change something

2011-08-10T02:14:00.001+08:00

I got my own life,I think I just realize something :) something negative !!! HAHAHAHAH
it's all about HUMANS out there baybehhh ... I got no idea why it's just simply made up my mind and guess what? I always end up losing my mind and lost all my mood ,to tell the truth the more I know more about them I'll try to ignore cause non of my business ...
You might not know what Im talking about cause I always mixed everything up *I love people playing guessing*, only some one close with me will understand ...Don't try to ask cause I'll just say "NOTHING" cause you're not even that close enough to talk to me about it,that's my problem and NON of your business either :D so don't bother think about it...If you think you care for me then stop asking ,annoying you know?
do whatever you want,I don't care...Learn to be independent ,friends might be there for you but NOT FOREVER,good thing won't last forever and so do to those bad things...I don't really care what others think about me cause the more you care there's more drama,I hate living in drama's life,it's way too lifeless to care!
Somehow I do know people out there love to bitch around,Imma bitch as well... Did I just mess your mind out? Your problem :) Some how there's always someone out there knew everything about me :) You knew me well girlfriend and ILY !!
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some how I don't know why...I hate driving around at KEPONG area,no offence but seriously hate it,HELLO don't blame me for driving GANAS weih you're the one who got no balls to move the first step !! Hmmmm ...some how friends out there don't even believe me and my sis were from kepong area -.-

relationship ?

2011-08-05T02:32:00.000+08:00

actually these ramdom photo I'm trying to scare my sis off with my face expression !!

I sent her through whatsapp ! :) since I got iPhone I always whatsapp and spam people's wall,included talkbox everyday OII here OII there with the same damn person,day by day he OII me LOUDER THAN BEFORE ! ass him babi betul Zzz *sorry being rude because I am*

gosh my small little eyes can't even see ! fuck just a straight line -.-

watched "wu xia" with daddy mummy sister the day before I had my violin grade4 practical's exam :)

I'm legal now since I've turn 18th on March 9 :)

oh ya before this I use to dress up maturely so I can't simply just walk in to the cinema to watch 18SG,XS or whatever movie with my family ...takkan they watch then leave me alone right? so I always manage to walk in without someone stop me or ask me my age,should I be proud or sad cause I look much older as in the age or below 18 ... *cried*

WU XIA is a violent movie yet interesting ...I like action movie :)

there's more awesome movie coming soon on August ...

me and my sister,we do look alike when we make silly face or wear our spec

early morning rain rain rain and RAIN ...I woke up 4am but still lying on my bed waiting time pass,why? I'm not nervous because of violin exam on 8.30am *FUCKING EARLY*

kinda proud cause I'm the first one tho ...

early morning 5am playing with my violin can you imagine? the very first time in my life playing violin in such early morning I was like OMG not sober yet what am I playing?

I was kinda thankful cause daddy mummy was there for me giving me support ,especially mummy kept ask me not to worry and not to be nervous,so after I reached the PRINCE HOTEL,fuck my life almost freeze me into ice ...I reached there 7.30am :) punctual huh?

I practice a little more till almost perfect,I was jumping here and there just to warm down my body since it's super duper cold !

okie EXAM END :)

the examiner was quite friendly,but not as friendly as the first time I had my exam...

I was quite satisfy with my skill =X

thanks for those who wish me luck :) love u all ...

Fluffy kisses me :) he's so adorable in some ways ...SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE KILLING HIM !

gosh such a annoying little doggy can be super crazy middle of the night == I wish there's a remote control to control him ...

I'm such a sushi addicted ever since I mix with my senior *brain wash* erhem uncle tan asked me not to blame him cause my brain told me to eat sushi ! hahaha true!

I love my baby camera :) he or she? hmmm my boyfriend then xD HAHAHA he capture every precious moment for me :) thanks cammy ! *new name for my baby* HAHAH EPICCC !!!

looks nice huh? natural ...LMAO xD narcissism dao !! who cares?

taaa-daa Imma coffee addictor...I can have lots of lots of cup coffee a day -.- HELL NO cause it's simply effect ur brain memory trust me ! for god sake the next coming exam I ain't gonna drink coffee cause fuck the world I can't remember anything :(

okay Imma super duper lazy blogger now sometimes I feel like blogging then the mood SWING super fast like tornado then i stop blog for awhile then FORGOT *slap me harder please*

above photo all using iphone's camera that's why it's BLUR !!

see the diff now? took with my CAMMY ;)

just simply ignore my messy hair

sigh recently quite stress up,I don't know how to vent out my feelings...too much thing feeling inside

I don't know who to talk to,but finally everything vent out ,different feeling vent to different people -.- gosh I think if all of them combine together it turn into an epic JOKE

lucky all of them don't know each other,now you know why I vent to different people ! HAHAHAH brillianto

seriously I'm still in a stress out mood I don't even know what's wrong now ...I think I need a psychiatrist like seriously ,I kept too much secret for myself sorry to say once you've messed with me your secret will no longer be secret ...of course I won't tell the world but I'll tell your super duper close person I'm such a bitchy evil :)

I can be a super duper MAN person ,just that I don't have a dick ! *lmao* girls around me said I could be a super duper awesome boyfie but sorry I'm not a lessbian :) I LOVE BOY :) *slowly wait till I find one huh*

I can be super duper girly as well *sometimes* but most of the time I act more like a dude :( no wonder boys around me treat me as brother even I'm wearing pretty dresses ! I'm way too man ........AHAHAHA should I cry?

people around me keep find me to talk about their problems it's like I'm their personal doctor ...GOSH I NEED DOCTOR TOO ...

gosh people around me talks about their problem,their relationship problem *they make me sounds like a super pro brillianto person can solve their problem* I can even read their mind? HELL NO just simply guessing cause I've already know what they gonna do next through their daily life style ...

It's like finally I've solve everyone's problem,but who the hell gonna solve my problem? okay I need no one to solve my problem cause I never allow anyone to settle my problem,even parents get headache cause I'll never tell what's happening in my life,what I been through ,cause even if I speak out they started to nag nag nag...

so most of the time I'll talk to myself ...LOL the best time talking to myself is MIDNIGHT *sounds crazy talking to yourself* who cares? HAHAHAHHAHA epiccc giler

but then things that I hate is holiday cause problem keep appear during holiday,I wonder why bad things love to happen during holidays ...HOLIDAY HATES ME :(

I've learn not to influence by others,cause I know I can always enjoy now but when times come is time to let go,times prove you who are those real friend who willing stay by ur side,I might not know now,but one day I'll know...

just a short week of holiday I've settle more than 6 people's problem -.- I should have ask them to pay ! I can get extra pocket money so I can buy many many things for my family ! HAHAHAAH

seriously I can get super fed up by people around me,whenever sis ask me to date friends out,I can only date the same person all the time,it's not that I'm lame enough to date the same person,it's because I got no one to date! who to date? takkan you want me to date some stranger out to crap around,sorry to say don't fucking waste my time...I spend my quality times with the person I cherish so don't take me for granted and waste my time ...I won't speak out and I'll just leave silently ...that's what I'll do now...

I won't angry nor pissed off

I've learn a chinese phrase

为了小事发脾气，回头想想又何必

别人生气我不气，气出病来无人替

我若气死谁如意，况且伤神又飞起

quite meaningful tho :) try translate urself Imma lazy girl -.- google translate gave me all those epic answer!!

but then my chinese suck at first I can't really understand what it means until I ask sis explain Zzz HAHAHAHHA Im not a banana :) proud to know CHINESE :D * standard6's standard*

okay back to the main topic...I use to share what should you do and what you shouldn't do to my friends whenever they ask for help,but I only speak once,I can lead you to a better way but sometimes I fail to do so,I won't speak the second time cause it really makes me feel stupid for repeat something which I've know they won't understand

I say yes to you means yes

my I LOVE YOU may not be that precious anymore cause I love each and everyone around me,I can just simply say out I love you to someone ,people might judge me for doing that,it's because for so long I can't find a boy who can made me crazy because of him, NON OF THEM told u I act like a man who got dick baybeh ! I've use to my life cause it's my life,its not that I got nothing better to do...

I smile to everyone I see ! seriously,but when I get some weird response I'll pissed off for awhile,cause I think i might change their day by just giving a smile,I never aspect people to give me back a smile ...I can make ur day awesome at the same time I can make ur day as hell

people around me happy can makes me feel happier,people around me sad SORRY TO SAY IT WON'T AFFECT ME ! HAHAHAHA gosh im bithcy since the day I told myself I'm gonna change but I din't know I can change that fast,sis always told her friend I'm even mature than a 25++ person ! CAN I CRY?

Im not that old okay -.- I'm still enjoying my sweet 18 :)))

I take good care of my sis because she's the only one in my life...she's my everything *oii touching right?*

but sometimes I feel like punching on her face cause she's way too annoying whenever I'm pissed off she'll go hyper keep disturbing me -.- sometimes i nearly crash to other people's car just because of her ,she will never learn to shut her mouth whenever I'm driving ...She's trying to kill me in a different way !!

i know right I'm crapping a lot

thanks to girlfriend Carmen,Uncle Tan,Calvin,wifey YS they made my day :)

love them max max ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'm feeling much better now :)

night night !

DPC dating with my GF ♥♥♥♥♥

2011-07-25T02:21:00.000+08:00

TAAADAAA ~ new profile picture for my facebook I know right I can always change my profile picture :) I love taking picture and I can be super happy see friends around me change their profile picture which I took for them ...nothing special actually yet I can be that happy :) as what I said in FB ; Just SMILE no matter what cause life still goes on ~!! agreee? people change time flies we met different people and face different situation yet life still ROCK all the time isn't it? we learn and grow up from our mistake,quarrel then love each other MORE =) life is so interesting

after back from lunch party from Semenyih *fucking far away* had my Malay lunch there not bad :) after reach home straight away I dated my girlfriend CARMEN♥ out for yamcha to chill awhile since been age never date each other out till I'm having sem break now ! rolfff

Desa Park City full of doggies around and so adorable :)

Me and my GF ♥♥♥♥♥♥ :) we do update each other all the time

*sometimes NOT*

the whole point is about her RING :) LOL she loves big ring :)

love her long nails with BERSIH colour ..LOL

she said this picture ruin her reputation but I don't see any epic thing in here? Did you? LOL

we enjoy gossip about BOYS ;)
we laugh like mad forget about the public ! yeahhh I LAUGH SHE LAUGH WE LAUGH !
who cares?
LMAO I told her some funniest thing happened in my college about some random black guy stories
FML things just happened but laugh cause it's OVER

LMAOROLFLOLOLOLOL !!!

You can't see "someone in the dark" okay patiently wait...wait..wait..
keep waiting...
wait....
wait...
wait...
wait....
*OPEN EYES and MOUTH* NOW YOU SEE ME !
WTFFFFFFFFFFFF
gosh laugh my ass off man

it's ok if you can't get the joke ...

so far we've been enjoying our college life but sad case I'm officially having holidays now
tomorrow its monday WORKING TIME in OFFICE BORED ME OUT
its all about the MONEY MONEY MONEY ~
we ~~don't~~ NEED your money money money!
I love talking to her
I love sharing thing to her
I can be myself in front of her
is nothing to worry about when I'm with her
I can never be that way in front of other people *unless you can accept me for who I am* because SHE DOES and love me for who I am :) the friendship ♥

not everyone can accept each and everyone of us for who we are,different people have different thoughts and comfortable zon with different people,we can't force someone to love us for who we are,no one in this world is perfect,we do things wrong sometimes,we can't be right all the time,we learn and forgive,we might see someone and hate them,but by hating them won't makes you perfect either...
the true friendship is not about how long we know each other or spend most of the time with,is all about the true feeling comes from :)
as time flies people do change,accept them for who they are and learn to ROCK your own life instead of finding others fault in their life and judge them,you'll never know what's behind their story *behind the scene* LMAO

as if you got nothing better to do then go FUCK YOURSELF thankyou ...
we don't live our life to please someone
we live,we laugh,we learn,we love,WE ROCK
we can't be perfect all the time because everyday we keep learning :)
you might not notice what you've learnt but people around you might notice you've change into a better person

before judging others do look at the mirror ...
what you see?
You see YOURSELF
learn to love yourself more before learn to love others

since I got nothing better to do and I'm so in a mood of disturbing my senior I gave him a worst nightmare by tagged him in FB and he got speechless
LMAO
guess what he remove the tag but post still on my wall :) TEEEHEEE fail.com

just a random short post to update everyone :)
Love your life ♥

wish come true :)

2011-07-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

weeeee :) not bad huh the effect

recently I just bought iphone 4 WHITE :)

guys say white is for gay ~!!

yet WHITE is LOVE ~ okay?

ever since my phone had been gg.com so dad bought me new phone :)

I love instagram so much :)

pic me and my God sis KIM :)

God brothers and sisters :)

love

me and girlfriend camwhore in class while waiting lecturer

Uncle Tan :) bringing me for buying Bubble tea :)

my duck duck :) I put my iphone inside to keep it safe from scratch

Teddy tried to stand behind me as background and he's proud of his transformer Tee

wifey :D

Chatime bubble tea is love :)

everytime Uncle Tan free he'll bring me here for bubble tea but sadly he'd finished his diploma :(

waiting next sem see who gonna bring me here :D

Credit to Edmund for snaped this photo secretly and he showed me cause he's proud of his skill and he claim it awesomely and I know it's awesome so I asked him to send me :D
while waiting for POM exam :) busy playing with my phone instead of study management

oh ya having SEM BREAK now :)
having short sem for a months few weeks I've met awesome people around me
I love them super duper much :D
they made me laugh
there's always laughter around me :)

3 weeks holiday :(
I'm so excited about NEW SEM :)
result? gg.com !

just some short updates
will update more stay tune !

July

2011-07-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

10th July
ever since dad builded a mini house at his so-call-garden ,mom loves to have mini BBQ party over there to chill with her friends or just with us
it's been BBQ 2 days roll from 9th~10th
people having BERSIH war out there but me and my sis having war at home ...kinda speechless

Fluffy ♥ in the house ...the annoying and horrible one !

my super duper natural face with no lens and make up NOTHING ♥

I was emo at the corner with Fluffy ....LOL

11th July

the war just ended but another war came...THE WORST LIFE EVER

I was so happy ,finally there's time chilling with my boys and girls then dad ruin everything

at first there's no acc class,management class ended earlier then head up to Kota Damansara to have snowflakes but then snowflakes not open yet :( so chill awhile at Honeymoon ...FREAKING PRICY ! :(

while waiting happily something went wrong I cried in public in snowflake shop man !! SO EMBARRASSING :( my girls started to PANIC when they saw me cried O.o opppssy sorry =X
I drove home and cried all the way home man,everyone passes by my car keep stare at me ! -.- FML

I had an argument with my dad seriously broke my heart to the maximum ...Sis snap this photo of me while I'm still crying -.- my pillow was full of all my tears !
spot my yellow pillow with smile face? :D I hug it since I'm 9 years old man ! HAHAHAHAHHAHA
embarrassed lah -.-
okay nevermind ....I was so heart broken everytime my dad scolded me ...FUCKING HEART BROKEN you know that??? Mind your language first then learn how to talk to your own daughter in a proper way or else don't talk to me ....

13th July
after class we went DJ campus for SET club actually just me the photographer ...others got nothing to do then we went makan then they went NETMASTER ! -.-

it's all about the shirt okay :)

with my girls...*CLASSMATES*

Calvin's planking photo ...He PLANKED right in front of the RESTAURANT few days ago at the curve -.-

back to the class...everyone late for the class except me ! I'm earlyyyyyyy ~

during break time just 10 minutes but we're having lots of fun !

I combine everything :) super duper funny !

14th July
after class ended met my senior ...
2 of them are my favorite :)
meet Calvin and Tiam :)
Calvin had a new hair cut ! ZHUN BO?

went McD with classmates ...Teddy became leng zai day by day ...errrhemmm
6 years friendship :) not bad huh
then went the curve

I said I dont wanna take photo in the toilet but girlfriend keep request for it -.-

everyone looking lah aduhhh :(

my pool skills IMPROVE :)
went pool without wifey,cause she's working ! :(
sob sob miss miss !

after went the curve,I drove to a high school near 1U to find Uncle Tan :)

he's coaching there,that uncle keep call me to remind me bubble tea bubble tea

ON THE WAY LAH :(

Bubble tea ♥ thankyou ! =)

SET club classic games ❤

2011-07-09T21:38:00.003+08:00

we're having this classical game event on 8th July Friday held at KDU college in LH2 room

of course I ain't gonna miss out and I'm bringing my baby along! woooots :D at first I was wondering what will happen during this event cause since I'm still new in this college :) so far as I know people around there were super duper friendly and lecturer is friendly too :D

so plan to breakfast with wifey early morning then UNCLE TAN

hahahaha he's not an uncle okay just that I like to call him uncle Tan :) TEEHEEE

he complaint we never ask him along -.- you think you very good now izit never ask Calvin along and finally Calvin and Iwin joining us too :D awesome ❤

then I'm the lazy driver :) Vincent drove us for breakfast

Pikachu on the board !! adorable isn't it? ❤❤❤ heart it max max :) he brought his pikachu along and I feel like stealing all his collection HAHAHAHAHAH

Calvin's creation by arranging them together looks more adorable :D the EGG finally can stand cause most of the time the egg lost it's balance ...LMAO

so after breakfast uncle Tan drove us to get BUBBLE TEA ❤ guess what he told me bumble tea instead of bubble tea ! LOL too much transformer arh?

TAAA-DAAA early morning 10.30 reach SS2 mall and it's not open yet -.- fml ...though of having it early morning =( sad sobsobsob then what to do? drove back to college will be coming back to you BUBBLE TEA once the event goes stable :)

JIANG JIANG JIANG JIANG !!! I got the tag from uncle Tan :D

so that I might get free parking at visitor lot ! HAHAHAH RM0.50 per hour man -.- SAVE MONEY

once we reached there trying to help out the balloons while Tiam Tiam was there busy with balloons thingy

awwwwww I ❤ colours :) Colours is ❤❤❤❤

my pinky balloon :) it's all about the effect baby :)

what games we having there? We have lots of game of course =) I miss UNO game

Calvin as the model advertising UNO game card at the same time :)

we had Twister as well =) twister is a awesome game which make me laugh madly while watching the others to play and you definitely gonna enjoy the game for sure ! Yet I prefer watching others to play :)
see the photos? LOOK DAMN WRONG man I nearly laugh till cramp ...okay not that serious just a JOKE okay XD

numbers as well :) as same as twister just that gonna follow the numbers

I saw lecturer enjoying the game :)
it's really fun to enjoy the games with the lecturers along :) you'll get to know them better and you'll never know how fun actually :)

Congkak is a malay's traditional game =)

but the pikachu definitely is the lebih one trust me !! TEEHEEE :D

I can't really capture it clearly in this photo, is actually 5 man torturing a man ! hahaha just kidding just some random case bully ! HAHAHAH just kidding they trying to put two balloons into Calvin's shirt to make it look like he's having BOOBS since he started to play it first then everyone started to attack him ...POOR THING ! HAHAHAHAH sendiri cari pasal xD

after everything settle and stable is time for BUBBLE TEA❤ then uncle Tan drove to ss2 mall for bubble teaaa :) weeeeeeeee ...He force me to ditch my wifey for awhile :( grrrrrrr

teeehehehahahahahah bought 5 bubble tea :D Hazel nut chocolate is ❤

Model of the day SZE MEI my wifey ❤ LOLOLOL

she's having coffee ince blended CAFFEINE make our days ;D

my skills isn't that bad huh? improving :D

Me,Uncle Tan (Vincent) ,Robert , Xiang ,Sze Mei ;)

we had Monopoly as well :) I miss this game is all about the MONEY BABY ~~~~~

We learn to make paper swam as well :D it's fun to learn together =) at first I was abit blur cause I almost forgot how to make it yet I finish it :D TAADAAA HAPPY !!

Jason VS Leon

Chinese chess is a challenging game yet you'll become smarter cause is all about the strategy and skills baby !

both lecturer having lots of fun in this game but at last everything FALL DOWN it's like London bridge falling down ~ HAHAHAHA

what's the fun part? POKER baby !

(Big Deuce, Big Two, Top Dog, Da Lao Er , Sho Tai Ti, Choh Dai Di, Dai Di )

why so many names? whatever :) meanwhile they look like they're talking some kind of big business as well :)
after all we're all BUSINESS STUDENTS :D

met my 2 twins sister and why do I said so? we born on the same day man MARCH 9TH ! INCREDIBLE right? it's like finally I found 2 of them having the same birthday with me :) Elizabeth (me) , Celina , Krystal ❤❤❤

after almost end ...errr I don't think they end that fast then me and wifey caoz to SUNWAY GIZA for boutique shopping ~!!!!!

the very first time I went Sunway Giza I know I'm so outdated but who cares? as long as I live there's more awesome things waiting for me =) the end of the post for today :)

hope everyone enjoy reading my bloggie ❤

❤I might not be a professional photographer,I took awesome picture with happy faces to keep all the memories as long as I life❤

fucking awesome ONE SHOOT ♥♥

2011-07-09T02:12:00.001+08:00

arhhhhhhh I feel like having photo shoot you know :) I love collecting my own photos and I know this is super narcissism so if you can't handle my narcissism opppps sorry there's more you can't even handle :D teeheee I know right college life is really awesome as everyone keep asking me to move on :) and I did it very well :) I met new people :) I learn something new ...errr other than management thingy and account thingy x) everything seems so smooth now there's more challenge coming :) very soon !

best joke of the month :
there's a friend of mine name CK he's doing his research about CK company so I asked him what CK contribute to the society? He answered " they sponsor free undies to everyone " HAHAHAHAHHAHA LMAO to the maximum I laugh like mad in front the computer -.- I feel like dying now everyday laugh like mad but this is a GOOD THING you know =)

guess what I've lost contact with HIM again and I felt so bored by msg him so I felt bad at the same time D:
I felt damn bitchy now a days ! I shall stop talking about him or else someone admire me though I'm in a relationship AHCHEHHHHHHH xD like yes right? HAHAHHA just kidding I know so not funny !!!!
I've neglected my blog and feel bad about it cause I blog less and it's like so simply all the time :( busy what I need time man since I'm hyper active now too much caffeine today is not a good thing you know?

24th June

that day me and wifey plan to wear same tripe cloth but girlfriend FFK giving reason forget then don't want ,such a honest baby huh ! so as usual I brought my baby to college,I rarely miss out the camwhore section with everyone :) unless I'm absent !!!
my college life is awesome :) when you spend the right time with the right person everything turns into perfect that you'll never aspect cause I never aspect I met such awesome friends who willing to trust me and listen to crap all the time and all the bitching thingy :)) they gave me advice and weeeeeeeeeeeeee♥♥♥ heart them max max liao =) most of the time I spent with szemei and michelle ♥♥ both of them are my favorite all the time :) winkwink !
Sze mei I love you for loving me for who I am , thanks for sharing your feeling and you called me that time I felt so happy that you treated me as part of your good friendsss ... hmmmmmmm how to say? No words can describe now but seriously this girl arhh :) super duper sweet ! ♥♥

see the two skinny fellas? O.o like wood standing there waiting for lift xD actually it's only 1 floor so please la walk the stairs instead of waiting so long -.- lazy fella lah both of them :)

The guysss ...CK the one who showing epic face and pose all the time,try to spot it !

25th and 26th June
one day shoot WOOTSSS :) tons of fun with the guys and babes =)
1st we planned to study and group assignment together BUT BUT BUT BUT FAIL ! LOL
blame the guys lah ish =( then dinner at Murni ss2
since wifey never been there before and she was like WOAH why so packed one? why so many tables one?
can de meh? all the curious coming out ! HAHAHAH

wifey fail to capture this shoot ! It's blur and focus nothing :( should improve more okay?

I order myself a tomyam fried rice and nearly choked by their chili padi wtf it's like the whole plate of rice with chili padi man ! what about drinks? Milo dinosaur ! RAWR with milo powder on top of the drinks :)

what's so special about these 3 drinks? well nice name and damn awkward !

from left I love you,I kiss and I miss you seriously NO JOKE !

I kiss you taste suck !!!

first time met CK's girlfriend =) such a simple girl with pretty face !

after murni never forget of STUDY la of course ! so we head up to Center point's Mcd to do out assignment but fail everyone seems to be so hyper in chit-chat and camwhore =)

I brought my baby along of course !!

Wifey on my left and CK's gf WEI YAN =)

pretty isn't she?

just ignore some random dude next to me kay? was checking on Jun's assignment thingy and I dint know Edmund took this photo until I check my babe ! LOLOLOL awesome isn't it? super duper serious ! laugh die me OMG

then went back home,plan to over night at wifey place FOR THE FIRST TIME I wanna do something excited,fun yet definitely will kena from my parents seriously like GAOGAO !!! so yeaaa I wanna try something adventure ! HAHAHAHAH =) I'm good girl okay sometimes need to release stress one you know? It's a good thing that I know how to control myself :)

therefore I brought wifey home along ,reach home,daddy saw wifey and he started to get pisses off like seriously ! HAHHAA I felt awesome not because I pissed my dad off but the feeling of excited and I know kinda sound stupid and foolish D: then I ran up to ask mom then mom SHOOT me SCOLDED me like ass man ...then dad scolded damn loud until wifey heard it -.- please lah middle of the night no need scream that loud ! LOL bad words all coming out ...yet they love me so much and the reason why they scolded me like hell just to protect me from danger ...

after manage to ~~run away from home~~, ERHEMMM okay parents always say this is the first and the last time but I can bet there would be 2nd,3rd,4th times coming ! HAHAHAHAH ...then get permission to stay over wifey place then drove to CURVE to chill awhile in Laundry club ,I don't really club cause I don't like the feeling with lots of strangers around... But I do enjoy their remix songs ;) I don't really drink as well =) I hardly drink ! HAHAHAH I prefer drinking at home with BACARDI ! after drunk then can straight K.O on my bed ! after awhile we caoz again to MAKMAK ! SHISHA SHISHA :D I don't smoke but I shisha -.- wtffff lemon flavour taste good =D the lady boss actually gave us free shisha cause it's late and last call man ...lucky us ! she's a malay but she looks more like chinese =) She's friendly ! guess what wifey made her day by chatting with her :) wifey is such a good entertainer

then finish yamcha,makan,minum,shisha etc then caoz back to wifey house continue assignment !

such an interesting day full of adventure

had a great heart-to-heart chat with wifey whole night ! she din't sleep whole night just to done her assignment coca-cola thingy but we all done wrong -.- what a waste ! keep changing

then early morning 7.30am mom called me man fucking early im not sober yet :( then drove back home continue K.O

then alarm rang again FML to the maximum is time to wake up again ! aiyaaaaa so sleepy weihhh =(

ready and prepare to SOUND OF MUSIC SHOW held on KLCC Convention centre =)

see the ticket price I can CRY I tell you but lucky I din't cried out cause it's really worth it seriously =)

before the shows of course the sister will never miss out any camwhore section all the time,she use to complaint why i always took photos then upload in blog and what the purpose of blogging blablabla???
SEE now you wanna be a famous blogger and BLOG MORE THAN I DO ! ~~FUCKYOU~~ !
fuckyou=I love you HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

Meet Belinda's pretty mummy,Belinda ,me and my SIS qu qiong fan arhhh ! bangsaii you !

we do look more alike in this photo :) like finally cause everyone says we don't look alike although we born from the same ~~company~~ MOTHER! HAHAHAHAH
The show was awesome the song is so beautiful their voices is so AWESOME :) super duper awesome to the maximum ! No regret just that I'm BROKE to the maximum now :((

then though of having dinner with parents but both of them DITCHED me cause they wanted to go for a DATE -.- okay nevermind very sweet lah both of you now? AHCEHHH xD bad daughter so the plan? had dinner with sis and her big bunch of friend :) I feel so young while im with them ! HAHAHAHA
had dinner at SOLDED OUT somewhere mont kiara :)

fresh air can see my hair ~ woooooots

appetizer yummy yummy ~

my spaghetti ! yummy

sis birthday cake,we celebrate in advance ,see got prove got candle some more ! cause she complaint a lot no cake no candle ! this girl arh had everything ...she had too much that's why her attitute also too much three much as I said ! LMAOOO

I was super duper sleepy all the time even having dinner I'm closing my eyes then stupid sis took photo of me and edited till became like this I was like WTF is this man :( goshhhh poot thingy lah me

sister's friends =) Teeeheee I'm the youngest but I look almost the same with them D: awwwwww I'm still young okay I'm only 18 ! HAHAHA

28th June

we plan to wear KDU shirt on Tuesday and most of us wore it some din't get it ! LOUSY lahhhhh
lunch at Murni ss2 again :) CK the driver !

I made everything together SAVING SPACE MAN ! too much photo how to upload one shoot confirm LONG until tmr cant finish ..LMAOOO

finish lunch and we all late for ACC class for half hour ! LOLOLOL ! awesome right imagine more than 15 of us late for class -.- lunch time la lunch time lah !

then after end class the guys playing basketball without a ball? nah they just want the shoot :) awesome right? thanks to me !

then continue out assignment in library :) we're good student okay we play hard study hard a little :) HAHA just a little? okay is good enough tho

29th June

first of fall I wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER

YOU're OLD and YOU GONNA ADMIT it you're 24th NOW ! HAHAHAHA but you look young deep inside your heart everyone knows that and you're my everything,although sometimes i feel like killing you all the time choked you kick you slap you ,yet I still love you the MORE and I know you LOVE ME MOST !!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA

I wishes her in FB as well I know look stupid !

had dinner at 1U CHILIJ ;)))

YUMMY ~~~~~ my life is just all about food :)

daddy and his beloved pretty daughter awwwwww :) sweet sweet we look so damn much alike as like what others always says PHOTOSTAT ! LMAOOO

both silly sister :) awwwwww aren't we cute? I know right !

she complaint too much and made me bought 3 cakes for her in DELICIOUS :(

nothing much just a simple celebration with family cause the fun part coming soon !

1st of July

THIS IS WHAT WE CALL FUN PART !

sister birthday celebration AGAIN and AGAIN

can you imagine she's celebrating her birthday for a moth?!!

screw me please D: even the AGUNG of MALAYSIA just celebrate one day okay?

awesome group photo right?

I've invited my college friend to come over my place to enjoy the food cause daddy had prepare awesome grant dinner for everyone :)

sis complaint AGAIN ! She said it's more like my birthday party -.- it's not like her friends not coming also...DINOSAUR was there too! HAHAHAHHA RAWRRR ju qiong fan GG bangsai maximum lah you sister acting shy around so NOT LIKE YOU at all ! stop telling my friend your NAME is MARY ANN TAN LENG LUI just because you got no CHINESE NAME okay?

ishhh *FAINT*

www.fail.com.my ! HAHAHAHHAHAHA

happy to see everyone enjoy the party a lot :)

we took tons of photo all the time

Ck's gf came along it's awesome :)

I even invited my senior , now I know all of their true colours ! HAHHAA guess what my sis love all my friend they being very friendly to my family :)

WOAHHH happy ending ♥♥

2nd of July

party again and again ! yeshhhhh

college life is awesome you know that? you know?

learn to be more friendly to everyone okay? voice out it's not like you're gonna die if you voice out ! TEEEHEE

but sometimes you can't be too friendly as well,learn to LIVE YOUR LIFE BABY~

life is all about adventure ;D

so yeah after party at my place,next day was CK place :)

BBQ party is always fun burning our own food :)

first we went carrefour for food shopping ...LOL adorable =)

we even bought sushi ! SHUN was like looking at the sushi started to wonder is this sushi?LOL MALAYSIAN sushi mannn ! hahaha for your information SHUN was our Japanese friend :)

I hardly breath when I saw all this photo after I edited super funny

okay okay red shirt was SHUN and white shirt was JUN

tripe shirt was Edmund wanted to get ice-cream but end up bought fried chicken == sweat to the max

reach CK's house ,then on FIRE but failed == then CK was like okay -.- I need something special so he use the pinky thingy to start on the fire is some kind of wax

LOL awesome ~

you ain't gonna know what's behind the scene cause you might end up crying there watching them cutting the watermelon in a fail way ! trust me

the watermelon end up look like chicken liver -.- can you imagine how disgusting they cut it into? CK friends accidentally came into the kitchen was laughing behind the scene and they dare not touch the watermelon,after all I do eat a lot watermelon cause still I'm gonna SHIT OUT right? HAHAHHAHA watermelon taste good and sweet :)

I being a good girl I reached home 11pm then dad and mom ask me for the very first time WHY CAME BACK SO EARLY? WOAHHHHH means I can go out till late? No way! control =)

the next day I crash over Edmund place just to help him in microsoft word thingy -.- screw him don't know anything about PC ...laugh me like mad...then had lunch with them then went to fetch sis at some where Midvalley further up ...JAUHHH-NYA!

(4th-6th) JULY Monday-Wednesday

class as usual then rushing assignment

I was busy helping other group of people in their assignment help them to understand what's the assignment about end up I screw up my own assignment -.- so is a good thing or bad thing???

due date on 7th July and I'm almost dead keep changing company ! fml :(

I think the guard get mad of us cause there 5 cars always stop right in front of the library blocking people's ways ! LOL we always end up 5 cars driving around ! LOL awesome right? :D TEEHEE I drive like a man ...LOL just kidding no serious okay?

6th of july

Is a pleasure being invited to Dr.Mahathir's birthday event at Shangri-la hotel and his 55th wedding anniversary :) everything went so smooth and awesome cause of their sweetness with his wifey :)

55th MAN !

the sweetest part is not about Romeo and Juliat nor Titanic man is all about they been through for 55th years :)

super duper sweet and cute while both of them sang :)

I cant take my eyes off you ~ AWWW ! sweet max max !

Theme of MY DAY was GREEK :)

the movie of 300 AHWU AH WU !!! HAHAHHAHA silly me :)

I look pretty that day and my eyes super duper heavy need more energy to open my eyes cause of the fake lashes ! The next time who ask me wear fake lashes I'll definitely kill them !

the very first time I play with my own fake lashes :) good experience =)

I went to Pee-aa-Boo after college to set my hair :)

nice curl I love it fucking much and I miss it :(

I love the wave and curl suit me a lot and I've change my fringe side from right to left !

thanks friends who LIKE my photo in FB =) thanks for the comment !♥♥

I enjoy the event a lot :) do visit my sister blog she blogged more detail than I do :)

I'm so lazy cause there's more to update so apologize ! at least Im putting afford to update right?

http://mary-aslifegoesby.blogspot.com/

7th of July

went college to submit our assignment but too bad wifey cant hang out with us cause she gonna work :)

dont worry you won't always miss out the fun cause I'm here always update you !!

so at first we went for sing k for 2 hours ! RM8 student price for each of us not bad huh??

we even bought Transformer movie at 3pm after sing k section :)

not bad I'm improve my singing skills ...LOL maybe? I guess so :)

after all transformer is all about the CARS man SPORT CARSSS and HOT CHICK but still I prefer MEGAN FOX don't ask me why ...

went I reach home you,see what I've seen == sis throw my anrybird to let fluffy play !

HE'S BITING MY ANGRYBIRD MAN !!!

sis love to piss me off and try my temper :( sighhhhhh

they're having tons of fun watching me pissing off at the corner T__T emo la pity my angrybird !

there's more to update this is just some random awesome life I've been through in ONE SHOOT ! HAHAHAHAHAH I know right life is awesome :)
will continue blog about SET CLUB event thingy tomorrow once I got the time :)
night peepssss ♥♥♥♥♥♥ LOVESSSSSS

happening life

2011-06-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

college life was quite happening ever since I've started college life ,duh ! as you can see me as the active person in fb so yeahh xD uploaded loads of picture ...but some didn't upload cause its kinda confidential xD erhemmm you know right camera always with me like 24/7 ;)

after class went MCD to have tea time ;)

okay someone complaint that I put oily food on my face-.- is not like I don't was my face right?

LOL mine the buruk one ;))

ehehehe I just simply try to update thing in case my blog wasn't that death at all
guess what college just started 3 weeks and my midterm next week ! OMGF :( wasn't ready at all and assignment need to pass up next two weeks :(

byeeeeeeeeeeee

girls ♥

2011-06-18T02:46:00.004+08:00

well like finally I get to date wifey out !♥♥♥ we're been so busy for our own thingy,college and our own life yet we never fail to updates each other :D she's still the same and heart her to the max all the time ♥ she's my best wifey and best girlfriend of course ...it's just the matter of time :) we can't predict what's gonna happen next in future ... though that we'll fail to meet each other today cause mama going church so as usual I fetch her :) I'm kinda excited though of sitting her car ...LOL her driving skills might kills me but what to do? I WANNA BE THE 1ST ONE WHO SIT HER CAR! I wanna feel the scary feeling ! HAHAHAHAH damn mean right ;) we get high by talking our own story in coffee bean and there's quite many uncles and aunties there staring at us cause we get too high and laugh like nobody business ;D LOL hyper liao too much sugar and coffee ! NO IMAGE LIAO D: awwwwwwwwwwww and she got a new name "PRIVATE CY" HAHAHAHA it's kinda related to her name :) I miss her liao :( I wanna be lessbian ! HAHAHAHAHAH not funny -.-

you think you know me well? think twice ;)

this is what exactly I felt all the time when I fall for a guy ,you might think I'm falling for a guy now,previously I am but the different guy,but now I'm trying to tell you another guy,it might sound so flirty for you but I'm not flirty (the choices is yours) your decision doesn't affect my life so just read and get things clear !

as if you observe my twitter ,I feel bad for talking bad about him in twitter ,seriously I felt disappointed to the maximum already,I don't even bother feel like replying his msg all the time,his text always made me stunned and I got no idea what to reply,it's like always either out of topic and make no sense at all . (I STARTED TO WONDER WHY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS) it's like everything went so wrong,I shouldn't reply his msg at the first time,shouldn't hang out with him,shouldn't talk too much with him,shouldn't share everything with him,shouldn't make the first steps ....it's like I've made a wrong decision :(

all I want is an answer ...WHY ?
what's wrong with you?
why so good to me?
why wanna be different from others?
why wanna know everything?
why care so much?
why ask so much?
WHY?!

I tried to ask him few question but seems like he's out of the topic all the time trying to escape from the question...WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?

everything seems so weird came in a sudden !
what's happen 2 years ago? where the hell you've been?
"POP" disappear awhile then in a relationship with another girl without giving me any explanation ...we're still friends right? You even deleted my number and now you complaint why I refuse to see you or talk to you?! I've waited like a silly asshole being fooled in a sudden ! then NOW what are you doing? why appear in a sudden? I'm not your girlfriend so don't fucking treat me that way it's only made me feel disgusting !
If you're interest with me for the first moment why on earth you dumped me for the first time and left me all alone when I been through so many stuffs alone ! so what's the point of appearing now after 2 years ! What's your plan?Thanks for explained so much to me for what happen for the past 2 years but I'm not interest in it :) I might feel interest for the first moment you left me,but after all I don't feel anything. you're not answering my simple question so just leave me alone !

some people might think such a waste for ignore him but if really want me so why you let me go?
I just want to be the last thing you think about before you fall asleep and the first girl you remember when u wake up in the morning but now it turns ! I became your last thing you think about before you fall sleep and the first girl you remember when you wake up in the morning ...HELLO I don't need to tell you everything in detail what I'm doing or what's my plan ...even best friend won't ask all these ok !

I hate how much I've spent my time with you,giving so much effort and tried everything so you can be mine :( but now I think I was wrong cause end up hurting myself,NO PAIN NO GAIN man ! *sounds brilliant* LOL
I always wonder is it my problem or? each person in this world is unique cause we're limited and we have our own thinking so don't bother busy body so much on other's thinking after all you can't fucking change a person easily ...

sorry to say I don't know anything about you,you think you know me well? Think twice and I bet you just know nothing about me ! Human changed okay ! I use to think why I don't get an awesome boyfriend like what other girls having now,why I don't have any sweet photo or maybe sweet memory with my ex's boyfriend? I use to have this stupid though whenever I'm lonely I seriously need a boyfriend like NOW ,it's so fucking stupid to have this kind of thinking (N years ago I wasn't mature enough,childish thinking) so day by day I'm growing... we use to have some kind of feelings right? Such as what's the point of having the other half? To fill up your emptiness or loneliness ? I don't know anything about loving a boyfriend cause I'm too afraid to know about it,it's so hurt to know about it,once you're in love it's hopeless when you're with the wrong one,doesn't mean you can't have good memory with the bad one just that you might also think it's a waste of time. You might think why on earth there's some couple look so pretty and good looking,it's not about the face,it's about their LOVE made them look awesome ! You might want your other half to love you for how you expect them to love you,but remember doesn't mean they don't love you with their own way,different people express their love in different way... but I'm always fail in love so it's kinda phobia for me. I can be so crazy in love with a person who don't feel any interest with me,yet ignore those who love me. Life is always unfair and weird !

YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU TRIED TO SAY !

Make no sense at all ...sorry to say go fuck yourself ! :(

( I started to feel bad now but everything comes from my heart cause I can only express with words)

I tried to forgive and I've forgive but seems like I got no feelings anymore cause this proves that I don't like you anymore and you can stop moving another steps...maybe I'm not the person who's meant to be with you.

stop telling me about the future thingy cause I kinda get annoyed and I know GOD loves me so much,no need to tell me all these things ...FUCK MAN I felt so bad for talking all this :( but it's so hurt if I don't express my feeling out ! damn celaka lah my feeling =(

you're the one who break my heart into pieces first and now you're here to fix it? HELLO there's always a scars !

Even it's fix it will never be the same anymore,sometimes you might get hurts too while trying to fix it with the broken pieces,you might even fail to fix it back ...So don't try to hurt someone ,but I've just DID ! :(

maybe just that I think too much? sighhhhhh

The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all.

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most
And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
~~I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed~~
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are?

I rather love an angry bird ,I got no idea why whenever I look at my angry bird I SMILE :D

LOL sounds like idiot !!!

I'm just over disappointed on you,you notice that?

don't try to fix it back please,it doesn't meant to be yours :)

incredible life

2011-06-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

TEEHEEE am ready for shopping ..but the fact is MAMA went shopping and I'm the one who got nothing T_T unfair right? my cool mama pulled me in every shop like she wanted to get everything ....LOL then end up get nothing cause I don't wan them to wait for me ...sigh then get nothing in cotton on :( I'll go again next time :)

Koniciwa ;)

I love my new hair colour at least it doesn't made me look like I'm a death person ,you know what i mean right? I don't have fair skin so it's quite suit for me ;) but the thing is my hair so damn dry and I seriously need a treatment some day when I'm free cause FATHER'S DAY is coming !

I know right I look prettier now ! HAHAHHAAHHA why on earth there's such narcissism person in this world? well no ones perfect right? I born original cause I don't die with a copy!

I'm having awesome time with my college friends yesterday,went to DJ campus lepak awhile for the clubss and societies thingy so yeah I've decided to join mass com,paint ball and SETS ....it's like so interested with those thingy you know ,why on earth do I choose to join em'? Cause at least I don't need to stay back for any activities in case they really need us and no crash time ! most of them it's about society so I can meet new people and have fun around :) Know more about the societies thingy so probably will enjoy about it ! Learn to come out with more ideas and expand your potential ,I guess so?
Then met my long lost darling Jie Jiun as well ;)

Jie Jiun Darling :D

then have a sit at the cafe while waiting for the others :) of course as a narcissism people like me CAMERA would be 24/7 on my hands right? agree agree? my bag would never leave my camera alone ! cause without camera you'll miss out the fun like seriously !!

as you can see we are the pretties girls ! HAHAHAHA I know right we all look super pretty ! :D *YEAH*
the front roll will be the mass com students and the back roll will be the business admin students ;D

before we're about to leave we took one last picture ! LMAO it's so fun to hang out around with them ;)

then after discuss with the boys we plan to head up to SUNWAY PIRAMID ! sounds awesome yet kinda worries parents gonna cop me into pieces like seriously I'm kinda get annoyed when they started to call me ,it's not that I'm afraid of them,I call that respect cause I'll just do whatever they say but sometimes NO x(
so Sze Mei saw mirror then she was like LIZ LIZ FASTER FASTER CAMERA CAMERA ! everything repeated twice ! LMAO xD and you know what they actually ready and posing but I was like my camera my camera STUCK ! -.- lame

then the guys wanted to play pool so just simply join em' for the fun for awhile before the movie starts !

you know right I'm kinda suck in playing pool ,all the time my stick will hit the ball to narrow and sze mei said my skills is kinda special *I'll take that as compliment* Thankyou i know right it's need SKILLS man SKILLS !! Ck was kinda pro in it :) He can even make the ball jump ...LOL SKILLS MAN everything talking about SKILLS man ! LMAO ...

before on the way to cinema ,our epic photo :) opppps Jun's half head GONE ! sorry my bad ! CK face was kinda SHOCK was like "WHAT" ...Sze mei luu macam wanted to give a kiss ! Bryan was like enjoying something ...the miang face * I feel damn mean right now *

we call these perfect photo cause everyone faces SHOWN !

one last picture after the movie ends :) oh ya right I never mention what movie I've watched ...X-Men first class ....LOLOLOLOL that movie arhhh hmmmmmmm ermmmmmmmm I'm not that kind of X-men fans so I don't really likes the movie that much ,some part it's kinda awesome and some parts is even touching !
as what CK said there's no leng zai in the movie ...LOL cause there will be too young or maybe too OLD? nahhh whatever I just simply saw ONE leng zai in that movie okay !

I know right spending time with the right person is always awesome but the thing is the guys is kinda wasting time all the time for serious ! Not all of them of course just few of them seriously don't like people wasting my time making decision lah just follow the plan okay? sorry I don't mean to but then seriously time is precious you know once something miss out you can't turn back time !

then reached home around 8.00pm+ you know what nobody at home ! *YEAHHHH* then babe Sze Mei called me out for yamcha ! since parents not at home and I just cooked myself mee then drove out again to meet the babe and guyss ... Bryan gave me the wrong decision :( I'm so sorry to CK for talking quite rude on the phone cause I'm kinda rush cause I don't want people to wait for me :( finally found the place oh yea PEACE man ...

then the guys having shisha ! sorry will be trying next time but not that time cause I'm kinda dislike the feeling ...LOL sis complaint I should have try something new instead of saying NO to everything -.- okok will try it next time lah for ONCE !!
then back home around 12.00am ZHUN ZHUN weihhh kinda awesome cause parents don't even give a call at all it's kinda relax for awhile :) doesn't mean parents don't call then I can go out till late I'll still worry about that and I'll go home early for sure !
You know what? Sze mei so sweet you know ! She helped me found ANGRY BIRD OMG like seriously OMG I finally get angry bird and I get to hug it like everyday ...She knew I love angry bird then she thinked of me then bought it for me first :) I know right cause I repeated like SOOOO MANY TIMES I know it's kinda annoyed ... imagine I keep repeating (ANGRY BIRD ANGRY BIRD ANGRY BIRD)
thanks Sze Mei I lubba you muchie muchie ♥♥♥♥

even if i met new friends I wont forget about the others cause it seems like everything started to changed,life won't remain the same all the time,people comes and go but don't forget you're still here with me it's just the matter of time ...please bear with me i need time arrangement so i can meet everyone of you ...we need updates right? So I won't leave everyone out there and just let the friendship ended like nothing cause it's not worth at all you know for this kind of ending it's so sad D: I miss my wifey my girlfriend my bestfriend my close friend my true friendssss woah woah woah it's all the same I miss the humansss who appear in my life ! I loves those who love me and I got no time to entertain those who hate me cause I'm too busy loving those who love me so much ;)
well you know right i might not be a good friend of yours,I'm not a good person as well , I have my own comfortable zone,sometimes I might miss out anything or say out something wrongly cause I'm born original I don't fake in front of you ! cause it's a tiring stupid ass thingy and I don't do that ! I don't try to get close to you for a purpose or something else ,I want nothing from you cause I got everything ;) I have so much love from family,friends and others ... sometimes I might be grateful sometimes I'm not,humans feeling do change too !

woah I'm kinda out of the topic lah D: okay nevermind ...
the truth is i miss all my friends :( I've been rejected my wifey twice I feel bad now cause most of the time she asked me out I was like busy doing my own stuff helping my parent's company then my own homework thingy :( then sometimes got no car !! ahhhhhhh i miss her super the very muchie liao :(

awwwwww meet my angry bird ;)

shall blog about tomorrow cause I just forgot what I need to blog xD kay byeee people love ya !

opppsy I'm busy now

2011-06-13T23:35:00.001+08:00

oppsy sorry :x I'm kinda busy now but never forget to blog about it of course but then just some random short post then need to get some rest ! I'm so tired now like seriously tummy paining somemore in these stupid hour ! hopefully tomorrow will be much better *crossfinger*

during class everyone was blur so im kinda proud cause I'm not the only one get stunned in the class as you know the lecturer spoke too soft and you barely can hear what's she's trying to say ! everything she said I've forgot I just remember there's 3 tutorial with question and the research thingy ,and yeah the research thingy we don't understand at all so just leave it blank 1st need to done revision and the tutorial thingy before start our assignment ! DAMN MAN what she's talking about? kinda regret never ask properly and there's no class tomorrow but going early to do some revision with my BABI SIAO PO ! mana luu pergi never reply my msg lah hate you liao D;

after class ended ,so yeah the siaopo wanted to have tea time with me so yeah we had our tea time at Secret recipes !

meet my sweetie pie babi bee siao po ! (such a long name right?)
meet her she's SZE MEI ;) she's nice but LOVE TO BULLY ME !! love to molest me as well D:

meet Michelle Wong on the right ;) she's nice !! TEEHEEE that's all for today ;D

going to do revision with my siaopo tmorrow ;) stay tune ! :D

what ?

2011-06-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

I'm confuse and I'm lost,I'm blur and I'm going insane ...can anybody just tell me what's happening?

I just wan to know the truth !

when the two sister meet ,this is what's gonna happen next !

we going insane all the time !

bye D:

things become so complicated suddenly :(

good friend :)

2011-06-10T02:48:00.001+08:00

okay Mr.FFK just date me once again so yeah this time he made it without fail ...*applause*

cause he been ffk me many times -.- lastly he explained to me and okay apology acceptable :)

so after working hour ,done prepared drop sis at tropicana city mall first then drove to the curve to have dinner ,it's like so weird have to turn a big round there just for DINNER !

TEEHEEE I like those light and the deco of the street ! :)

Mr.FFK *LMAO* he does change a lot it's kinda shock me to the max :O so we had our dinner at The Garden ;) feel like wanna have some dinner at some kind of good environment so yeah he just let me decide :D

you know what my sis complaint my hair colour looks like green shit and I was like wtf is wrong with you -.- Dinosaur GG stunned gao bangsai ju qiong fan arh !! ( my sis new slogan) I know right sound so stupid and silly these slogan really hopeless to the max got no actual meaning at all just simply made by her and she got all those bullshit thingy all over her brain so it's very common for her!

he drank two green tea ! how greedy right? no la,he actually holding mine while I took this picture of him ,LOL mine with tissue cover around :) it's like some sort of advertisement cause look above his head the Guardian's thingy call "kesihatan dan kecantikan" and it just made both of us stunned then burst into laugh like mad

he's trying to make silly face but he failed cause even himself got no idea why he's opening his mouth ! LOL you know what? I hate his hair for being that tall ! he's tall enough and his hair make him looks taller so I'm speechless when I walk beside him!

our charming smile :D

it's quite a tiring day for me cause first I drop sis to Tropicana city mall then drove to The Curve then drove to DPC to take away the food then drove back home so dad won't be starving alone at home then drove back to tropicana city mall again! I was super luck to get a parking then reached starbuck sis asked me to park the car to the main entrance I thought that she said we gonna leave now then drove again ,after put everything inside the car

see sis does buy a lot of stuff for the orphanage kidsss ! we're doing charity recently by helping those kids that's homeless :( it's really sad you know ! sis done a great job by collecting those money to buy those stuffs they needed :)

okay I'll blog more about the charity thingy soon but not now !

then sis told me drove back to the car park and get a damn parking -.- I was like are you kidding me? then funny things happened we claim ourselves too brilliant and brilliant until we turn 2 round at the same place! see TOO SMART LIAO ! then went back to starbuck to have a sit while waiting sis done her thingy!

even just one hour and we talked a lot like super duper long I can tell you !gosh he had such mature thinking and he sounds like my dad ! LMAO he said everyone calling him uncle cause he talked like an old man weih ! but what he said was right you know ...

there's 3 types of people in life:
poor people
wealthy people
rich people

there's 3 different of them...you know why?

poor people- there's poor because they don't work harder to get a better life,they never come out with a good education,they don't bother trying

wealthy people- we use to call them "fu ren" 富人 you know why? they don't come from a rich family at the beginning but they work harder than anyone else,they don't look down at others,they having such a low-key life,they give whatever they can by helping others without asking anything in return !

rich people- they are the people who are super rich! they're arrogant ,they supercilious,they look down others,they living in their own world and don't bother think about others feeling!

then we talked about giving our own family a house ! LOL cause me and my sis always wanted to give our parents the best since they giving us all the best thing in the world ! so yeah being a daughter of them should take good care of them in future of course !there's a chinese world call "养不教父之过" it's actually mean It's the father's fault if he does not teach his children ;) so yea we're the good kids right? although parents always nag us from morning till night but we still love them super duper the very muchie right? TEEEHEEE =)

then he gave me a awesome idea how to design my future house ! LMAO

then we talked about what's true love is?

true love ain't about how much he spend the cash,ain't about how the way he hug you or kisses you all the time,ain't about how many branded bags or purse he bought for you...true love is all about he gave you the whole world by giving you the trust,believes ,etc etc etc ... compare to a young couple to an old couple which one you prefer?

it's sweet to see the grandpa holding the grandma's hands tightly and walked slowly together

cause they been through more than a young couple :)

see how sweet is that??!! On the left I found from google

from the right I took it during my vacation at Hong Kong Disneyland !

how sweet that grandpa taking picture of grandma :)

whatelse?

we laugh at other people i know this sound so bad and superb mean ! I know cause we can't stop laughing when the shop started to close then end up the main entrance door all close but there's starbucks door is the only one open !

so yeah everyone passing by the main entrance nearly bang their heads on the mirror without noticing the auto mirror door isn't function at all! so there's even a super stupid guy trying to kick the door -.- we were like stunned to the maximum weih in such 20++ age you're doing stupid thing in public thing ! gosh I should have snap a photo to prove it man D: too bad !

you know what he's super sweet !! I'm lucky to have such a sweet friend you know,he stops the other car while I'm going to cross to the other side,he reminds me to buy dinner for daddy,he even thinks for me what should I buy and remember it's a good healthy food ...Zzz

he even cook for his family everyday ,cause his mom work till late came back home surely exhausted ...

he's playing the role of the dad,mom,bro in the house ...

so now you know why last time I like him so much? TEEHEEE but not now :)

you know now a days sweet,caring,good friend isn't easy to find :D

life changed

2011-06-08T23:51:00.001+08:00

I know right as I mention I'm going to KDU orientation day on 6th June :D I though it would be superb lame cause most of the people I know told me that so I wanted to skip but in case I misses anything out there would be a trouble cause I got no friend and I'll missed everything and the FUN ! And of course the hardworking me WENT ! *AISEH so proud*

so yeah I went :D super early -.- I know right I'm way too excited but isn't a best way for going TOO early you know ...suppose to start 9.30am guess what I'm there 8.15am cause daddy said it would be jam due to it's monday ! so yeah I left home early D:

so yeah my group cause they separated us into 6 group and my group name is "Royal of silence" isn't it cool? and our slogan is "We hunt,we fight,we go slow" LOL Jeremy the butterfly!!! LMAO *kidding*

while group discussing I look freaking nerd cause I got no idea all the time especially meeting new faces in a sudden D: lame excuse I know !

so yeah 1st day of class just some introduction and our break hour superb early cause class ended earlier !! so head up to Jaya one to have lunch with the girls :)
from left there's : Sze mei,Michelle,lee,Dayang,Sharlini,me,Iwin :)

can you imagine Sharlini on my left she's actually 22 years old? goshhh I love the way Iwin talks..her slang like OMG I like that :D it's like some sort of UK slang I guess :)

awww to bad forget to take picture with Rika (she's a Japaness girl) she's cute and funny !!

and other 2 pretty girl call Liann and Zoey !! i miss them the 3 pretty chicks

you know what? on wednesday I'm so go bring my baby camera to college so i can take many many many awesome picture with them !! :D yessss

as you know I went the curve to change my hair colour and I'm so satisfy with my hair colour and they always give good service :D

just took this picture the hair colour is cooper brown but it's some sort of greenish and grey mixture I guess I'm not pretty sure so have to wait another few days to see the result =) no more lala hair colour and I'm so happy with it :D

the main point im getting this colour so when the new roots coming out it won't be that obvious and yes I'll stop dyeing for awhile cause my hair are totally death ! ALL DEATH, mama says pity my hair !

as you can see my timetable is so FREE !! On thursday and friday I'm off NO COLLEGE and I don't know why and I got my mid term on 4th week so fuck my life and final exam on 7th week so yeah congrats me first !! hopefully I'm gonna pass all I never claim to get As' in college but please a pass ! I'm greedy you know :)
so far I met awesome friends who can hang along and they're super sweet you know :) my facebook wallpost is full of spam but not consider of spam it's just getting so happening now and I'm so happy to meet them cause they're simple and nice :D awwwwww we gonna have more fun like serious cause I wanna have more FUN as the lecture always said don't just LOOK AT THE BOOK but do join more fun ,it actually advice us to join those activities :) DJ campus is more happening than section 13 campus cause Mr.Ramesh said there's always something happen there it simply sounds like it always a danger there -.- so yea at first I was like misunderstood so just ignore me !

so yea i know right my college friend started to miss me ! LMAO I can feel it !!! hahahahah I wanna meet more friend :D

gosh one more thing during management lesson the class is superb cold and I'm freez like ICE almost turn into ICE -.-

so yeah I'll just end here will blog more soon kay :D
college life is awesome ♥♥♥

love story

2011-06-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog about my love story and what's happening recently ...but then fail to do so cause wanted to observe more...since I'm that kind of person once I'm in love I wanna tell the whole world I'm in love with him and no one gonna mess with me and HE's MINE ,it's so obvious when I'm in love with someone ...cause everyone will get bored about me "HIM AGAIN" the topic will always be the same *YAWN*

I know you might get bored of what I'm gonna say next although is not gonna be about HIM,some of you might wonder who the hell is the HIM? HIM stands for He is mine !! but no worry I'm not gonna mention about him. What I'm gonna post next is about my own love story what I been through and what I think all the time and most of you might been through as well ...

looking back now just this moment okay cause it gonna be so funny ;) the past always makes me laugh and makes me stronger now so don't bother think of don't look back,you must look back and laugh "OMG THAT'S ME?" the yesterday make you a better person :)

trust me it gonna be so funny ! LMAo I should start my story instead of laugh my ass off alone here !
5 years ago I'm just a 13 years old girl :) my first love started after my birthday ...you might wonder in such a young age having a boyfriend O.o so everyday we chat through MSN or maybe send e-mail to each other (I can tell you that's sweet enough cause our msg it's super duper long) we rarely meet each other 3~4 times a month so you can imagine how much I miss him ! DUH forget about it that's 5 years ago !

so we can talk on the phone almost 2 hours non stop and the phone bill gonna be super expensive and his parents don't bother as long as we happy ! HAPPY yeah ! -.- since I'm just 13 parents probably they won't allow until now they don't even know I got a boyfriend before ! HAHAHAHAHAH but my sis do know after few years and she keep take that as a joke until now ! -.- I tell you why she treat me that way...

after 9 months we broke up ....(he sent me a short msg "I had a girlfriend ,but not you sorry")

awwwwwwww D: so sad ! I cried almost a year ,gone mad,cry over and over again ! see girls are all silly crying over and over again with the same damn thing !

I made up a silly lie so people around might stop asking me why and how did we end our relationship ..and yes this is super funny I told my friend HE'S DEATH cause of LEUKEMIA (I can't believe everyone believe me)!!! OMG I can't stop laughing whenever I think back -.-

I think this is the best way for others to stop asking cause my tears can't stop dropping whenever I hear someone mention his name ...even just a name I cried like hell for god sake that is so stupid !
I can't get over all the time it's kinda tough time for me and during school life I seldom talk for quite a long time.

so after 2nd year in high school,I fell in love with a boy (it take times for me to get interest in him ) he's my classmate...why did I fall for him? cause he treat me so good ,I can do whatever I can in front of him ,there's nothing to worry whenever I'm with him,he had lot of fun so one day I though that he might have the same feeling as I though so I bake the very first chocolate cake for him and bought other 2 cheese cake (since he loves to eat) with a card full of writing ! *LOVE LETTER* ♥♥♥♥♥

so the next day I gave him the cake (it's the last year of 2nd year high school)
after gave him the cakes and card I RAN LIKE HELL !!! -.- that was silly enough if you can imagine

then the next day he sent me a msg he said he treat me as a best friend and blablabla i forgot what else!

so after few months he had a new girlfriend and I was like WHY SHE NOT ME? (it's a common feeling)
then started to wonder why why why why and why !!! so it remain a year -.- can you imagine how torture for me ?

so after a year I saw this guy...and I fall for him ....LOL silly things repeat so yeah I bake chocolate cake for his birthday and a Nike football shirt ! HAHAHAHHAHAHA why chocolate cake again? cause boys love chocolate cake as I observe ...

everyday I tried so hard to chat with him so I might get to know more about him...
so after I plan to confess but I fail ...AGAIN :( I didn't even get the chance to tell him I like you or maybe I love you? here comes the sad thing he told me he had a new girlfriend -.- I was like WHY SHE NOT ME !

so here comes the 3rd guy again appear in my life ...he cares too much and he always makes me cry (touching) tears of happiness not sadness ...so I though that he likes me too (see!! girls think too much) so every morning he'll wake me up and force me into sleep everynight ...he companied me all the time in school whenever I needed him...so yeah I confess to him that I like him and another sad story begin he says he treat me as sister !!! I was like why on earth do you have to treat me that good and now telling me sister????
then few months later he got a new girlfriend T____T WHY SHE NOT ME AGAIN over again :(

then I give up telling my crush that I'm actually in love with them cause always end up they got a new girlfriend !

so it's so hurt to see the one you love ,loving the other person ,NOT YOU!
it's even worst that your crush share their sweet moment with their other half...

you might think all the time why them not me? I'm the one who always be there for you waiting you or blablaba...

the lyric of the song might sing out the feeling you fail to speak out ,so you'll continue listen to the same damn song over again

it's normal cause it's not easy to move on :)

even if your crush don't reply your msg you'll go crazy and depressingly crying over silly thingy

so I was quite upset for myself cause I always failed in my relationship I don't know why always end up being cheated ...I had my second relationship during high school but just short term in two weeks time being cheated and some kind of bet !! He took me as a game so he can prove to his friend he made it and makes me feel like I'm super CHEAP ! fuckyou !

then end up I always fail no matter how hard I tried ...my crush will always end up with other girls but NOT ME it's like super common for me now no big deal cause i don't take it serious anymore I won't even drop a tears cause it's really stupid for me ...

Dear boy, how about you start the conversation first so I don't feel like I'm annoying you? Sincerely, Liz.It's not the waiting that's hard to do. It's the feeling of being scared, that you will not have the one that you're longing for.I love him but I can't show it, want him but he can't know it, need him but I know it’ll never be, if only he needed me.Don’t forget the day that we met. It changed history.. at least for me. ♥

I met this guy few weeks ago ,at first I'm not interest with him at all but after few days I met him again I started to fall for him after chat so much but I know that something goes wrong and I shouldn't like him. Cause it always end up the same thing :) although friends told me not to give up but I know he wasn't reserve for me :) he might hurts you cause he knew he will never be the one who complete it so yeah just let it go ...there's always someone waiting for you out there ...it's just the matter of TIME

Kong fu panda 2

2011-06-02T22:39:00.001+08:00

It's second of June O.o time flies super FAST as ROCKET maybe I'm still in holiday mood since I had a super long break! Been through many places, met new people, had something new in my life. so since long time never meet my wifey and yeah she date me to have a movie and one of my lost girlfriend she dated me too on the same date so i might as well just put them together since we're same ex-classmate / ex-schoolmate ...Though of booking the ticket with my credit card but then I don't like to use credit card-.- nightmare !!
so I though that it won't be that pack but sorry to say I forgotten is HOLIDAY now :( so yeah there's lot of people queue-ing at the cinema ! wifey and girlfriend were hungry so lucky just waited 10 minute I guess? wanted to buy 4.50pm but then left front row and we don't wanna get our neck BREAK so we changed to watch 3D instead of the normal one :( kinda rush cause it's already 3.05pm and went for lunch at CHILIS :)

why is 3D getting so expensive it use to be Rm16 and now it's freaking Rm18 O.o next time no more 3D please as if there's more interest effect then I'll go for 3D !

here's our lunch Chicken Spagetti

SOUTHWESTERN QUESADILLAS is delicious :) sis intro me this and yes finally get to try it :) and each of us ordered ice lemon tea since it's bottomless :) done our lunch on 3.45pm so it's consider fast :D then it's time for movie baby ;) get a large pop corn but then never finish it :( wasted x(

Kong fu panda 2 is awesome :) more kong fu scene ,funny ,touching part which make everyone burst into laughter in the cinema ...lot of parent brought their children for movie and it's quite noisy in the cinema cause kids make so much noise !! plan to have eyebrow trading but then the lady told me the aunty having one week leave ! who the hell gonna fix my eyebrow?? no more shape lah !!

I love camwhore whenever I go,whenever I am,whoever I with,whatever I get to :)

you know what? cause time ain't gonna turn back once you miss the time there's no turning back so yeah I love keeping all those memory ,even there's no timeline appear in the photo I still get to remember what's happen on that day !

(although I know some of my friend can't stand me by holding the camera whole day,yet I DON'T CARE)

even if you claim yourself not beautiful ,it's not a wrong thing for taking picture of yourself,people might judge you with your look,gossip or making story/fun about your life, but they don't know what you been through ,so why on earth you need to worry about?? and who the hell they are in your life? they mean nothing to you and there's nothing they can get by judging you so FUCK THEM NO TIME just live your own life !

topic of the day ,friend told me now a days college became some place of so call "COMPARE" 0.o

sounds weird right what's that? girls love to show off their branded and gossip about others ...SO WHAT? you earn your own money ? so what? you work for it? so what as if you got all the branded ? is not that you get an award for having all those branded why not compare yourself you're rich enough for doing all that by yourself ! are you a director or something else? no ? STUDY lah college is not a place for you to compare branded with others !Parents work their ass off so they can give you GOOD life not asking you to have competition ! It's not that you get more so-call-friend ,it's like you're using money to buy friend ,HAHAHAHHA that kind of friendship suck to the max ! you don't even know what gonna happen next ,after you gossip you might not know they gonna gossip about you as well ...

a true friend is someone who remain the same behind your back !

soooooooooo sleepy -.- bye !

end of May

2011-05-31T22:46:00.001+08:00

insomnia ,hate myself for being awake all the time especially middle of the night ,once I switch off the lappy ,I can't stop using my own phone to online ,checking this and that but it's actually checking the same damn thing !! Home ,profile,profile ,home ,home ,notification,home,profile,home etc etc etc no ending -.- I'm exhausted seriously but brain was super duper hyper Idk why :(
gonna start my college life next week and I'm kinda excited don't know what gonna happen next !

I went gua sha treatment yesterday (Monday) and guess what sis brought dad and mom along so 3 of us get to do the treatment ,I'm the first one who started and at the beginning I've started to scream like hell cause uncle use the wood to adjust my neck bone and my back bone YOU KNOW THAT'S REALLY HURT AND PAIN !! so don't play too much computer cause it actually affect your back bone ! my right side back bone was totally crooked ! so you can imagine how I suffer in pain ! Play more computer lah !!

then next legs I cried like mad and scream like hell seriously don't know I'm actually crying or laughing cause some part really ticklish !! uncle said my whole body swollen -.- thanks I'll take that as compliment ! LOL

after scrap the right leg you can actually see the different it's slightly smaller than the left legs ..sorry no photo ! HAHAHHAHA then arms part I cried like mad as well -.- super duper pain ...uncle said i over hyper active in sport so ask me don't play too much sport such as basketball,volleyball and badminton those stimulus movement cause the more you do the more your circulation JAM ! that's why I have legs like elephant !! cause it's swollen !! Happy that after the treatment I look slightly thinner xD especially my legs =D seriously no joke !!

until today my arms still hurt as you can see the picture above it still red !!

you know how much I suffer the pain? all the toxic stuck all over my body even my breast !! GOSH I TELL YOU THAT FUCKING HURT when he tried to press my breast part I din't even get to scream out cause TOO PAIN .....nearly fainted ,but if it continue stuck there it gonna be BREAST CANCER !!

thank God I'm still alive the treatment although nearly kill me for suffering the pain ...it really good for healthy and I look more fairer HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

daddy paid for my new spec Viktor & Rolf ...

big face like mine need big glasses so yeah choose a bigger one compare to the previous one :D it's actually two tone colour ...ME LIKEY :D heart it much much :)

moody off now ! caozzz will blog soon :)

awkward moment

2011-05-30T01:56:00.001+08:00

Hello,knock knock who's there? Liz is here now 8D it's so awkward that I always forget what I wanna blog about,when I was outing ,tons of thing to blog but when I stick my ass to the chair I forgot what to blog -.-" I hate those feeling cause it made me blog less D:

wanted to blog about friendship thingy but then my mind goes blank now :s so I'll just simply post whatever I remember !

it's so awkward that my sister is reading my blog -.- she use to nag me "WHAT THE USE OF BLOGGING?WHY IS EVERYONE BLOGGING?" and now I should ask her why is she blogging -.- she said "I WANNA BE FAMOUS,*YEAH* " as you know she always make me speechless all the time ...

today I companied my sis for "GUA SHA" treatment ,as you people who don't even know what is gua sha

Gua Sha (Chinese: 刮痧 guā shā), literally "to scrape away fever" in Chinese (more loosely, "to scrape away disease by allowing the disease to escape as sandy-looking objects through the skin"), is an ancient medical treatment.

it's amazing that even my sister the panda eyes can be HEAL like for god sake her panda eye disappear !! awesome right? it really did help a lot by scape away those toxic ,I even learn something new...you can't over exercise cause it cause our blood circulation jam :( then toxic all over your body !

after finish the treatment ,uncle looked at me and said I'm not fat !! (HAHAHAH happiest moment ever) cause my body is full of toxic -.- I was like should I be happy or??? that's the reason why my body full of pimplesssssss ....sounds scary right ? muahahahahhaha !!!

I can even feel the pain since my body is so swollen ! uncle said my leg swollen,hands swollen so the conclusion is my whole body is swollen !! as if people call me fat I'll punch them till swollen and laugh "HAHAHAHA now you're the same as me SWOLLEN" (copy right from my sister Mary Ann aka Marian ben dan) and you know what it gonna be super duper fucking PAIN !!! after watching my sis scream like a death pig for almost 2 hours so you can probably imagine how I scream ,maybe even worst?! Don't think just wait the day to come T^T

so as if you're interest to know more :) stay tune for my sister new update,I know it won't be fast but please wait patiently ,as if you can't wait then nothing else to say but CAN'T YOU JUST WAIT????

after finish the treatment ,hell yeah mont kiara coffee bean AGAIN !! been there x2 or x3 a week @@ no worry the next time will be Starbucks at tropicana city =) seriously addicted to the green tea ice blended and I know I couldn't take too much cause my body full of toxic but yeah I'll try to control :)

did you notice I'm sitting at the same place again and again and over again??? never mind

get it? if you feel like no one cares about you,think again !Look into the mirror because the person you see,needs you more than anyone else !!

I was kinda obsess with myself sometimes I know it sounds really narcissism,but if I don't love myself more then who the hell will gonna love me more? even my sis love the stupid dog more !!

both of them exactly the same so you can either take away my sis or the stupid dog,cause I can't handle my own sis and the stupid dog gave me more problem ,we even quarrel this afternoon -.- sound stupid but the dog really like he's talking to me then keep barking like no one cares !!

I use to hate myself so much and it's really common for teenager life ,it always appear in our mind why do we born into this world and why the hell did our parents born us? etc etc etc ...I believe there's more ,then here comes the friend appear to comfort you and tried their best to make you feel better. it's stupid that you told your friend leave me alone and you don't even understand me. try to ask yourself did you really understand your own? complicated right? most of the teenagers have this kind of thinking HAHAHHAHA I been through this stupid situation all the time during my secondary school life (opps I'm officially gonna start my college life)

we use to be stupid ,we learn from our mistake and mistake make us grow to a better person. Agree?

I might be silly or maybe childish sometimes cause that's me being silly all the time but please don't take advantage or make fool on me. Fool me once shame on you but fool me twice shame on me !

you must learn where you should stand ...don't take friendship as granted ,nobody owe you remember !

I use to think why is everyone out there enjoying their life with friends,so where is my friend and WHO IS MY FRIEND? did you think of that too? You might know their names but not their story so don't bother thinking so much or try to play guessing about other people's life...you might see their happiness face appear @ Twitter ,facebook,blogger and etc etc and you started to feel interest to know more and you've actually abandon your own life by stalking other people life,so what's the use of that?

you've misses your own awesome life ,by the second you're envying peoples life you lost the second of your own happiness by thinking why is she/he so fucking rich and how they got all those stuff and blablabla ...

you might as well just think of yourself how should you get a better life instead of thinking other people's life =)

people comes and go just appreciate that moment ,even if you facing the tough time don't worry it won't last either . as long as you don't give yourself life still move on you'll still meeting new people and facing different problem or perhaps the same damn thing?

we might think our friendship had fade or far apart ,do try to think for other's situation,you can't have them for 24/7 ...we have our own life unless you don't live a life ,get a bridge and get a life !

we save our precious or maybe something special to share with our friends,you know after primary life then secondary life then college life you keep meeting different people, the topic are totally different ,you can't keep repeating the same damn thing with different people or gossip the same damn thing to others,friends spend their precious time to have good time with you not gossip other people's life ...nobody love to know they being gossip by others cause it really hurt and not everyone can accept ...because the first person spread it to another person the story might changed ,in the end the story changed into a totally different thing !

spread people's ugliness won't make you prettier / beautiful either !

as if it makes you happy for spreading it ,so sorry to tell you got a problem or maybe if you're dare enough you might as well just spread it by publish at the newspaper =) cause everyone reading newspaper in the world and is the fastest way to spread it out :D

my parents always told me work your ass off work harder earn your own cash and spend it all ! wooooots awesome papa mama ...LOL as if you don't know how to earn so you might don't even know how to spend cause you got no monneh baby !!

I had an awesome sister who earn a lot and spend money like WATER as like tomorrow gonna be end of the world -.-

BRILLIANT *applause*

one thing you gonna know ,money can't buy you happiness,friendship,love and everything but when you got NO money you're nothing that's the reality of the world...

so be smart be the healthy person who had fuckload of cash and ever lasting happiness ! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH !!!

hmmmm personality ?

someone asked me what do you look in a guy?

I never answer his question in a correct way cause I was quite blur that time.

what do I look in a guy?

first the golden heart cause it simply reflected by his attitude :) it's simple

second I look into his smile :D I love boy with good smile =)

Quote of the day :)

The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything

THINK ! ❤

2011-05-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

beautiful right? not cheap you know ! and not as delicious as you expect you know ! ROLF that company confirm no business as if I tell you the brand D: but so far I forgotten the name of the company ! HAHAHAHAH

forget about it -.-

just done rebonding again ...my hair are all DEAD to the maximum ,dry as grass ...

my new MU T-shirt bought from MACAU :D

not showing off but SHARING IS CARING ,as if you're going MACAU do visit VENATION HOTEL as if you notice my previous MACAU TRIP POST I mention about it before :D

MU shop is a MUST !!!

glory glory man united

fuck my hair got two tone as you can see ,I know you're not blind so is really different tone !!

gonna redye next week ,sounds like I'm so fucking rich after rebonding then redye !

I save money so I could spend whenever I want so leave me alone it's my MONNEHH :)

yesh after redye my hair Im totally broke and guess what I got fuckload of debt need to pay back my sister D:

spend too much money recently ...

what to do? play to the maximum before college life start and I know I'm the latest who start college compare with my friend and lucky there's JUN intake :D gonna meet lot of new people and challenging things gonna happen

guess what guess what?

I attended the event as what I mention I'm gonna do on friday :D

meeting those special kid helping them and enjoy the fun :)

DO-RE-ME =)

I was busy pulling the little one and helped him to enjoy the water :)

there's Nigel helping Daniel and Kam :) He's always there helping them :)

I willing to help the little one but I'll leave the older one to the guys cause as you know I don't want them to misunderstand ,by helping I don't want him to take advantage to do something which BOYS usually will do so I kept swim away from the older one and help the little one since he keep calling me and I pretended I can't hear and continue swim my own,so at first sis don't know what's going on and keep complaint "I BRING YOU HERE TO HELP NOT FOR YOU TO SWIM ALONE" ,you don't need to speak it out loud cause it really makes me disappointed and I seriously don't like the way the uncle said to me altho I know he's joking but some how it simply hurt my feeling , that uncle said " Im smart enough to swim alone without helping the kid" heart broken =( I WAS THERE TO HELP OKAY ! as if you're a girl and playing with the little one and the other older guy keep asking you to pull him and swim will you do that?! Is not that older don't need help,since he's a human being as well,they do have feeling and they do want to be LOVED and and and ...EVEN THEY ARE DIFFERENT FROM US THEY STILL NEED LOVE ! so sorry for doing that but girls seriously need to be more careful -.- not mean to break your heart but WHATEVER !I know I damn mean -.-" cause he tried to do that to my sis too ask my sis company her to walk HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH see !!! at that moment he tried to pull my sis hand but unfortunately sis get to escape and gave an awesome reason for helping the little one ...ROLF we girls are SMART baby !

they went back earlier today,so after done packing and sent them Im hungry MUMMY ,so went to take dinner then drove to MONT KIARA again -.- ever since sis in love sitting in coffee bean and stick to her book and yes we always sit at the same place ...LOL we sat there more than 2 hours most the time it's like my 2nd home now but today coffee bean is crowded and NOISY cause some random aunties crap a lot and gossip a lot about their colleague ! Even in your working life you're still gonna gossip others ,dear aunties GET A LIFE ! ( not that I'm being busy body cause I'm actually covered my ears with my earphone listen to music but then I can still hear them crapping around ! did I mention I crap more? =x

picture of the day =D

so if you think you're not pretty ,look at those who aren't the same as us

you'll think you're lucky to have everything !

you have legs,hands,ears,eyes,nose,mouth and everything function perfectly you still claim you're not beautiful ?

we're not born to be perfect,God want us to accept ourself to be perfect cause we're BORN to be perfect for our own,we don't need others prove to you for you're perfect,in fact we prove to others we're perfect by strong enough to face everything ,I know it's tough

THINK ABOUT IT

if you think you can't SO what about him?

Nick Vujicic

he's an awesome guy and he gave loads of speech ! He gave us the motivation to move on

THINK ! he got no arms and legs and yet he can do everything he want to do

he can even do better than I do

shameful right? we're perfect with arms and legs yet some COWS in these world living like a death man waiting people to take the scope of rice STUCK into their mouth !

(no offence but I'm just trying to tell the truth cause I'm fucking racist to those lazy person )

piglet is so adorable =)

get my point now???? :) if you're smart enough you'll probably know what I'm trying to say ! woootsss

"If I fail, I try again, and again, and again. If YOU fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much worse than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to FINISH. Are you going to finish strong?"

— Nick Vujicic

as what my sis always repeat ,we don't have to be thin to feel prettier !!! (you know chopstick?) ,as long as you still have the shape ...LOL there's still SHAPE !!! as if you got perfect body shape and what about your inner? O.o DUH ! as if your inner look terrible,automatically your outer ain't gonna look pretty :) so HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA proud that you got the shape ! WEEEEEEEEEEEE =)

see I still got the shape at least I got my healthy body HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

so everytime I look at them ,they gave me motivation and continue MOVE ON BABY =)
I can ,you can,everyone can ...why not?

Saw this quote from twitter ;

When people hurt you, think of them like a sand paper. They may scratch and hurt you but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless.

when they trying to tear you down and said you can't just turn back and say WATCH ME ! :)

night night xoxo ❤❤❤

wait for next update about friendship =)

Imma freaking BITCH ;)

2011-05-26T02:20:00.001+08:00

okay you gonna have your patient to read this all cause it will be a long post and complicated cause I mixed everything since I got no time to blog the past few days cause I got no mood to blog everything and I'm kinda busy watching all those korea and taiwan drama so forgive me I might abandon my bloggie for awhile but at least I'm here blogging now ,so shut up and open your eyes and see ! =) thankkyouu

so yea as usual I'm still single ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA all my friend keep FORCING me to get a boyfriend FASTER -.- I was like I'm not a toy I can't just simply get a boyfriend so forget about it :) so currently I was busying with my online game "Red cliff" in chinese we called 赤壁 =) been age abandon the game ! and I'm addicted ONCE AGAIN since my college start Jun so probably gonna take time playing that game so time pass faster and yes time passes very fast ! it's like I'm still in my national service life yesterday! what I'm talking about? nevermind :) just get over it !

I'm addicted to Arvil Lavigne's new song called "SMILE" at first I was like Zzz....is that Arvil cause her new album seems very weird and most of her song doesn't seems like ARVIL at all you know what I mean? but whatever I still love her as usual :) You're our Princess ,ROCK BABY !!
oh yea I love this :

You stole my heart and you're the one to blame

did I tell you I'm bored in the office? so yea me and my mama using my own picture and edit ! and you know how's the result? it's funny and weird and yet I'm so freaking pretty !!

see how fake is this??what I've done to my face? No fucking surgery but I just simply edit :) make my nose taller and smaller,eyes bigger,skin fairer,face smaller,hair changed,fake eyes lashes ,pink lips stick :) DONE !

awwwwwww :) pretty face ! pimple free

another picture :)

so don't trust girls picture from internet cause we might edit our picture into another person even the fat one can be thin as a chopstick you got it?! even the small eyes can be big eyes, as what chinese people call "shui wang wang de yan jing" 水汪汪的眼睛 BIG BIG EYE O_O owhhhh!

see the difference now? I got small eye,flat nose,chubby face,tan skin,bad skin cause full of pimples and yet I claim myself beautiful cause God gave me a life to live :) and yes I do appreciate but sometimes I don't and you know as a child in a age of 18th like me always cause lot of problem in this family and gave lot of problem all the time,there's tons of thing I wanted to achieve and wanted everything to be mine in this world cause human are freaking greedy ,but I'm glad I got teeth to show off my awesome beautiful smile :) cause each and everyone of us are beautiful :) I use to show black face since I got tan skin so make no different I'm still having my black face ! HAHAHAHHAHA so if you got teeth do smile more =D say CHEESE

I've done something good on Monday night :) currently I've join this event ,helping those disabled kid to swim and donation :) I never tried this before and I wanted to try long time ago just don't know what to do,so yeah my sis found this event and actually organize by https://www.facebook.com/iloveswimin12 ...me and my sis joined every monday and friday night cause afternoon we got work to do so we join during the night :)

You could choose either to sponsor RM30

To support 1 disabled person to Swim

Sponsor yourself to swim for 2 hours.

(Max 4 hours / person)

Contributions:

you could come and join the fun, play together, take nice pictures, publicity for the center, donate food & useful stuff and best of all would be bringing someone like YOU who could help and teach these kids and adults how to swim!

Starting from 13th May - 1st July. Every Mon, Thu & Fri. As long as not raining. the schedule is on

Current schedule (For those who would like to join / take pictures):
Mon - 07:30pm - 09:30pm
Thu - 09:00am - 11:00am
Fri - 09:00am - 11:00am
Fri - 06:00pm - 08:00pm

Click on Sponsor a disabled friend to Swim Today! for more details on how you can get involve in this meaningful events.

(p/s: I'm actually copy and paste from my sis's blog cause I got no idea what to blog since she'd posted earlier than I do)

while waiting for the kid so I swim myself first for body health !HAHAHHAHA I can't swim pretty well but at least I can swim better than my sis ! ROLF

finally the kid is here :) see their happy faces? IT'S PRICELESS you know?these people show me nothing but happiness, they are happy being who they are, nothing could stop them from doing things they like or have the rights to find their own happiness...there's Nigel on the right (Tan skin) guy :) he spent his quality time with all this beautiful people..... if you do have some time will you ever drop by and help ?

I'll like to join more these event to help the kid to have more fun and I do have lot of fun with them :) experience something different and appreciate what you have and learn to live happily with simple ways,we don't need everything to make us happy but we need happiness to make us be everything !
do view my sis's blog cause she blog everything in detail since Imma lazy girl and she'd blog everything and it made me lost the mood of blogging about this and I'll blog more after Friday cause on friday I'm gonna meet another 4 kids :) im not a pro photographer but I'll try my best to take more beautiful picture :) there's a guy sponser 40 SUNWAY LAGOON tickets for the disabled kid to enjoy the fun :) thankyou so much for doing this and I believe the kid will have lot of fun and they do appreciate a lot and cherish every moment !
too bad I couldn't join on saturday ,cause everyone knows every SATURDAY i'll work till mid night -.- I wanna join so badly ,not because of going sunway lagoon for the fun but to help those kid to have more fun D:
gosh sis told me there's an event for adoption puppy so I'm gonna control my sis or else she gonna adopt all the puppy for god sake D= did I told you she's crazy???

see the way she hug Fluffy is exactly how she hug fluffy sleep every night ! and how much she love the dog ~
just simply view her blog cause my sis do blog beautiful and meaningful thing :) it might helps you as well!!

http://mary-aslifegoesby.blogspot.com/2011/05/sponsor-disabled-friend-to-swim-today.html

I'm a lucky girl ,I always know and I really do appreciate :) I met awesome people ,I love them as much as they love me :) at least I knw someone always there for me :D at least at the moment I feel like dying there's always someone there for me :) I'm not gonna talk about family ...and you know FAMILY come first in my mind so I'll tell you about what's come 2nd !!
be excited cause your photo gonna appear so so soon :) TEEHEEE !!

first she's Sabrina :) I think you knew her due to my previous post and why am I here to blog about her? Did I mention how we know each other? TAAAA-DAAA we knew each other through an application called "PLURK" I think it quite famous so you might know it !

mean while why don't I promote plurk as well since I never mention about it before thoo ,do add me http://www.plurk.com/xoxoliz

so one day a girl call SABRINA added me in plurk so yeah she started to chat with each other by leaving comment :)

the very first comment she left for me during my math's exam I nearly K.O and she's here to comfort me and gave me support and yet I called her Salerina !! stupid me simply change people's name -.- cause I saw her name " SaI3rina " so I though of salerina -.- forgive me please xD

this is call FATE !! and now she appear in my life and thanks for being my friend ~ wanted to date her out all the time but always failed due to my national service then my vacation so yeah finally get to meet her the very first time :) and why do I even mention about her? what's so special about her? actually nothing special just that I love this girl friend :) when I'm down ,emo,sad she's always there to leave me a message to comfort me and gave me support ! I'm not asking friends to be there for me always or see each other everyday,chit chat all the time ,but this girl appear in my plurk all the time !! She's the awesome friend I had I feel love all the time she leave comment cause I knew at least there's some there for me when I'm feel like dying ,she gave me the motivation and encourage me to go for my national service and remind me to bring SUN BLOCK ! lol =)
I don't ask anything from friend but just simple care is good enough for me ! She always read my blog and I'm always there reading her blog too !! :D
looking forward for our next outing babe !! ♥

2nd gosh this girl I tell you I love her to the maximum weihhh !!! you know why? we been friends for 12 years this year? but we lost contact during secondary school life but we still manage to back together ! LOL sound so lessbian -.- you know what I mean right? we knew each other from standard 1 :) weeeeeeeeeeee ~ cute right? I remembered I always bullied her all the time it's like every second,every minute,every hour,every day,every week,every month and every year in 365 days !! HHAHAHA so you can see how much I love her ! During my tough time she's the only one listen to my crap ,all the nonsense and bullshit !! wooooooots she's the best and she never complaint but she do complaint about those bitches back step about her even though those bimboS don't even know her -.- as you know now a days lot of bimbo appear :D awesome right? just get lost bimbo get your brain clear !! I pray to GOD please let bimbo GROW PLEASE ~~~ I sound like a bitch and yes I AM :D when the world left me alone she's there for me and yes UNTIL NOW I STILL LOVE TO BULLY HER ! cause that's part of my life ,entertainment :) see the photographer boy ?reflection from the mirror ,he's our ex-classmate too and he don't even understand our conversation and he said it's like we always meet each other ! NO we don't see each other often but our brain is CONNECTED it's like a bluetooth ... she's the one who always tried to take TOP away from me and claim TOP is her husband -.- ask me stop my imagination cause reality TOP was HERS I was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA girlfriend TOP is MINE !!! she's the one I can talk everything without thinking other stuff ,no stress at all ...lastly girl friend I LUBBA YOU !! ♥♥♥

everybody knows she's my wifey ♥♥♥ Knew her 6 years and yes I always love her ♥ muawwww okay I sound so lessbo now but I'm not ! I love girl friend more and no love for boy friend ! HAHAHAHAAHHA I always blog about her so yea if you notice I blog about her before ! we have lot of similar thing :)

I miss the girls :) need to catch up more update about them ,REENA,VI leng leng ku ♥,Joyce and Shanon is at Melbourne now :)

outing please !! miss you girls lahhhh

leng leng wo xiang ni lahhh ♥

altho no outing or chit chat all the time but I still reading all your blogs for updates !

of course never forget about BONG BONG ♥♥♥ bila balik KL? stay strong kay buy something for me at Singapore sayang !!

and yes I never expect I get such a big group of bestiest during my national service life :)

I miss conny chai !! we use to sleep together,bath together,eat together,talk together,cry together ,as long do everything together ! she take good care of me all the time and thanks to her parents treat me nice food all the time and they are friendly to me too :)

see there's more awesome people in my life and this blog gonna be so so long as if I'm continue writing about them :) just do catch up my blog and you'll know how awesome they are ! I might not be a perfect friend but at least I'm there for you when you need me ...you're part of my life,even though I have problem I don't beg you or interrupt your life just to listen to my crap ! I'm a complicated person but I claim myself simple cause I wanted to be simple as A,B,C but not as simple as you can read my mind and yes I don't read mind as well :)
and yes I'm a person who crap a lot of bullshit ,I can smile in a sudden like some kind of mental problem person and get pissed in a sudden or up set the next moment ! When I'm in a problem I'll probably will meet this few person ,cause no matter what I have YOU in my life and I'm thankful about that ! xoxo

see it's really complicated by reading my blog you'll get to know me cause I mixed everything inside and you know MY MEMORY IS LIMITED !!

byeeee :) lots of love for you kay

random update

2011-05-21T02:14:00.001+08:00

on 19th May me and my sister plan to swim and since I fail to swim the past few days due to some problem and YES finally that day I get to throw myself into the pool and enjoy the water .... hmmm sounds weird ,okay never mind just forget about it :)

okay the place is located at :

for more information :
Contact No : (03) - 7725 5199
Fax No : (03) - 7726 5199
E-mail : info@theclub.com.my

Opening Hours :
7:00 am - 10:00 pm daily.

Address:
The Club,
1 Club Drive, Bukit Utama,
Bandar Utama, 47800,
Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

during weekdays it cost you RM8.00++ and weekend cost you RM15.00++ if I'm not mistaken so we probably going on weekdays of course :) they have good environment as well :) they do have more facilities of course not just swimming pool :) we do enjoy swimming all the time

just done swimming and my body started to pain cause it's been age I didn't swim and this means I'm lack of exercise ,I'll try to lose weight if I can ,okay forget about the IF ,so is a must cause I gain lot of weight ever since I'm back from my vacation cause I do EAT A LOT. What's the point of living? of course FOOD ! back to the topic! LOL

I hate my hair colour ,I want a BALANCE hair colour please -.- ain't gonna dyne myself again look so weird...gonna get a brown hair soon :) excited cause college gonna start soon and I need to look tiny and smart ! *ERHEMM*

I enjoyed a lot and waiting for the sandwiches :) after swimming we do feel HUNGRY :( since mama gonna cook on 8pm so we'll just get something to fill in our tummy in case gastric ! MAHUAANNN arhh

520 :)

today is the day 20th May ,consider a special day? But I don't feel any special :) thank you friends who sent me I love you msg :)

did you guys know 520 (we er ling) in chinese means I love you?

cause it simply sounds like I love you so it's consider a special day to others/couple perhaps?

whatever cause non of my business

by the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER !

happy birthday to the others too and non of my business tho ! HAHAHAHAHA I know I'm damn bad right?

muackk love you guys no worries kay x)

LOL ,my bro -.- hmmmm he do call me sister and we do still keep in touch in a while SOMETIMES?

he'll find me when he need me -.- so don't bother about it...when he's in pain or whatelse hurt he'll find me the-so-call-sister ...so I always there to comfort him all the time and after he's fine he'll just leave me alone and forget about it and FORGET ABOUT ME :(

and I hate this kind of feeling but who cares -.- I don't give a damn now =)

so live your life forgive and forget but I'm still there for him...cause there's something called brother and sister :)

I miss those moment we play as crazy as we can ,he use to hit me until bruising! OUCH it really hurt and you call that brother?!!

do take care of yourself bro :) jiejie ai ni oh~!! HAHAHAHAHAH fucking GAY MAN !

I were suppose to done typing those envelope but end yet company mom to 1U for her hair cut at ORGANIC :( waited damn long -.- I was like WTF and you knew I hate to wait cause I got no patient to wait. and mom don't even let me leave her alone there NOT EVEN ONE STEP -.- okay I sat there for an hour just to wait her and I look like some kind of freaking retarded person waiting and waiting looking here and there but lucky didn't open my mouth or else I look more like the real retarded person ! they should have more helper instead of the same person keep walking here and there it's like he's so fucking BUSY !!

while waiting mama outside ZARA I bought myself a greentea ice blended from coffee bean ,I took a sit outside ZARA and yeah there's a good looking guy sitting next to me and he's on the phone for quite long time,I think he's having friend problem and he kept ask his friend don't get too close with the other guy then he started to explain about that "fella" he claim a bad friend. ( for your information ,is not like I'm busy body wanna listen to his crap but he does SPEAK OUT LOUD ) as I'm not deaf so I just listen and learn lesson xD okay since you don't like that fella and you tried to explain the your friend about that fella,you might as well just leave them alone,they got the right to choose who they wanna be friend with,as if that fella really that horrible ,your friend might learn his OWN lesson or maybe ignore him instead of listen what you trying to say cause is just a waste of time, those kind of friend isn't worth for you to keep ! =)

so yeah I've learn my lesson LONG TIME AGO ! wooootssss

and when he walked off he still on the phone talking -.- can't you be more like a man instead of so fucking wordy or grandma?! ewwwwwwwww altho you do have good looking face but FAILED !!

NIGHT

daddy brought us to a restaurant nearby our house

dad's friend treat us DINNER AGAIN -.- and how many time in a week he need to treat our family dinner?

and everytime after finish eating I'm suffer in pain cause TOO FULL

look at his granddaughter how adorable :)

a good poser? she's very shy the 1st time I met her and slowly she started to stick with my sister all the time :)

why not me? cause I'm lazy to entertain her,is not that I don't like kid,I just said I'M SO LAZY !!

for god sake I really need someone to crap on D: I want someone who can accept all my crap and lean on time to time !! HELLO STRANGER ~ what's my point of crapping with stranger?

they aren't any mutual friend with the others
they know everything but they can't share with any other of my mutual friend
you can crap whatever you want without using your brain ass !
at least you know there's someone willing to listen to your crap and freaking interest with it
I KNOW I SOUND FUCKING LAME and stupid but why not?

wish to have this kind of friend tho :( HELLO NEW FRIEND OUT THERE !

I know you're reading my blog and why don't leave a ~~footstep~~ COMMENT before you leave and let's be friend :) I'm a person who CRAP ALOT hello ~~~~

I wanna meet more new friend :)

night night and lots of lots of huggsss and love :)

not allow dirty minded people please I'm not here to share my LOVE for you -.- you know what I mean? Not those love okay ! keep your mind clean please =) I need a good friend not a disgusting friend :)

you know there's lot of dangerous person too love to explode their "lovely" to everyone and that is WAYYYYYYY TOO MUCH ! NO SHOW SHOW PLEASE :) we aren't interest watching those :) keep that to others who need it okay =D byee

yesterday

2011-05-19T14:28:00.000+08:00

since my mom wanted to go for shopping so I drove them to Pavilion,since it's been awhile I din't shop :D me and my sis went to VINCCI =) yeahhh bought myself a bag and a pair of cute flats :) *HAPPY*

before we went to vincci my tummy started to sing then we sat down and have SNOWFLAKE :)

this time I tried something different :) TEEEHEEE

Had our dinner at Din Tai Feng , go all the way up to 6th floor next to T.G.I Friday or Wong Kok Hong Kong Restaurant .

I didn't know my dad will do that -.-

after dinner let's CAMWHORE ! LOL

mom always close her eyes whenever I take photo with her -.- aiisehhh !

ish ish I look different with my sis's spec ! rolff

I love my new camera effect ~ lalalallalalalalalal ♬♪‖~

it's just a small post since I got nothing to post

and SINCE my sister got a new blog so yeah I'm here to help her promote her new bloggie

she's annoying cause she keep claim that her blog NOT FAMOUS and few people went into her blog

WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME? you just started to blog 4 days ago and you aspect people to view your blog and yeah you're not XIAXUE that famous ! HAHAHAHAHHAAH

http://mary-aslifegoesby.blogspot.com/

do view her blog if you want to :)

Imma lazy sister ain't gonna promote more about her blog but she got a interesting blog cause she blog about fact and truth :) just simply view it if you like it :D

dream high

2011-05-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

Im here to introduce you guys some korea drama ,I rate it 8.5/10 :) quite interesting and full of emotional feelings , I guess so :x cause this drama made me laugh ,cried and excited like mad you know -.-

Dream High tells the story of six students at Kirin Art High School who work to achieve their dreams of becoming music stars in the Korean music industry. Go Hye Mi is a student who had majored in classical music but has to give up her dream by entering Kirin Art High School to pay off her father's debt. However, she needs to get two other students to also come to the school in order for her to enroll in the school conditionally. These two students are Song Sam Dong, who lives in the countryside, and Jin Guk, whom she accidentally meets while trying to escape from a loan shark. Yoon Baek Hee, formerly Hyemi's sidekick, becomes her rival in school because Hye Mi betrays her during an audition to enter the school.

Suzy from "MISS A" as Go Hye Mi

I can't believe she's only 17 years old -.- she got no expression most of the time and her expression is almost the same but then those crying scene she'll never fail to do so :)

Kim Soo Hyun as Song Sam Dong

ohh gosh I'm in love with him ,his sweet smile and when he cried I feel like crying too -.-

Ham Eun Jung from "T-ara" as Yoon Baek Hee

Taecyeon from "2PM" as Hyun Shi Hyuk

owhhhh he's cute too and HOT body ~ LOL yet I still prefer my hubby xD

IU as Kim Pil Sook

I love IU :) she's sweet and cute ! and her 18th birthday just passed on 16 May :)

Wooyoung from "2PM" as Jason

he can speak english and his accent is a bit weird O.o nevermind :)

I prefer this version Genie :)

awwwwwwwwwwww my hubby TOP and of course he's not in this movie I just simply introduce to you he's my hubby :)

oh yeaaa my besties girlfriend love him too so yea we always argue about him !

you probably know who I'm talking about ! Hey when you read my blog don't kill me kay ?

we share share lah okay xD

don't get your hopes up,don't let your guard down

2011-05-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

at first I don't feel like blogging at all but I got no one to crap on so HERE I AM BLOGGING !

I don't know where to start,but I'll just go through everything what I remember ,as you know human's brain memory is limited and I can't remember too much ,I know I'm a brillianto HAHAHAHAHA just forget about.

the pass few days I'm so fucking down,I'm totally lost ,I've think a lot ,I hate people keep nag nag nag and NAG and my sister kinda annoying keep murmuring on me and I get annoyed so I showed BLACK faces,I'm dark enough and dare enough to show her my black face so yeah everything goes "BOOOMMM" like the volcano then she started to complaint everything (I wonder why *constellation* cancer people have so much thing to complaint and they love to talk about how suffer they been through blablabla and how pity they are) and now I wonder why I hate cancer people so much especially GIRLS ...sorry to be straight forward but then don't get me wrong just SOME of them and I'm not those kind of superstition constellation person but sometimes I do believe it just related ...

so after it happen there's more bigger / serious thing happened ,my dad scolded me like mad it's not like the first time he scolded me since I'm those kind of stubborn child , the way he talked to me it's like I'm not his own daughter ,I hate the way he talked to me and speak those foul language ,cause it really hurt so much to heard those words and every single words he talked to me... first they brought up my confidence when I'm down ,brought me back from the darkness,taught me about happiness ,but once I'm unhappy I don't feel like talk about and I'll just show my black face ,each and everyone in the family started to turn everything up side down -.- you know what I mean? that feeling it's like F***S*** ,cause whenever my sis talk to me I ignore or I'll just fight back or talk in a rude way cause I've lose my patient ...I don't talk whenever I'm bad mood but my parents will never know about this and they'll started to ask SO MUCH and TOO MUCH !! Irritating and annoying to the maximum ...but my family will never leave me alone whenever they wanted to ask question ... nobody dares to ask me question when I get mad ONLY MY FAMILY ! goshhh please save me somebody -.- leave me few minute maybe I'll feel much better or maybe I'll tell later but they will never let me relax and cool down my temper so this is my attitude problem and my character problem cause I hate people keep asking question when I'm in a bad temper and who love to???

people always said there's no parents who don't love their own child -.- of course I knew these ...then when I get mad my sis will start to nag and murmuring on her own ...FOR GOD SAKE stop telling me who pity you are and how suffer you are cause all these thing I KNOW and I CAN EVEN MEMORIZE IT AND REPEAT IT OUT LOUD -.-

one more thing I hate people point at me and ask me to do things so since Im the youngest in this family there's so many small little tiny thingy they love to point me to do ...

so the pass few days my mood was like this ...feel like screaming all the time until my lungs out -.- I know I sound so stupid ,so my sis always complaint to my mom I could never find a boyfriend cause pity the boyfriend gonna run away the second day or maybe after few hours -.-

I was quite okay now ...just okay cause someone pissed me off again ,I'll talk about it later just be patient =) so I went for a drink with my ex-classmate,before went for a drink me and wifey went for dinner first since that restaurant got nothing to eat and their food is like super duper expensive

so I ordered chocolate mint it cost me freaking RM10!! and there's the picture above no decorate NOTHING so I might as well just took a blur picture FML then I ordered another peppermint and it doesn't taste like peppermint as well I was like who the hell who made all this drink -.- please ladies don't ever go that place again ,Malaysia do have more restaurant and nice food and don't worry about the price cause the place will be more worth D:

yes I do have small eyes and one of my friend wonder how I put in my contact lens -.- hate you!

I spend most of the time with my wifey as if compare with other ex-classmate ...

let's have more outing and I'm looking forward to organize another outing so do attend =)

I'm not that kind of girl who always hang out at night or have those kind of drink ,I don't even stop drinking MILK okay I LOVE milk and I hate alcohol ,I hate the feeling after I'm drunk even when I'm down feel like killing myself I don't search for alcohol but I do search for a GUN !! no I'm just kidding -.- I'll just go for bed and INSOMNIA HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA then I'll started to think a lot and I wonder why PISCES do think a lot and have lots of imagination ...so creative huh? go do designer lahh !! -.-

ignore me please I'm going insane mahh gaiii arhhh !!

I'm not suppose to blog about crap here today cause I'm suppose to hang out today with that fella who date me out and yet he FFK-ed me with his reason ,sounds like something important so I'll just ignore but I'm bored out here , keep watching movie and there's tons of movie and I'm so lazy to choose oh lappy please choose for me please -.- then I was like fuckup when I receive his msg , LAO NIANG angry liao cause I hate FFK people and people FFK me ...so if you read my blog don't get shock I'm OK with it. But when you have a car is time for you to fetch me ! HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

cause non of my friend fetch me before and I wanted to FEEL it!!! Feel their driving skill but most of my friends are dangerous driver (cause the way they describe their driving skills) but don't worry cause I'm the scary driver too ;) but sorry I don't PIUU YI ~~

then then then he wanted to change date -.- I'm going to swimming lah that day and I'm looking forward for more outing with my babes since my college gonna start soon and less outing cause my VIOLIN TEST is coming so so so soon in JULY and my teacher gonna be mad at me if I never practice and yeah tomorrow she's coming D: stresssssssssss

hmmm did I mention I like that fella before? HAHAHAHAHAHHA sound interesting isn't it xD ya I do in love with him before cause he's a sweet guy and a caring person, he do care so much and we use to SMS each other from morning till night then the next day it keep repeat the same damn thing ...so I think he had the same feeling as mine -.- so I try confess to him and I failed twice -.- he told me he never have that feeling towards me and he treat me as a sister I was like oh yeah sister -.- then during that time I made cakes for him and force him to company me all the time he do company me all the time so yea I misunderstood ,how stupid ! he's not the first guy I've confess to xD I'm a brave girl and go for 3 other boys before LOL

he's number 4 xD lol then I've stop at number 4 and I never try to go for boys anymore cause wasting my time and misunderstood all the time -.-

I should stop now cause I realize I do crap a lot today D: